as i expected, indeed alot of pang seh...
in de end only a few of us turned up - ting, gina, yinsuan, yshan, marlene, siti (went off early coz her aunt in de hospital so nid to ton over at de CGH), me , keke, stephen and marcus (came awhile nia, coz her darling pris nt feelin well, but anyway, still happy dat he nv ps us...)

anyway today or shld i say ytd, it is a bad weather - heavy rainy day.
so sao xing...
u noe becoz of dis bloody sickening rain, we tio restrict to alot of stuff.
cant do star glazing, toopid dark clouds covering de sky...
no sitiing by de sandy beach to listen to de sighing voices of de waves...
instead we heard de roarin sea and see high tide.
de surface of de water is damn rough...
de waves were like rushing at fast speed to de coast...
got drench and de ground was so sandy and wet.
hard for us to settle down...
luckily i was clever enuff to bring beach mats and umbrella to shelter myself frm de spattering rain...
haiz...
toopid rain...
bleagh... >o<

in de end we hid in de shelter to have an indoor bbq...
but it was cool. played truth and dare...
haha...
yshan, u still owe us a dare... (couldnt tot of one juz nw)
nvm... we shall have it in RP when skool reopen...
de dare will be much easier for us to think abt it...
whaha...

SK SK SK SK SK SK!!!

lol...
and i still owe u all one truth...
but im nt afraid... LoL...
nth much abt me ah...
whaha... *eviluff*

anyway, kinda couldnt catch de last bus...
all of us split into 3 diff grps to take cab home - (1) keke, marlene, yshan (2) stephen de frog, yin suan, gina (3) me and ting
de damn bus soo long.
and y i sae we kinda couldnt catch de last bus, coz aft all of us got onto de cab, de 196 den come...
diaoz... =.=

but enjoyed alot of fun too...
hope our nxt outin will have more ple and NO MORE WET WEATHER...

anyway here r some pic which we took at de bbq and at de bus stop...
for bigger version, click on de pic...


[clear sky?!? NOOO!!! by fact it is raining...]


[marlene and i]


[de gurls]


[yshan and gina]


[frog, u tryin to act cute ah]


[de grp of us... me missing de pic, coz im takin foto]


[nw gina is missing... she helpin us to take foto... LoL!]


[me and ting]


[i veri bad at makin gui lian]


[ting and gina]


[de dimples 3 ren zu]


[same height? i doubt sooo... foto can be deceiving, it depends on skills. lol!]


[understand liao mah... dere is a diff in height...]
[wad wrong wif keke's face and pose? he look like having cramps... whaha... o.O]


[de last 2 grp of us to go off]


[yinsuan's head tio cut off... nt on purpose de]
[dis was de best i could take, de taxis came when we were takin half way]

for more bbq pix or if u wanna dld go to moi photobucket album...
all fotos r copyrighted to ANGIE de 1st choice... LoL...

ltr goin back to SACSS for teachers' day celebration...
but wad shld i do nw?
go slp away till 6am or stay awake till i go to skool?
but i nid to stay awake till abt 12pm bah...
can i tahan mah?
LoL...
zou yi bu suan yi bu bah...
sign off here... ^o^





deep in moi heart, my luv and affection is fading...
i dun wanna continue my pointless luv for nth anymore.
we frm frenz to my lil crush den to strangers...
de change is big...
maybe frm de very beginnin, it was wrong liao...

angie, juz 4gt it...
stop missing him, 4gt abt him...
Tell urself u luv him no more...
let those happy times be part of ur wonderful memories.
if u cant do it, force urself...

i noe it hurts alot, but u brought dis upon urself de...
who ask u watch so much tv serial and romance shows...
waste ur time and energy to think so much and yearn so much for love.
luv is nt ur cup of tea, juz admit it.

juz let time slowly wash de pain away.
i noe u surely can find someone worthy of ur luv, someone who can appreciate it...

moi heart is bleeding...
so pain...






yay!!!
tmr goin to de beach coz tmr is PS0104 bbq...
but i'm nt expectin much...
i expectin lots of pang seh...
sent out lots of e-mails and sms but no reply... =.="
aiyo... i think gonna leave de usual few of us nia...
haiz...
but no matter wad, i wanna try to enjoy as much as possible.





veri depressed and sad nw...
juz wished to be alone.
how i hope dat i can nw be at de breezy beach listenin to de roar of de calm sea and glazing at de twinkling stars...
but ltr gt to wake up @ 3.15am to prepare to go work...
haiz...
but sittin by de seaside @ nite can relax de souls of unhappiness and bring de mood alive again.
i think at de seaside, it is where i can think alot of stuff calmly and really appreciate de gifts of mother nature.



if only i can be dere...





finally, it is holidays...
but i goin to be very busy...
y?
i will explain more at de bottom...
anyway, it've been a busy but yet fruitful and fulfillin week.
gonna update alot of stuff, includin pics too...

Some fotos taken at Yazeer's Surprise B'dae

The brownie I baked, de brownie crack while i tried to separate it frm de baking paper.

Yazeer de B'dae Boy!!!

E25R

me and b'day boy... muz thank me for de surprise hor... LoL!!!

de gays... main purpose of de foto was to act gay wif JunLiang (de one @ de center)

18th Aug 2006 - Outing wif Some E25R peers @ New York New York

ended skool quite early @ ard 12plus.
ashley, gabriel, bennett, wan ping and i went to library to slack awhile.
we tried de library cafe food, it totally sucked to de core sia...
den de guys were playin warcraft, leavin me and wan ping eating.
aft eating, wan ping and i went to E3 to look for her 'brother', shun bian go look for joy.
haha...
joy's class gt 6 ple nia...
LoL...
anyway, aft dat we went back library to play monopoly.
played till ard 2 plus den took MRT down to cityhall to eat.
went to try out the new restaurant beside HMV @ citylink - New York New York.
we tried to challenge the giant yankee burger.

it is 8 inch sia, bigger than BK double whopper, bigger than Carl JR burger too.
it was freakin big and ex sia...
de burger set cost $28.90.

i had mushroom bacon spaghetti

wanping had pork chop

all of us couldnt finish it, but each of us did order a main course lah...
anyway, i think BK and Carl JR burgers taste better.
no special nor unique taste lah...
all of us were so full and bloated sia...
couldnt finish de burger, in de end we da pao it... LoL...
ashley brought home...
haha...
aft dinner, went to Marina Square, walk walk to digest the food.
we did alot of stupid stuff dere...
tried de croco shoes, de guys walkin into de gurls toilet and bra store.
played legos, acrade and etc...
LoL...
quite fun lah...
coz de next day gt work openin, so left at ard 7-8 plus.
din go eat ben and jerry.

Last Day of skool

din go for de lesson, was soooo sick... but went for UT.
anyway, nw still sick...
down wif de usual illnesses - flu, extreme bad cough and very sored sore throat...
yr 2 semester 2 is finally over and 1 1/2 yr passed liao...
OMG!!!
soooo fast...
it seems like we got to noe each other ytd.
haiz...
enjoy de class...
i think our bond is gettin better liao...
but i doubt it will be as strong as PS0104 de...

Busy Holidays

Many many things to complete and many outings to go...

wad I wanna do
~ Professional Profiling
~ Work
~ Send moi lappie for maintainence @ Fujistu
~ if necessary go IT helpdesk to reformat lappie
~ new blogskin
~ complete my online shop web

Events
30 Aug - PS0104 BBQ @ ECP
31 Aug - Teachers' Day Celebration @ SACSS
03 Sep - Ecotrail Team Bonding Session @ Puala Ubin
12 Sep - DKGZQV family outing
Every Monday - Guzheng Practice

OMG!!! gonna be damn busy...
hope gt time to rest and time to relax...
nxt semester gonna be busy too...
i think only till aft de Ecotrail trip den i will haf more free time bah...
coz once skool reopen, we will be caught up wif the programmes for fund raising for our ecotrail trip.
plus in nov, dere will be guzheng performance at de Istana...
so we got to practice.
i think i will haf to stay back almost everyday...
plus weekend gonna work.
so less time to rest liao...
phew~ busy me... LoL...
Hope to relax as much as possible.

kkz~ enuff for today...
de entry is tooo long liao...
LoL...
till nxt time~ bye...

a series of events had juz happened and nxt coming up wif more exciting events...

last sat, SG announce de 1st new superband - Mi Lu Bing...
yesh~ moi fav...
but i tot dat de jazz ver of xiao wei sang by J3 was nice, veri soothin, and makes me wanna hear again...
but Mi Lu Bing de cute ver of woosa was wonderful...
sooo cute, esp sam... LoL...
last wk juz celebrated Singapore's 41st Birthday wif work...
was workin almost all day long...
dou came to find us...
aft work hang out awhile.
bought de first day cover @ airport.
de whole set - $11.95...
woosh~ EX!!!
and believe it or nt...
i gif de whole set to moi dad for free...
argh~
gotten moi 1 day pay frm dou - ard $33
spent it on buyin de ingredients for de brownies and de cab fare ($17.70) to rush dwn to bloody RP for UT...
sianz lor...
wasted de whole pay away...
den on fri, finally, E25R had our 1st event - Yazeer's Surprise B'dae Celebration...
lol...
de class enjoyed it...
was so happy...
coz every effort was appreciated...
heard alot of praises abt moi brownies...
LoL...
so shhhuannggg~
haha...
ended class quite early dat day...
den went to shop ard at de pasar malam located beside CWP wif Din, Ashley, Gabriel, Aqilah, Vivien, Wan Ping and Enita...
of coz de gurls were more caught up wif de earrings...
haha...
5 for $10.
bought 2 pairs...
saw jiazhen frm KOne de FC...
she was wearin another FC de shirt...
den aft shoppin, saw de machine which maple soft toy.
1st reaction when i told ashley abt de machine filled wif maple toy, was dat he faster walk over towards it.
den we kept askin him to play, but he dun wan.
den saw dis uncle soo pro, caught de soft toy twice wif 4 tries...
wah~ i wan...
LoL...
on overall, de day was quite fun lah...

de coming up events r mostly listed at de side at de calendar...
to add on...
im organising 2 events nw - PS0104 class outing and E25R 1st class outing...
both will be held durin de holidays...
ting suggest dat hold a BBQ, yshan suggest KBOX, i sugguest steamboat...
wow~ sooo many options...
maybe we can meet everyone up on one of de days and discuss bah...
E25R wan chalet and BBQ...
but de prob is who wanna go book.
sianz...
i dun wan go book leh, no money to help dem pay in adv...
and oso very de ma fan...
dunno where, when and how to hold it sia...
de guys very de playful and incooperative de...
soo very difficult to settle de stuff wif dem...
haiz...
but im more lookin 4ward to PS0104 de class outing...
maybe becoz our relationship is stronger bah...
dunno y de bonding wif E25R nt very gd...
haiz...

sianz...
dunno y feelin damn depress...
cries easily for no reason...
haiz...
dunno wad im upset abt too...
maybe is PMS bah... butta moi auntie's holiday finishing liao ah...
haiz...

goin to slp liao... nitez...





life been rough for me.
it is really making me so fed up and depressed abt it.
but im still tryin to hang on...

i realised dat im startin to lose frenz while gainin too.
but losing more than i gain.
haiz...
yr 2 started off with PS0104 de frenz...
we all will eat tgh during the breakout.
but startin wif yshan "leaving" our clique to join her new classmates.
in addition, toopid tedious schoolwork break us apart.
we gone into separate ways.
its like sooo sad lor.
coz comparing to moi present class and PL0202, i had more fun and memories wif PS0104.
but nw... ...
haiz...
anyway, i hope dat de skool holidays can bring all of us tgh again.
hope dat we can hold another class outing and wish dat everyone or MOSTLY everyone will turn up bah...
and nw moi current class - E25R, really i feel dat we haf no bonding.
we haf no class outing, lunch oso nv eat tgh b4.
all of us r like in diff grps.
but nxt wk we gonna haf event in our class liao...
coz nxt fri we gonna celebrate Yazeer's B'dae...
we gonna to organise a class outing too.
go where still dunno, maybe go Puala Ubin, Sentosa or Class BBQ.
haha...
hope it will be fun.

dere is dis particular irritating guy in my class, damn hate him.
he is a damn asshole lah...
he like to scold vulgar language...
nv do work one, copy his fren's ppt den sae he gt do work.
does him noe wad is call originality?!?
everytime smart alec, dunno much still act smart!!!
everytime sae "i think nt let dat leh, i in ITE learnt one is ... ..."
but wadeva he said is wrong!!!
GO DIE LAH!!! TOOPID RAYMOND NA WEI QIANG!!!
CANT STAND HIM LOR!!!
nobody in class like him lor, but he still think he is Mr Popular!!!
bennett and de rest oso playin him nia, he still dunno...
acting smart and being fucking irritating all the time.
sian lah!!!
bloody pissed off wif him!!!

left 3 more weeks to go to holiday...
GooD GooD GooD!!!
feel dat time flies really fast sia...
Nw im finishing sem 1 of yr 2 soon...
and it is de mid of 2006 liao...
but the faster it is means dat it is reaching faster to moi death day which means it is reachin soon to the day of judgement.
haha...
so pessimistic rite...
whaha...
but haf u ever tot how fulfillin is ur life?
if u die nw, is dere anything u will regret?
how colourful is ur life?
haf u make maximum use of ur life?
how ur frenz and ple ard u tot abt u?
and how much good things haf u done and leave on dis Earth?
been thinking so much when im alone.
realised dat i realli shld make good use of moi life.
i dun wan to regret abt anything.
i wish dat wadeva i've done, i will leave a good impact on dis land.
so dear frenz, think abt these questions, reflect on urself and try to change for the good and lets live life wif no regrets and bring happiness to everyone ard u.
^^





damn poor nw...
nid money... LoL...
so nw i gone back to work liao...
returned to moi old workplace to work @ burger king airport T2.
sianz...
forgotten some of the stuff too.
in addition, feelin damn outcast.
kit and dou veri close to siew li liao.
den they tok abt some stuff which i dunno.
haiz...
gt abit regret too.
coz honestly lah...
nw de BK is different frm last time de.
haiz...
wadeva lah...
i go oso work for de sake of money.
heck care so much.
save until i gt enuff money to go for dec's thai trip.
wanna save enuff money to go bangkok to shop.


nw left abt 2 more wk plus to holidays liao.
yeepie!!!
coz holiday can earn more money...
lol...
target to save at least $500...
hope can move towards it...
^^

Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
19
20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
Guzheng Player



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