Thursday, October 02, 2008 ♡~

1 word to describe my current state - LETHARGY

aft constant running in and out frm 2 different hospitals, cooking, housekeeping and tahan all the nonsense, i gotten super tired.
for several weeks been waking up early including weekends and public holiday.

nw all i wish for is to slp in quietly and peacefully for a day - 24 hours of slp.
super tired...

at least today mum is back frm hospital, cut dwn alot of traveling liao.
so can come home and slp liao.

past few days frm sun onwards, practically juz knock out when i laid on my comfy bed.
some time online but human nt online, so whoeva been msn-in me past few days, paiseh lah, i was slping as much as i could.
noticed some msn window, but din bother to see and replied, juz moved de cursor to the shut down button and off the switch and returned back to slp.
every nite routine was the same.

sianz...
fallin sick le.
ytd, was shocked by my own look when i woke up.
face super pale, lips turned super dry and white.
head was super pain.
took me quite a while to gt out of my bed.
applied lip gloss b4 i went out.
on the train was super dizzy.
called joy she nv pick up.
=.=
called tingting but she seems quite busy.
aft dat SUPER LOTS of foreign workers got onto the train.
wah lao de smell, GOSH!!!
faintz...
sick liao, de BO made me even more sick.

managed to tahan to KKH.
pretended as if i was super active.
but honestly, i can feel my body was super weak.
slpt a very short while on the chair beside my mum's chair.
aft which body seemed more settled.
make up really makes wonder.
on lappie to watch my shows which i din managed to watch for the past few days.
oso web cam wif tingting...
=)
so sweet of her. hope she jiayou for her upcomin exams.
dat joy i really BWG, zhong se qing you.
=.=
but at least she saved me from de bangadeshy stalker...
=)

one fruitful thing abt mum's hospitalisation is dat i managed to contact wif my cousin.
we nv tok much to each other, but dis time we tok alot.
we discuss many stuff like when is his wedding and even toking bad abt why KKH would haf macdonald.
also teased him abt his skin colour is so dark dat i tot he was a malay when he stepped in.
lol... but realised he was more approachable and funny than b4.
=)

anw, UPSET!!!
super upset abt smth i read.
all i cld say, try to tahan for the sake of "mo ren".
trying to kip as quiet as i can.
but better dun further provoke me liao.
argh!~

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7:38 PM