hasnt been in a good mood for a long time.
ever since i reached sg from moi tw trip.
let not tok abt de reasons behind moi moodiness.

been wanting to go to somewhere quiet to think abt some stuff.
some places like east coast park, where de breeze seems to blow away de disturbance, leaving juz a peaceful airy mind to think.

but i dun really like to go out alone.
maybe juz afraid of being alone except for certain locations.

but i raring to go to this place to see the night view, guess it will be visually breathtaking:



been tryin to go there with my frenz for quite some time, but always unsuccessful.
hopefully i can go there soon.


been bottling lotsa things, really cant find anyone to say them out.
sorry, nt even to you, Joy.
although i will call you aft work or whenever i very very free, some thing we will still kip it inside them.
it is still an ultimate secret, that everyone would haf one in them.

sometimes really gt de urge to say them out, but there isnt a correct person.
nt even de very best fren.
always been hearing, "ya...", "uhmm", "aiyo... y like dat?" and many chekpalang expression.
really nt de kind of reaction you wanna hear esp when u r feelin very down.

honestly how much do you noe abt mi?
try listing it down.
other den "my fav colour", "my age", "no of ple in my family" and other basic info.
how much do you noe abt de in-depth mi?
like "wad is my real character?", "wad is my relationship like with my family?", "which country i want to go most?", "wad is the 1st award i got?" and more.
likewise how much do i noe u?
i doubt i noe much.

so wad can i define best fren?
i noe best fren slightly more than a normal fren.
dat it?!

i oso dunno wad i wan exactly.
how can i expect wad other wan frm mi?
haiz...

juz let mi hang in de mid-air bah.





made a new blogskin!!!
YEAH!!!
Finally aft pushin back for several months.
honestly moi previous blogskin was crap lah...
bth for quite long le...
forced myself since evening to do this blogskin.
All thanks to the heavy downpour for the whole day which bored me and oso motivated me to do smth useful.
lol...





improved on the colour used, but changing it to a more general colour "BLACK".

if you realised everything is bigger:
Font Size
Picture
Layout

nw readers dun haf to use magnifying glasses or lao hua spect liao...
hahah...
i also split the layout to 3 different columns, so that you dun haf to scroll and scroll and scroll.
nw it is shorter and you can view more stuff at a time.

it is more colourful, but theme colour is still pink.
my most prefered colour.
LOL...

kkz... nw it is 2.30am liao...
very tired sia...
and im hungry...
im craving for roti prata.
it've been a long long time since i ate roti prata...
but sianz... it is extremely fattening...
=.=

anw, I NID COMMENTS for MORE improvements...
so tag mi to share wif mi ur views =)
Logical comments are beneficial to my future inspirations for my future blogskins.
kkz... Tata!~





IM BACK FROM TAIWAN!
was back on monday midnight.
been really busy since I landed in SG.
aft exiting frm the arrival gates, went to T2 to pass the food to boss.
but he wasnt dere, only dat stupid new manager.
she noes my name, but dunno who m i?!
STUPID SIA!
we met b4 lor, and previously she acted like she knew mi like dat.
=.=

anw, on overall TW trip was good.
except the traffic was scary, things there were ex except for the food.
we spent mostly on food sia.
spent abt NT19k dere!
on things dat i dun see much at all.
faintz...

but i think that it is really something for 3 gurls to navigate ard taiwan w/o much help at all.
YAY!!! WE R THE AWESOME THREESOME!!!
lol...

seriously, i think we shud write a travel guide on our trip.
lol...
we oso tot of the name for our book.
hahaha...
we really experience alot.
I think if you really wan to know taiwan alot, it will be good to navigate ard on ur own and understand them personally.
Coz thru the process u can experience their style of living and oso observe the unknown side of taiwan.

hmmm...
in taipei for so long, i've been missing SG.
miss my bed, the safe traffic, nice weather (current taiwan's weather is super humid and wet, worst than SG), OUR GOVERNMENT! and the CLEAN & GREEN ENVIRONMENT!!!
but taiwan oso haf their Pros too.
The cheap and huge variety of food, huge variety of beauty products & clothings, fast metro (short waiting time), neat queue on the escalators, nice sceneries and NICE TV PROGRAMMES!!!

hahaha... i kinda influence viv and carrin to watch bangbangtang and heisehuimeimei.
lol...
but really, their channels r really entertaining except chnl 15 and 16.
dun ask wad channels r dey.
=.=
sometimes the shows u wanna watched r broadcast at different channels but at the same time.
sianz... missed...
but at least back in sg i can (*coughs* dld *coughs*) watch again.
=)

really appreciating sg better.
sianz... but im missing de food dere.
tot i wont haf tw blues, but im having serious one.

MOST IMPTLY, im growing FAT!
gosh...
DIET!!!
I WAN TO SLIM DOWN!!!
so far still dun dare to weight myself on de weighing machine yet.
lol...

wan see more pic??
see frm my facebook album bah.

Taiwan Trip - Day 1

Taiwan Trip - Day 2

Taiwan Trip - Day 3

Taiwan Trip - Day 4 [Part 1]

Taiwan Trip - Day 4 [Part 2]

Taiwan Trip - Day 5

Taiwan Trip - Day 6 [Part 1]

Taiwan Trip - Day 6 [Part 2]

Taiwan Trip - Day 7

Taiwan Trip - Day 8

YAY!!!
A few more hours to my flight to taiwan!!
will only be back on the 19 Aug 2008.
I'm going to enjoy myself lots.
so excited, cant sleep at all.
hahaha...

but quite sian de is dat my "Auntie" visited my a few hours ago, and she is tagging along for my taiwan trip.
sianz...

I really wish that I can pack you into my luggage and bring you to taiwan with me.
but provided that you dont exceed the MAX baggage weight abroad the flight.
wish you can send me off tmr, but i guess you are extremely busy bah.
sobs...
I'm sure will MISS YOU LOTS!!!





yes...
to all my dearies who will be missing me, you can view my blog and see this pic of me while im away!!!
hahaha...
I will miss u!!!
Hope you will miss me too!!!.





It's friday!
FINALLY!!!
I lookin forward to the brand new week!
hahaha...
I flying...
Flying to taiwan, to see the HOT Taiwanese Summer Boys!
YAY!!!
i admit, my eyes are so deprive of hot cute boys for months.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?
CGH has pathetic amt of eye-catching guys. (OH MY!)
and im planning to work perm here. (OH NO!!!)

This whole weekend, I AM SO BUSY!!!
today aft work, I will be meet moi 4 BGFs to discuss abt de taiwan trip.
hmm...
alot muz be wonderin suddenly pop out 1 more.
coz gt avan who will be goin sept.
and he's meetin us to get our info.
I made a file of personal taiwan research.

LELONG!!! LELONG!!!

ANGIE's TAIWAN GUIDE FILE is GOING at SG$20!~
(excl postage fee, 7% GST and 10% Service charge)

haha...
okok...
back to him. Y is he BGF, coz he is our BEST GAY FRIEND!!!

hahaha...
im abit siao siao today, coz in office too long liao.
nth much to do.
brains rottin too.


anw, back to my plan.
tmr, NATIONAL DAY!!!
yes! tmr is 43th birthday of SINGAPORE!!!
I will be out with my frenz for a nice nite out =)

Sunday!!! One more day to TW Trip!~
1 last day for mi to pack my luggage.
I have nt finish completing packing my luggage yet.
left tmr and sunday!!!
hmmm...
kkz... JIAYOU!!!

im so excited for de trip!
YAY!!!





It is reaching 11am and i finished my work.
gosh...
sianz... nth to do leh.
den ytd, busy like hell still OT.
If i knew, i should have left my report till today.
aiyo...
in office, stare at computer nia.
waste time, wasting my beauty slping time too.
=.=
in addition, my boss left for reservist and will be back only on 21st Aug, which is good to a certain extent.
haiz...
but nth much for mi to do either.
CGH viv oso gt nth for mi to do either.

anw, im starting to recover frm my sickness.
coughing is starting to reduce.
voice is regaining, but at time still speak without voice.
fever and running nose are still on and off...
hopefully, after abstaining from all those unhealthy food and cold drinks (including ice water), I can quickly recover.
there is a need to recover soon, as I wan go taiwan to eat.



drooling liao...
lol...
aft trip from taiwan, i sure nid go diet liao...
cfm grow fat de...
dotz...
kkz... ple who wan to go jog or wadeva to trim down fats jio mii!!!
=)









it've been a wk plus since i had fallen sick.
and ever since last nite, i been getting worst.
nw feel like throwin out moi dinner.
having bad headache too.
gosh...
i suspectin is it gt to do wif de medication.
de medicine doesnt seem to help me much at all.

and i cant fallen any sicker as tmr i cfm nid to go to work.
2 reports to rush, 2 meetings to attend and other work on hand.
and tmr boss last day b4 he go for reservists.
cfm nid to do some handover.

im so dead sia...
really nt well...
=.=
hope i can slp early ltr...
10pm - shut down everything, incl myself.
so no disturb aft 10pm kkz...





It is always about THEM.
how bad we r to dem, how they suffer for us, how this, how dat...
and if i would to complain back, then it is fate, coz im born in this family.
ya... it is all fate and destiny that brought me here to meet my difficulties and etc.
so i haf to accept it, NO it is a MUST to accept them.
Coz it is all FATE and DESTINY! MY LIFE.
Facts that cant change that IM BORN HERE!
even though i dont wish to, BUT IT IS MY FATE!
the so called "ARRANGEMENT" from GOD.
i haf nv met anything else in life to put me to an end. Only FAMILY.

suddenly, I start to doubt his presence.
how fair he is, how he judge to make all these arrangement for me, and why he always arrange so much bad sufferings for me.
Good to see someone suffers?
yaya... the positive thinking will be, coz we go thru these, so that we learn.
another thinking, coz he has his reasons for all his arrangement.
and no one else would suffer as much as wad Jesus Christ had gone thru for us his children.

what other reasons?
i cant convince myself.
i dun wan to recognise this FATE and DESTINY!!!
if i haf to, I WILL HATE MYSELF.
coz im so useless, i cant change anything.
but it is true dat i cant change.

dat is also y i chose to live in my dreams.
nw even if im sick, i oso chose to work.
it is better than stayin at home.
anyway, staying home cant help much.
nt as if i can rest much.
juz as i woke up and opened the door, shoutings and scoldings start.
wad is the point?
do i need to start my day like dis?
i wld rather slp thru and do nothing like a coma patient.

so full of rubbish lah!!!
i hate it!!!
QUICK!!! Let Aug 11 come faster!!!

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Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
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20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
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