Wednesday, May 31, 2006 ♡~
yeepie... 2 more days den holiday liao...
yay!!! cant wait sia...
holiday wanna do alot of stuff.
wanna find a job.start abit of PP (Professional Profiling)wanna haf a class outinggathering wif moi DKGZQV clique (hopefully)shopping (Great SG Sales COMING!!!)clean up moi roomJOB SEEKINGNeed a job to get xtra pocket money to finance my expenditure and saving up money for the Great SG Sales and Dec Thai Trip.
Hopefully the job can be related to my PP.
Professional Profiling (PP)wanna do on a profession as it is the simplest to do.
if do on a company, i got to write a whole history abt it.
if i do on a person, i got to write abt his history and how he succeed to climb up to such a position he is working nw.
wanna complete de PP by dis semester.
Class Outingyshan suggested ice skating.
sobx i dun wan.
but it alrite, im okie wif it too lah.
maybe we can eat steamboat for dinner.
but hopefully it can be more fruitful for this outing.
Looking 4ward to it sia
Gathering wif DKGZQV cliquewhy i said hopefully coz on Mon i juz received news dat Dou's grandma passed away.
and we all studyin at different poly mah, so dunno whether all of our holidays are de same.
plus kit and dou gt work dunno can apply leave mah.
but i doubt so bah.
haiz...
ShoppingYES!!! finally Great Singapore Sales comin liao.
dis is the 2nd thing i looking 4ward too.
im soooo gonna squeeze myself into de malls to checkout the great offers available for me.
Whaha...
during dis period of time, it is de women's privilege to shop and spend money.
haha... im soon gonna be broke liao.
anyway, de 2nd outlet IKEA is in construction.
it is goin to be my another shoppin place.
de 2nd outlet is located near pasir ris and tampines.
u can take bus 168 can go dere in de coming future.
haha...
i think the building next to de IKEA is gonna be Giant.
but nth much at Giant for me to shop.
maybe only the food will crave me to go dere.
Clean up moi roomi so dreaded about clean up moi room.
but no choice, no matter wad i HAVE to clean up.
coz been damn busy becoz of skool and din realli haf de time and energy to really tidied up moi room.
and becoz of dis, nw moi room is in TOP MESSIEST condition.
even me, myself cant stand it any longer.
So im so determined to clean up moi stuff.
to end off, i juz wanna say dat:
I CANT WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS TO COMEEEEE!!!
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9:51 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ♡~
my 3rd trip to SGH for moi medical appointment.
change doc liao...
frm dat pretty chinese female doc to an average indian male doc.
haiz...
he is a newbie lah...
so obvious... on his desk gt dis book "manual for dermatology theraphist".
haha...
sad abt it, is dat he said the same thing as de previous doc.
but in addition, i gt to take my medication for 2 mths continuously and no more food with artifical ingredients such as additives and preservatives which means no fizzy drinks and tibits for me to i recover.
wad de!!!
all de doc been saying dat my illness may take YEARS to heal.
does it means for YEARS I CANT TAKE food with artifical ingredents esp soft drinks and tibits?!?
OH NO!!!
anyway, as usual i goin back aft 2mths.
kkz... sad >_<
but when shoppin in Chinatown aft dat.
bought lots of stuff.
actually wanted to buy clothes and shoes de, but mum said i spent too much liao and gave me dis stunned look.
okok... in de end juz bought my stationery, facial cleanser, pimple cream, guzheng xuan and etc.
fruitful shopping, but it is my mum who bought the most.
food, books, facial mask, eye bag cream and etc... Lots of skincare products.
she almost bought tummy trimming cream.
but aft i kept very very quiet and showed her my black face, she managed to stop buying stupid stuff.
does she really need so much skincare products and even tummy trim cream?!?
i realli wonder.
the bottles and bottles of skincare products are laying on the dressing table waitin to be used finish and open.
haiz...
reached home, started to maple liao...
gt a new world - Ludibrium (Toy Factory)
nt bad...
still exploring...
need to start earnin money too.
my 100k meso finished usin liao.
sob... >_<
see joy's bro wedding too.
nth much de.
boring...
haha...
dis wk in total, dere will be 2 UTs for me - tmr (circuit analysis) and fri (PCB-practical)
Oh NO!!!
tmr gt tok too... hopefully gt time to revise...
kkz... enuff update for today bah...
goin to slp liao... nitez...
Royal Writes の
10:33 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006 ♡~
Last fri was Marlene's 19 yr old b'dae.
we bought for her a huge minnie soft toy which cost $69, bought at More than Words.
the minnie was shared by ting, ping, joy, yshan, hebing, yinsuan, siti, pig, frog, keke, sudha, tingting and last but nt least - ME!!!
luv de minnie sia...
toopid keke nv come to skool.
keke, marlene ur 'gf' leh...
how can u nt come?
gt maple dun wan gf ah?!?
or u at home making surprise for her???
haha...
we planned dis surprise for her.
quite alot of us waited for her at de cafe at lvl2 while she is at lvl1.
we screamed frm de top to her "happy b'dae!"
ting and me took de minnie to her.
we sang happy b'dae to her in de canteen.
felt alil paiseh...
haha...
de guys nt steady de.
only de gurls were singing and screaming.
dey said dey were conducting...
diaoz...
marlene order canadian pizza to treat us.
took fotos and chatted in de canteen.
nw i upload some fotos 4 u all to view...
click on it to haf a larger view and right-click to save...
the minnie we bought for her...
Ting carried dis home on her own and in addition she took it home by bus.
Plus she brought it to skool frm sengkang to RP leh...
clapclap...
Marlene and her b'dae present
marlene be glad for wad ting do for u... haha...
wad de big deal abt soya bean drink?
actually NO BIG DEAL!!! lol... okok, it's lame!!!
we saw 'bian bian'... cant stop laughing... took a video of her 'gd sense of dressing'. haha... oop... o.O we r so bad...
de grp foto (some of dem left liao) haiz... but where is b'dae gurl?!?
here she is...
i love de minnie too... <3
no one can resist de minnie even ... gays!!! haha...
Me and marlene... yes... we took off de plastic cover...
de minnie looked cuter w/o de plastic cover, agree?!?
for more fotos can msn me.
anyway,
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO MARLENE!!!
Royal Writes の
10:36 PM
i truely hope dat i can faster find a job and feed myself.
i dun wan to rely on dis family anymore.
they r totally ridiculous...
mum tells me dis and dat abt my father, her disappointments on us and de family.
dad oso tell me dis and dat abt mum and how much he contributed to dis family and etc...
yaya... wadeva...
but the tone of how dey said, i hate it de most.
it is nt purely juz a conversation.
but they r kind of pushing de blame ard and putting false accusations on us, de innocent ones.
In addition, scolding us abt wad they wanna tell each other and so on so forth...
wadeva can!!!
i nt ur anger venting machine.
I haf feelings too, i haf my own problems too.
dun juz add on to us de children.
wad u wanna complain abt each other, juz said it right in front of dat person face.
dun put ur troubles and frustrations on US!!!
as ur child i did enuff, i tried my best liao...
u all juz dun take my opinions.
SO BE IT!!!
dun ask me anymore.
i dun wan to face ur temper anymore.
u can threaten me or wadsoeva.
ok, go ahead, DO IT LAH!!!
but if i cant take it anymore, dun blame me for doin silly stuffs.
im on de verge of breaking down liao...
i juz cant take it anymore.
dis is nt my home.
it is juz a place where i stay to put my stuff and slp.
honestly, im totally disappointed wif this family.
I cant wait to move out.
i juz wan peace.
is it soooo difficult?
u all nt happy juz divorce lah.
dun influence me.
coz if u all cant trust each other, dun wan to tok to each other, wanna be calculative wif each other, hate each other so much, separation is de best solution for u all...
I can take it de.
been living like dis for 18 yrs liao.
juz cant tolerate it anymore.
i HATE my life.
if i gonna be an orphan i dun mind.
dis life is worst den losing ur family.
having such a family, i rather nt haf one.
I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!!!!
once again, i goin to lock my door in my heart.
At home, i goin to keep as quiet as possible, since wadeva i sae u all think im being rude, dun respect u all and etc.
i can be a mute.
i goin to stay in my room and keep quiet.
But honestly, having frenz r better that having a family.
if im troubled or wad, at least i haf frenz who make me 4gt de pains and troubles and cheer me up.
unlike my family, only brings me heartaches and headaches.
but yet, i keep all my troubles and problems in my heart and i nv tell them anything, unless dey read my blog.
but nw lesser ple r reading my blog liao.
so hardly anyone noe how i feel bah.
but i guess it is alrite bah.
im always alone.
so be it.
it is my fate wah...
disappointing and sad life.
dat is why i HATE dis world so much!!!
haiz...
cried so much oso no use de.
i need to be strong.
i wan to be independent.
i wan to leave dis family asap!!!
LIFE JUZ SUX TO DE CORE!!!
Royal Writes の
12:17 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006 ♡~
It is Mothers' Day.
bought my mum dinner.
but today my mum's temper damn foul.
so damn angry wif her.
she is over-reacting in everything.
dun wan to tok to her.
she trying to pick bones inside an egg.
translate de above sentence into chinese if u dun understand wad i tryin to say.
been busy wif de dance camp proposal.
im bad at writing out in words sia but i can say out wad i wanna put in.
but action is louder den words huh...
aft writing for so long, i still haven complete and i dunno wad i wanna write.
but drafted some points out liao.
but i still need help bah.
Recruiting Proposal Writer.
Urgent!!!
contact ME @ 9XXX XXXX.
NO SCAMMERS!!!
but really i need help.
anyone willing to help tag me, call me or msn me plz...
stupid sis is applying pressure on ME b'coz of Xiu Yun lah, keep asking her to ask me to pass her de proposal asap.
EXCUSE ME!!! im doin u favour by helping u to do de proposal kkz.
it is actually ur job as de president and council member.
and u oso nv gif me any details to write de proposal except for de date, as if it helps.
SO STOP HURRYING ME!!!
found dis podcasting webbie (MrBrown) quite interesting.
read and heard abt de turkwa election, so funny...
one of de interesting podcast.
haha... hearing it, u will understand wad it is tryin to say.
and u noe wad is de moral of de story???
"Why u say u tell me u dun wan tur kwa
when u didn't sae u dun wan tur kwa?"
RP's SLA recruitment juz finished...
quite alot of ple sign up for guzheng.
nt bad sia...
LiTing joining too.
Tmr is our 1st practice tgh.
yeepie =)
looking 4ward.
den tuesday gt CO orientation.
whaha... wanna see de freshmen.
but gt some cocky de.
mostly frm mainland china de.
but some of these ple think dat dey learn in china better and dey think dey r more "superior" den the Singaporeans.
sorry but no offence it doesnt apply to all.
dere are nice mainland chinese like HeBing, wenwen and yanru ah.
u noe wad?!?
some of these chinese guzheng players expecting our instructor to be frm the Singapore Chinese Orchestra.
Siaoz... o.O
anyway, alot of performances are coming up.
one major de is Nov performance in esplanade.
looking 4ward.
but i dun wan to perform wif de mainstream de.
partly b'coz of Mr Foo.
he really dunno how to teach de.
RP hires him is it becoz his pay is low?!?
pay low = bad teaching = quality zero
haiz... i rather Mr Tan teach sia.
Believe it, it is reaching a mth since im studying in RP woodland campus liao.
on overall moi classmates are rather friendly.
we can crap abt almost anything.
taken de 1st UT - Digital Electronic I.
gosh... it is easier den wad i expected.
nxt wk UT is Analogue.
dunno wad to study sia.
i 1st time so hardworking, studied for UT and even borrowed ying de tbk to read up and study.
but honestly, i wish dat i could haf transferred to business computing or IT sia.
gt more contextual knowledge on wad dey are studying.
html and java.
compared to my course, i noe nutz abt it except for de coming tues' lesson - Circuit Analysis I (Worst subject u will even learn).
GOD!!! Anthony Walker.
Lesson is on Electromagnetism, transformer.
Learnt alil abt it in sec skool physic lesson.
luckily taught by Tan Li Ping nt by ah pek Sim.
haha...
miz those days copying down notes for the lesson.
colourful writing and drawings to illustrate de example or theory.
anyway, my 2nd most afraid lesson is PCB.
last lesson damn sway.
fringe kena burnt, soldering iron broke (nt only mine, wilson oso kena), electrocuted by de soldering iron and in addition i did nt complete moi circuit.
haiz... =.=
de rest of de modules still can manage bah.
but cant wait for my nxt sem to come, coz gt sci.
but my frenz who take sci same module as wad i goin to take, mostly chiongin in library reading bks and researchin on website.
i heard smth more worst is dat, one of de lessons of de sci modules i gonna take, requires to prick ur own fingers to gt ur own blood samples.
x.X
NO WAY!!!
i will faint de.
can wait to i come menst mah?
i can provide i packet of blood ah. but pls dun ask me to prick moi own fingers sia.
haha...
kkz... to end off, does anyone haf a job for ME?!?
ME wan to work...
GREAT S'PORE SALE COMING LIAO!!!
>_<"
muacks <3
nitez...
Royal Writes の
8:24 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 ♡~
pon skool today, was too tired to wake up frm moi bed plus im sick too.
sianz... slept till my sis came home frm skool.
which was abt 12nn.
haha... realised quite alot of moi classmates oso nv come to sch too.
Vivien sick, sunkist was absent for quite a no of days liao coz attended funeral in M'sia, Gabriel woke up late so nv go skool.
haha... stayed at home mapled and watched drama too.
anyway, heard dat de RP's chinese orchestra and wind symphony kena invited to perform in de esplanade in Nov to de president.
ok, performin for de president is nt fresh, been performin to quite alot of ministers and de presidents since pri skool liao.
performed in Kallang theater, Victoria theater, WTC, Istana and etc. but it gonna be my 1st time performing in the esplanade. gonna be another good experience bah.
hope everything is gonna be smooth and well.
goin maple nw, coz joy is mapling.
need to find her to find out whether i need to go back RP for de SLA thing.
called her hp she nv pick up and Msn she offline.
haiz...
can maple wif keke she everything oso can heck care ah.
LoL... jkjk nia lah...
ltr her theodo and keke's marlene jealous ah. LoL...
kkz... will update asap bah...
miz me...
muack...
Royal Writes の
9:27 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006 ♡~
Monday blues...
my whole class is pissed off wif moi circuit analysis I fac.
he damn pyscho can.
muz reach sch b4 8.30am, aft 8.29am is consider partial, 8.45am is consider absent.
SIAO!!!
u noe WAD TIME MUZ I WAKE UP?!?
he claimed he stay further than Bedok.
Excuse me... He drive a car and I TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!
he can take shortcut to RP and I CANT!!!
he dun need to stop at every bus stop and I NEED!!!
can u request de bus driver to take shortcut and drive straight to RP?!?
dis is nonsense sia.
dis is nt de end yet, he restrict alot of stuff on us.
NO breakout 1, if u go for breakout 1, he will consider that u r nt hardworkin and etc.
NO speakin of chinese in class.
No discussion.
Muz pay attention to him.
Raise ur hand up if u wan to speak.
diaoz...
NO dis, NO dat, NONONONO...
wad sia!!!
he oso keeps interrupting our presentation and eavesdrop in our conversation.
GOSH!!!
WAD KIND OF FAC IS DIS!!!
pls i wanna go home NW!!!
it is 4.25pm nw (when im writing dis)
and i haven finish my lesson yet.
Goodness...
anyway, gonna put a stop for everything.
we gonna write a petition to the module chair.
hope it works sia...
PRAY for E25R...
anyway, I still cant go home yet even de lesson ends.
coz I need to move guzheng back to EC. (back in de end, I nv move – I look aft de bags)
thus we oso need to prepare for tmr SLA, so gt to stay back to prepare de stuff...
anyway, i think dis whole wk i wont be free bah.
frm today to 11 May got to do dis SLA thing.
dis thur gt Digital Electronic I de UT and i gt to chiong my dance proposal.
i will be so stress and tired for dis whole week.
haiz...
hopefully, i wont gt too sick coz im falling sick soon.
anyway, wif God's grace i noe i can do it.
wanna watch a few movies - The Davinci Code, The Wild and The Scary Movie 4.
anyone wanna watch too.
jio me along...
hee... =D
dats all for today bah! waiting for joy and de rest...
Royal Writes の
5:38 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006 ♡~
Finally, did a new layout and also did an update liao.
did it in today's class aft doin ppt.
haha... did it in less than 1/2 hr.
update during presentation.
haha...
de fac beside me nia.
finally, maple i chionged to lvl 30.
my 2nd job is cleric!
haha... wkend and chiong more.
so can up moi skill lvl for heal.
gt dis toopid hairstyle.
de popcorn hairstyle.
haiz...
nw i wear a hat ard.
sian...
wanna organise another class outin, but some ple cant make it.
haiz...
hard to gather everyone up liao bah.
but hopefully can gather as many ple as possible bah.
anyway, ltr i gt guzheng performance.
sianz...
haf to go home late again.
so tired sia...
i guess only tmr den can update liao bah.
feel like abandoning the blog.
even since RP moved to woodland, everytime I reach home so tired but still gt to struggle to do rj.
den rj-ing, i either caught up wif maple or go to slp liao.
therefore, no time to blog.
life is becoming so tiresome liao.
but i kind of luv today, mingled wif moi classmates better.
in dis class kena paired up wif other ple again.
dis time worst, 2 guys.
1 of dem still quite shuai lah, but the other one is so damn noisy and irritating.
met up wif moi clique for lunch and sooo nan de met dat pig for lunch too.
hope nxt time can meet de whole class tgh for lunch.
how i wish we can go back to the days in tanglin.
have breakfast and lunch tgh at de plaza.
argue, 'fight' and bully in class.
haha... those days are soo nice.
Miz de food in tanglin, esp chicken chop and claypot noodles.
Miz de MRT to redhill and de tedious walkin down de roads and up steep slopes.
Miz goin to orchard too.
Take bus to either Far East or Taka or PS.
My fellow Republicans frenz dun u all miz tanglin?
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2:14 PM
