Royal Writes の
8:58 PM

moi sis came home frm church today and showed me 2 shows - Unlocking the DaVinci Code and the Gospel of Judas.

It is available in youtube.

i seriously reccomend to everyone to watch it, but aft watchin it, u will start to doubt abt de christianity and the bible.

u might wonder, is it true?

is judas' betrayal arranged by Jesus and Judas is juz followin it?

for centuries, Judas had been condemn to be the worst villian in de entire world.

but is he being wronged by us.

how are the gospels in the bible selected?

are they all facts or just a lie created for us to believe?

if everything is a lie, den wad will happen?

wad will happen to de christianity ard de world?

riots, prejudices, chaos and terror?!?

i guess de impact will be very huge den no one will be able to clean it up.

wonderin m i prayin to de wrong God?

dere is dis fear in me, dat i nv expect.

im so scared, by i cant explain wad im terrified of.

but de reaction made by moi sis was diff.

she was more indulged in de bible and tryin to find out more.

on de other hand, im running away frm de fear im having in mi heart.

startin to haf serious doubts in moi heart and moi mind.

i guess any christian who watched the both shows will definitely doubt abt de faith, at least alil.

many qns, will be floating out in their mind.

i wished dat de gospel of Judas is fake and wadeva we believed will be dere 4eva.

i really dunno how should i react, if everything is fake.

was touched by God since i was a young child in kindergarten.

moi paternal relatives r mostly catholic.

b4 moi great grandmother died, dat was de 1st time i prayed to our lovely father nt to let moi great grandmother leave us.

den in pri school, i entered a catholic school where we haf mass and during de assembly we will sing and pray everyday.

im oso close to de nuns in de convent in our skool.

i oso rmb in pri skool, i will go to de chapel during almost all of recess, b4 and aft skool.

in pri 4, i gt to noe more abt God and even visit a church for Sunday service.

de 1st christian church i went was, Lighthouse evanglism.

in sec skool, i oso attended mass, but slowly distanced away frm God.

till nw, i still believe our God.

But yet, slowly start to doubt him and drift away frm him.

haiz...

dun wish all those will happen.

nitez...

tmr gt school.

Royal Writes の
11:28 PM

ting told me dat dere will be a metor shower tonite.
can be seen at east coast de.
but so unfortunate it rained.
so din go.
really wanna go watch.
nv seen metor shower b4.
haiz...
it will be sooo romantic if u watch wif ur sweetheart.
LoL...

my neighbour wanna me to gif chinese tuition to her daughter.
she is studying K1 nia.
i feel sad for her.
gonna to haf tuition frm K1.
haiz...
i dunno whether i wanna teach or nt.
i haf no experience in teachin young kids and moi neighbour's daughter is damn hyper but cute.
haha...
dunno whether i can handle it or nt.
maybe i juz gif it a try.
anyway, it is juz 1 lesson 1 week and 1 1/2 hr nia.
if cannt handle den let moi sis teach lor.
de weird thing abt it is dat moi mum personally was a private chinese tutor, why dun she teach leh.
=.="

anyway, so far for the 1st week of skool was nt bad.
haf a friendly and outgoing but noisy classmates.
our facs arent dat bad except for 1.
Anthony Walker teaching Circuit Analysis I, damn luo suo.
he kept interruptin our presentation.
muznt as well he present can liao...
set toopid rulez.
kept suanin ple.
our class damn irritated by dis fac.
anyway, we stole his 6ppt. Lol...
toopid raymond na la, ask me faster, faster.
den sunkist (shan zhi) went out to see if de fac comin or nt.
felt damn bad to steal de fac ppt sia.
but i kanna forced de.
sobsob...
de funny thing, i stole de ppt but i dun haf it.
de thumbdrive dun belong to me mah.
den i oso 4gt to gt frm Yasmin de ppt.
need to haf moi lab tools ready by dis tues.
gonna buy frm susan, coz she transferred to material sci liao.
which mean she dun need dis tools liao.
anyway, she buy liao, oso nv use.
Brand new set.
our modules damn difficult to understand sia.
borrowed kit's tbk to refer and study.
if nt, i think i will nv be able to understand de stuff.
need to study hard for dis sem, if nt i will fail sia.

finally moi new desktop came on fri liao.
but mainly used by moi sis.
but i haf de old desktop to moiself.
anyway, i still haf moi lappie.
mapled wif moi sis for de very 1st time today.
haha.. i partied her.
in de evening chiong maple wif joy and susu.
chiong one lvl up today (nw lvl 26 liao)
yay!!!
nw can go subway kill blue slime liao.
whaha...

mum gonna file a divorce wif dad and im nt sad but im angry.
coz moi mum been nagging and complainin to me everyday abt moi dad and dat woman.
i dunno how shld i react lor.
but im freakin pissed off.
i dun wanna noe nor gt involved into their prob.
i had tried to reason wif dem liao, advise oso given to dem liao.
but both parties dun wan to listen to me and think moi advise is juz like wind, no effect on dem.
so irritated.
really dun wanna stay at home to listen to her nags.
i feel dat moi mum is over reactin. but she always saes, "angie u r nt moi age yet, u dunno how i feel de."
diaoz...
kkz...
wadeva!
divorce den divorce, no big deal. for 17 yrs u all been sayin u wanna divorce.
but for 17 yrs i only been hearin it but see no action.
so wadeva.
if u all really divorce it doesnt really affect me either.
so be it.
im de unfilial and ungrateful child.
but i truely had enuff of ur f**king nonsense.
i think divorce will only solve de prob and relieve our burdens and stress.

jimmy and yuhong told me dat dis dec, dere will be another thai trip, like a follow-up to de preview chiangrai trip.
i wanna go.
wanna go to de waterfall and hotspring.
heard de previous trip was great.
hope dat cute guy is goin too and hopefully, im nt de only gal anymore.
plus no more peter and chengze pls, no more their identical twins too.
plannin and recruit will be startin in june bah.

feel lazier to update moi blog liao.
so tired aft comin home frm skool.
gt to do RJ 1st den by de time i submit RJ, i will be tired and fallen aslp liao.
haha...
maybe i wont update so often liao bah.
frm dis mon onwards, will be comin home late, coz gt cca.
finish abt 8pm bah.
by de time, i finish dinner den go home.
it will be 10 plus liao bah.
i think i will be dead tired and by de time i reached home, i will bath den juz go to slp liao bah.
sianz...
nw gt to slp early and wake up at ard 5.30am juz to go to skool.
moi life so sad sia.
haiz...

i guess tmr moi blogskin will be ready bah.
4gt abt it today.
LoL...
dat all for tonite bah.
update tmr.

Royal Writes の
12:29 AM

Royal Writes の
10:46 PM

haven been updating for a few days liao.
been busy and lazy.
so gif a brief update for each day.

Sunday 16 Apr 2006
It's Easter Day.
moi feeling b4 skool.
so nervous wondered how many gurls in moi class and r dey friendly.
how r de fac (strict, laoya, another TCP or wad) and etc.
hate de engineerin stuff...
how am i goin to survive?!?
anyway, im in class E25R.

Monday 17 Apr 2006
OMG!!!
finally, returned to skool.
skool is big, cold and crowded.
entered de skool and saw de successful computing banner.
saw a familiar face.
laughed immediately.
so funny.
Gosh...
i miss all moi frenz.
1st lesson is Analogue Electronics.
it is abt resistor.
had moi first lab lesson too @ W2 lvl2 Rm5.
moi class mostly r guys.
so suai, same grp as raymond na (za's ex-classmate)
felt so stupid and retard.
dunno anything abt de circuit stuff.
only noe abt de ohm's law and calculate de resistance in series and parallel.
nv felt dis way before.
wanna contribute but cant do anything.
our fac called desmond, nt bad lah.
im fine wif de class and de fac.
esp for de lesson.
no interest sia.
feelin forced to study.
regrets lots for nt studyin hard in Sec Skool.
feel like quitin skool.
de canteen and the 7-Eleven today for both break r damn packed.
haiz...
nt enuff food sia.
no place to eat either.
in de end, bought bao and siew mai and ate outside 7-Eleven.
saw a few SACians liao.
mostly i saw r frm moi batch but dey NA lah.
but nv see Jo. anyway, i dun care.
den aft skool, rained heavily, ting, yshan, marlene and another 2 ple (shan's frenz), we went home tgh.
2 ple shared 1 umbrella.
de roads and pathways to woodland inter were flooded.
we din take bus coz in de middle of de road, dey were havin construction work.
and it is risky too.
haiz...
we still gt wet, despite having an unbrella to shelther.
de rain damn heavy sia.
finally reached woodland inter liao.
felt so tired.
haha... like juz fight finish a battle.
LoL...
took bus 168 home.
den at inter gt up de bus, while waiting for de passengers to settle down, dis guy oso frm RP sat beside me.
OMG, de moment he sat down, he went to slp liao.
den aft de bus left de inter, i oso fell a slp.
den ard at seletar dere, suddenly he leaned onto me.
we both gt a shock and i woke up.
but he still can go back to slp.
diaoz... =.="
de journey damn torturous.
he kept like fallin onto moi side.
diaoz.
finally, moi mum called me, i kinda woke him up and he nv slp liao.
goood...
finally he gt off at tampines.
a sigh of relieve.
torturous day.

Tuesday 18 Apr 2006
Day 2 - Prototying.
only gurl in moi team.
de fac oso nt bad.
moi clique ordered MAC to eat.
Cant stand de food crowd.
i think i will slim down de.
anyway, moi class very friendly.
we startin to bond.
haha...
Rained again.
sianz...
but when we left, de rain stopped liao.

Wednesday 19 Apr 2006
Mapled today. chionged to lvl 25 liao.
yeepie...
haiz...
so tired.
gonna slp liao.
tmr wakin up early.
goin to skool alone.
sooo sad.
anyway, moi new blogskin will be ready by dis weekend, coz im pretty busy wif skool.
still nt use to wakin up early and de long bus trips.
will try to update asap.

Royal Writes の
11:47 PM

haiz...

dey quarreled again.

dis time is de worst, mum caught dad at de woman's workplace.

haiz...

mum became irrational and made a fuss dere.

aiya...

tell her dun do it she still... haiz...

causin nw dad leave home...

i nt goin to care anymore.

wadeva happens, i gonna take it positively.

i did wadeva i can liao.

but dey dun listen.

takin moi advises for granted.

so be it.

but i suspect mum haf depression.

dunno lah...

dere r some symptoms liao.

like she can suddenly become very tense.

her temper is gettin extremely bad.

having moodswings and been tellin me wad shld i do when she dies like her funeral, de insurance and etc.

dis is botherin me lots.

dunno wad to do.

feel very lost.

hope he can be dere for me.

needs him.

despite their agruements, i still went on wif de shopping plans wif kit and dou.

bought a slipper and de dinner was on kit.

she is sooo good.

haha...

she is oso our legal finance company and atm...

LoL...

but she wont go to ur hse and hang pig's head or scribble at ur hse.

haha...

okok... im gettin lame.

but i really need to relax.

feeling damn sad and stress.

cant wait for skool to start.

when skool reopens, den i will spend most of moi time in skool den no need to face dem.

sad to sae, but i losin de sense of belonging and secure of dis freakin hse.

dun wanna come home de.

dats y i hang out till reachin 10pm den reach home.

i purposely chose to walk home and listen to moi MP3 to relax myself.

wanted to buy an alcohol on de way home, but lazy to walk to de 7-11.

its a distance frm moi hse.

anyway, moi class for Year 2 Semester 1 is E25R.

haiz...

siti in E26A, Marlene in E25H and Keke in E25L.

haiz...

all so far away frm me.

de nearest person to moi class is keke lor, but distance of 6 classes leh.

still very far...

haiz...

PS0104, i hereby jio u all for breakfast and lunch breaks on monday.

so rmb our appointment hor.

miz me...

LoL...

wonder which class is he in.

hopefully still can see him often ard de skool.

haiz... me and moi one-sided tots and wishes again.

wish him all de best and hope i can 4gt him soon.

having crush are troublesome and painful.

dun wanna end up in de state like some of moi frenz and moi parents.

i still nt dat ready for it bah.

let everything goes naturally bah...

Royal Writes の
11:55 PM

haf nt update moi blog for 3 days liao...
coz been sick...
down wif flu, cough, sore throat and alil feverish.
think i need to take more vitamin C and exercise.
need to be healthy.
but everyday, poppin different pills into moi mouth make me feel sick.
need to take de omega and vitamin pills plus moi medicine.
haiz...
gosh...
feel like a drug addict.
in addition of de unpredictable weather condition, it is kind of worsening moi illness.

been rainin these few days.

haiz...

sobsob...

gonna skool reopen on dis monday liao and im still sick...

sooo freakin swai...

=(

anyway, i gonna ignore de damn illness, takin moi medicine regularly and moi diet soso lah

(gttin fatter... haha... mum said i becomin a FAT PIG liao. >_<" nonononono...)

juz hope i will get well by sunday.

it is RIDICULOUS!!!

RP hasnt release our class allocation yet.

ahhh...

hopefully dey will release by tmr.

i worried dat it will release on Mon b4 skool nia.

hope moi classmates will be nice and friendly.

miz moi classmates...

cant wait for mon to come...

goin out tmr wif kit, dou and za.

mornin will be out wif za.

den aft dat, 2pm go airport meet kit and dou, coz dey workin.

aft dey work, goin chinatown bah den aft dat, dunno go where (haven decided) for shopping.

need to buy a pair of shoes.

most probably will reach home aft 8pm bah...

yeah~

no need to stay at home and stare at moi mum.

stress...

at home wif her, like become a free maid.

haiz...

Happy B'dae MR FROG!!!

Royal Writes の
12:10 AM

although de oreo cheesecake dun look dat good, but de taste nt bad.

coz my sis been eatin de cheesecake.

frm 8 small ones and 2 big one dat i baked, currently left wif 2 small ones and 1 1/2 big one.

haha...

did alot of stuff today.

clean up moi rm.

did some lappie stuff.

practiced guzheng.

mapled alil too.

chiong to lvl 22.

wanted to do a blogskin, but was lazy.

havin alil flu which is kind of gttin worse and moi throat is ticklish.

ahhh...

hate to fall sick.

>_<

and somemore gonna sch reopen liao.

haiz...

6 more days to skool reopen.

stupid leo still under construction.

still dunno which class i gonna be in and dunno who is moi classmates.

hopefully dere will some ple who i noe.

Royal Writes の
10:19 PM

yes!!! finally did de oreo cheesecake liao...

ok nt lah, taste still nt bad.

appearance erm, look abit burnt.

actually nt sae burnt lah, juz dat it is more brown than de other cheesecakes found in de shops.

ok lah... 1st timer leh.

i think i shld deserve some applause bah.

no one to guide me lah.

nobody at home noe how to bake cheesecake kkz.

did de cake on my own.

spent 3-4 hrs in de kitchen to bake de cheesecake leh.

recipes can be found on here.

but i only use half de amt of de ingredients.

de timing nt dat rite too.

follow de other recipe will be de best.

it is more accurate lah.

sobsob...

juz found dis recipe de.

shld haf use dis recipe man.

haiz...

anyway, took some foto for memories.

de 1st batch of cheesecakes i baked

de most brown de.

de round shaped de cheesecake.

de mini version de

de better ones

let's compare

de white VS de brown

family foto of my cheesecake family

anyone wanna be moi guinea pig?

haha...

haiz... tired liao...

nite...

Royal Writes の
11:37 PM

need to start prepare liao.

2. Update de moi MP3

(need to survive on it for de long long bus trips)

3. Change blogskin

4. Do a last shoppin spree

- shoes

- clothes

5. Buy bus concession

6. Practice Guzheng

miz recall how to play de following songs:

- zhan tai feng

- yao zu wu qu

- feng shou luo gu

- xiao ao jiang hu

8. Top-up my hp

9. Lose 2kg

10. Have another fren gathering b4 skool starts

11. If possible try to find a job

12. Settle de dance camp

Hope dat i can accomplish all de tasks.

it is quite a long list.

muz be more determine than b4.

i muz complete my list.

haven buy de laboratory tools yet.

e-mailed de module chair but still haven reply me.

haiz...

irritating sia...

tmr is RP's FOP, but nt my business.

LoL...

Joy will be wif ting to conduct de class.

haiz...

nv sign up to teach de successful computing sia.

sobsob...

tues is Marlene's dental surgery.

wish her gd luck and get well soon.

15 Apr is Froggy's b'dae.

Frog, wish u an early Happy Birthday!

anyway, feelin sleepy liao.

tmr is gonna be a long day.

wanna to bake de cheesecake tmr.

haiz...

no one can help me test de taste.

Kit dun like cheesecake sia.

family nt dat supportive.

moi other frenz busy, wont be meetin up.

haiz...

dun care lah, at most ask my neighbour's daughter to test.

haha...

gonna slp liao.

nites...

Royal Writes の
12:15 AM

dis mornin moi family fought again.

but everything started frm moi sis.

haiz...

everything was appalling.

dad went to cut moi sis hair.

of coz, i tried to stop him, but some of de hair was still cut off.

haiz...

he still beat moi sis today.

argh... i really hate being at home.

felt sorry for moi sis.

but she really deserve it lah.

who ask her to deny her faults and still argue abt it.

haiz...

family problems are nv endng.

when will all these put to an end.

everything seems to be bottlin in moi heart.

more and more problems, burdens and stress are accumulated.

im feeling very angry, sad, distressing and more...

de emotions in me are really hard to describe.

really need someone to tok to, but de one dat i wanted to confide to wasnt dere for me.

i wan to spread my wings to fly.

wish i can fly away frm these problems.

if only i haf de ability.

haiz...

coop up in moi rm for de rest of de day, watchin full house.

it is damn nice.

cried almost thru out de shows, esp de middle to de ending episodes.

damn sad and touching.

i left wif 1 more dvd to go, gonna continue to watch tmr.

been tearin for de whole day.

haiz...

dere was a song in de show which is veri nice.

dere is dis very part of de lyrics which is veri meaningful and it really describe abit of how i felt for him too.

it goes like dis:

"I think I love U

Coz i miss U

I'm falling for U

Nw i need U"

hope dat i will at least haf him by my side.

i think maybe in moi dreams nia.

i juz moi one-sided thinking nia.

but still wish dat one day, he will be de one to say it 1st.

coz i noe, i will nv haf de courage to tell him dat i like him de.

if only he noe...

stupid tokong stop askin me abt TP lah.

cannt gt in den cannt gt in.

dun ask so much.

bleagh...

tired abt my life.

really hope to put an end to everything.

Easter is coming...

can i trust God again?

i really dun wanna hear anymore preaches.

thanks to all moi frenz who tried to help me.

but de problem lies within me.

maybe i shld juz take everything slowly, let me find my way to God on my own and wif my own abilities.

if God really wan to save me, den there will always be a way to lead me back to him.

rmb i hymn dat i often sang in pri and sec skool - God will make a way.

de lyrics tell everything.

"God will make a way, where dere seems to be no way.

He works in ways we cannt see, he will make a way for me.

He will be my guide, holds me closely to his side."

so no worries ple.

i noe i will find a way back to God.

ahhh...

suddenly feel like goin for a shopping spree to release myself.

any kind souls wanna pei me?

juz tag me or msn me kkz...

Royal Writes の
12:24 AM

whole day chiong maple.

LoL...

chiong 2 lvl, which means nw lvl 21.

joy went to sms keke sae im lvl 26 liao.

LoL...

keke workin mah, so he nv play so dunno he kanna bluff liao.

haha...

haiz... irritated sia.

xiu yun planned to fix de camp on 31 May-3 Jun.

How can i make it!

im schooling sia.

anyway is i gonna teach de.

as if like dey will noe wad to teach like dat.

kao...

i dunno lah...

up to dem lor.

i think only they will camp bah.

we de ex-students will be busy, i see how dey gonna carry out de camp.

mostly of de camp stuff are gonna be taught by us de.

i dun understand y everytime like dat de.

xiu yun is a good leader but to a certain extent nia.

coz she will tend to neglect abt other who are affected and de priorities.

i wonder when de modern dancers gonna to hold their camp too.

hope we dun crash either.

our dancers are nv in cohesion wif de modern dancers.

if it is gonna be held on de 31 May - 3 Jun, than i gonna pon 3 days of lessons.

i dun think there is a need for me to make such a big sacrifice dem.

i think better discuss wif dem again.

hope krystal can faster show moi plan to dem 1st.

den we can faster make de necessary arrangements.

i think we shld hold a meeting tgh and discuss on de camp.

which means we need to call back de ex-students and de teachers involved.

haiz...

headache lah...

anyway, siti's application to TP oso unsuccessful.

siti dun be sad kkz..

at least we still haf RP.

RP still gt joy and de others.

TP nv accept us is their loss.

LoL...

okok... dis is how i comfort myself too.

but think abt it, RP isnt dat bad either lah.

juz abt our course nia.

haiz..

engineering...

haiz...

no matter wad, we still gt to work hard.

ok?

lets juz wish dat everything will be alrite in RP.

kkz...

take care moi frenz.

i realised i becomin a heavy sleeper liao.

i can slp frm midnite 12am to 1pm.

it is like 13 hrs of slp.

but nt everyday lah.

but de weird stuff is dat last time i'll wake up by any noise made.

but nw in de mornin when my sis wake up to go to skool.

de noises she made, i cant hear any and still slp very soundly.

haiz...

i wonder is it becoz of de medication im takin dat caused dis side-effect.

de medicine like slpin pills, will make me very drowsy.

i better try tonite w/o takin any medication 1st den see tmr can i wake up early.

nw i go play abit more maple den slp liao.

nitez...

Royal Writes の
11:48 PM

dld finish moi shows (ai sha 17 and ai qing mo fa shi) liao...

yes!!! can watch moi shows den wont be bored at home.

LoL...

finish watchin ai qing mo fa shi...

damn nice can!!!

kao, cant wait for de nxt episode sia...

ltr will be watchin ai sha 17.

addicted to de shows or shld i sae i am nw stick to moi dearest lappie.

i using it almost 24/7 all de time.

haiz...

i pity moi lappie too, like it is kanna torture by me...

LoL...

sorrie my suffering lappie.

i promise i will let u rest tonite.

>_<

kkz... finally i uploaded de fotos of de neoprints we took ytd and chalet videos.

only gt a few videos nia, couldnt upload all de videos coz some too big liao.

tried moi best liao.

1st 2 videos were some of de DARES we did at de chalet.

haha... only some.

but most of de videos are done by me.

swai swai moi dares kanna recorded.

but nvm gt frog pei me...

haha...

but luckily only 1 of moi videos was able to upload nia.

ting said dat uploadin de videos to share is part of de dare too.

>_<

anyway, these videos' copyrights go to ME!!!

so w/o moi permission pls dun pass it ard.

frog kissing humpty dumpty...

Brokeback Mountain Special Edition.

LoL...

dis is 1 of moi dares.

regret goin to dat uncle sia.

he gt me into more troubles sia...

aaahhhh...

i look damn silly in de video sia...

1 self-obsessed froggie and a piggy who is tryin to qiang jing tou.

LoL...

de video quite short lah. abt 1 sec nia.

dis video recorded moi guilty look aft i hit pig wif de bottle.

stupid frog still xing zai le huo...

bullied me too...

joyjoy, ur hubby bullied me...

sobsob...

try to pay attention to wad he said.

argh~

de neoprints pic, juz right-click and save de picture.

anyway, gt de reply frm TP liao.

cant see de pic, click on de pic.

moi application is unsuccessful.

kinda expected it liao.

moi 1st reaction was, "aaaaahhhhhh... CRAP!!! waited so long for de bloody result nw den sae unsuccessful!!! TP i 不希罕！"

haha...

if i sae im nt sad, im lying.

but im takin it easy too.

coz RP isit dat bad either.

haha...

actually, i cant wait for skool reopen.

anyway he is dere, still can see him.

haha...
but oso still gt moi frenz dere...
plus, no need to restudy yr 1 again.

however, i still haven buy de stuff yet.

haiz...

nvm... tmr e-mail de module chair and shall see how.

if nt gt to buy outside liao.

haiz...

hmmm...

Ms Neubrionner got accepted into TP to teach.

congrats!

but she will be still teachin in RP for a few daes too, but will only be teachin de yr 1 lah, coz problem solving mah.

LoL...

she said dat i will do well.

hope so bah.

anyway, no matter wad, i will continue to work hard.

target nxt yr de GPA muz go beyond 3.3

and i muz work towards dat goal.

=)

so i go maple liao...

promised joy.

LoL...

bye bye...

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10:26 PM

went out wif moi some ple of PS0104 clique - joy, yshan, ting, marlene and keke today.

went to watch ice age 2 @ cine.

LoL...

it is damn funny.

i like it sia.

in de theater gt alot of kids.

soo cute.

it is nice havin kids in de cinema.

their sudden but cute reactions can lighten de whole atmosphere.

gt infleunced by dem too.

me, myself oso laugh joyously like a kid too.

haha...

on overall, i rate de movie 4 1/2 stars out of 5 stars.

which is close to a full marks.

de movie is extremely hilarious and entertainin too.

aiya... hard for me to describe, 3 words of advise: "JUZ GO WATCH"

haha...

really, u wont regret it.

nw moi nxt 2 movies dat i wanna watch is 'The Wild' (another comedy cantoon), 'The Scary Movie 4'.

Watched Scary Movie 1-3 liao, of coz muz watch 4 lah.

but dunno de movie is rated NC16 or M18.

anyway, both i can watch lah.

as long as it is nt R21 can liao.

haha...

aft de movie, went to take neoprints.

i will upload tmr.

so gurls and 1 guy, pls dld nw kkz?

saw taufiq at Rocky Master, he was working.

went over to talk to him abit, den we left to heeren to shop shop abit.

den aft dat went back to cine, coz dey wanted to play lan games.

but in de end, marlene and i went to shop at far east.

wanted to meet dem 1 hr ltr, however we gt caught up wif de shoppin till we dun wanna go yet.

so dey rest left for home while marlene and i continue to shop.

bought a bag.
marlene and i bought de same bag and colour.

nice???

we left at ard 7 plus.

reach home at 8 plus nia.

stupid bus 17 waited for reaching 1/2 hr.

freaking ass can.

stupid SBS damn inefficient.

anyway, i juz misses de daes in PS0104 sia...

coz those days were one of de best memories i had.

had crazy and enjoyable times tgh, but sad to say, our bonding is very weak.

haiz...

but hope our frenship can last, nt like moi previous class.

our frenship was alrite, but aft gttin separatin us into different classes and we cropped up wif our own stuff liao, in addition dey mostly attached liao, which is makin it hard for us to gather tgh liao.

haiz...

hope everything nice and enjoying will last.

Royal Writes の
1:00 AM

tmr goin out wif joy, yshan, ting, siti, marlene and keke (haha... de only guy)

joy e-mailed de whole class, but only tokong and frog replied.

as usual tokong e-mailed rubbish.

frog cant make it coz tmr he working.

haiz... expected liao.

noe our class de bonding will nt last de.

guess only left us, those pathetic fews who r active de bah.

but still lookin 4ward to tmr outin.

instead of sayin it is a class outin, why nt say dat it our own gatherin bah.

stayin awake in de quiet and lonely midnite, alot of tots, feelings and emotions juz flow out.

felt like crying.

felt like i living in hell.

havin problematic family and unsuccessful in relationships.

craving for love, but silly me still dun dare to tell him dat i like him.

juz wishin he will initiate 1st.

but doubt so.

im bottling alot of stuff in me which i nv share wif anyone.

kinda find dat my chest is pressed on heavily.

i gettin alil pessimistic in moi tots and etc.

but tryin to handle bits by bits.

wish dat i can free myself away frm dis world.

haiz...

saw dis personality test on pam's blog.

it is abt gettin to noe abt urself.

it is totally true.

ple try it -> Personality test.

if u dun believe than see if moi results matches me.

true???

guess it is gttin late liao.

tmr still gt meet my clique @ orchard @ 12pm.

nitez...

Royal Writes の
12:17 AM

actually nth much to update de.
hibernated at home de whole day.
cleaned up moi rm, help moi mum in de hsechores, mapled de whole day and watched tv.

heard de freaky new.
de govt sae dat bloggers and podcasters are nt allow to write or do anything related to de politic esp durin de election period.
oh man!!! where is our freedom to speak?!? isit s'pore a democratic country?
and if ple who really wanna to voice out on de matter on de politics muz apply for permission.
doesnt it sound ridiculous???

anyway, everything in de hse still very instable.
dey will still quarrel and boss ple ard.
kaoz... i nt ur servant kkz.
tried to help dem in de chores, but pls dun show me ur attitude.
i hate it and is disgusted but it.
CANT STAND IT ANY LONGER!!!
cant wait to finish school and find a stable job den move out of dis freaky frustrating hse.
den i can really live de way i wan.
at least i haf moi own rm.

feelin damn tired liao.
nitez...

Royal Writes の
12:38 AM

yay!!! zhiyang won...

although is a boy, but at least better than having teresa as de css.

teresa gt good voice, but i think she gt an old old look.

haha... she gt moustache sia...

LoL...

anyway, expected de result liao.

de male champion will be zhiyang, and female champion will be teresa.

coz i felt both renfred and geraldine dun really can sing dat well.

both only gt de looks.

teresa gt talent, no look.

only someone find her pretty nia.

but i think zhiyang is better, gt both look and talent...

haha...

yay!!! zhiyang de best...

adriano and clara r really dating sia...

obvious lor.

when dey perform tgh, always both of dem pair up tgh de.

lol...

pamela went to de studio to watch CSS...

ahhh so good.

she went to support teresa coz she is frm KC.

sooo good...

she stood beside junyang sia...

jealous...

anyway, she gt take fotos...

if possible, i try to post some fotos in de nxt entry.

mapling de whole afternoon to de midnite, even during css.

was distracted wif several stuffs, so nv chiong up.

haha...

nvm, tmr i gt de whole morning to chiong.

no pri skool and sec skool students, less ple online.

which mean less ks liao...

o.O

heard frm news juz nw dat someone found 50 over bullets @ chai chee somewhere close to moi hse.

although it is at chai chee, but quite near, juz few roads away nia.

but phew, nt really sae near lah.

goodness gracious, dunno is it frm de war in de past or someone really wanna hide it dere de.

seem scary sia.

imagine someone who may possess a gun near u...

eeeee... isnt it freakin?

anyway, moi parents back tgh again.

dat is y i say, dey alway say dey wanna divorce, but always nv succeed de.

dey all siao one lah... dunno wad is their pro.

quarrelin and fighting like playing masak...

childish, cant stand dem.

haiz... lately been tryin to ignore their troublesome affair by sobering myself into long slp and maple.

spendin a long time on moi computer.

feelin quite sian.

maybe try to look for a temp job for these two wk bah.

gosh~ it is runnin late.

dunno wad to write either.

maybe i juz end off here.

btw de class chalet video, still haven upload finish.

coz it like takin a long time to upload.

so be patient ple.

nitez...

Royal Writes の
11:54 PM

today chiong maple wif joy, keke, susu and sisi...

haha...

dey more pro than me sia.

all their lvl higher than 23 sia.

ME, up to today, lvl 17 nia.

ya... still a noob.

kept dieing... sian sia.

kkz... today is Ms Nunis's wedding.

Congrats.

Reporter Candy, took fotos during her wed.

she uploaded on net liao.

SACians interested may click here to view de fotos.

can see de female version de Adriano - barbara, some of de teachers de family, de current SAC bitches, nv de less moi sis and etc.

realised dat actually i dun really haf allergies, but certain food will aggravate de rash.

but de medicine can control de itch.

which means i can drink milk and eat wadeva i like liao.

yeah~

slack slack slack...

tired sia...

today gonna slp early.

haf a shower 1st, drink a cup of milk den will slp better.

gtg...

bye... <3

Royal Writes の
10:51 PM