been workin these few days.
went to meet yingz and dou @ eastpoint today...
help her sell ba zha...
LoL!!!
nw i can recognise all de ba zha and oso de prices.
haha...

nth much lah...
but i tmr gonna sign up moi POSB mastercard liao...
nid it for moi holiday to thailand nxt wk.
coz pay day is on 7th Apr.
i scare i nt enuff money to shop.
haha...
i wan buy lots of things...
hehe...
daddy say go internet search for place of interests.
i told him, no nid search lah...
i only wan go shop nia.
haha...
so i told him de names of de shopping malls, night markets and de locations of it nia.
haha...
realli wad, actually thiland nt much places of interest except for de temples.
but im dun bai bai de...
nt realli interested at all.
but may consider tryin to take de public transport.
dad say try the thais' MRT...
hmmm...
nt a bad suggestion.
nw tryin to learn alil more of thai.
felt dat de previous thai trip in dec wif moi sch was so fruitful.
learnt alil more of their language.
esp wif YY, she taught us alot.
haha...

shaik oso in thailand nw.
but @ chiangrai.
still rmb sun (day b4 he left for thailand) he called mi @ 10.27pm...
and asked mi help him do ppt on life in SG!!!
=.="
was workin openin de nxt day.
i was supposed to wake up for work @ 3.30am.
wad to do, i ren tai hao liao...
was convinced by him, so helped him to do ppt.
did de ppt till abt 12+ am.
had abt 3hrs of slp and went to work liao.
he was supposed to come airport @ 1pm but was late.
wanted to go home early de.
in de end still gt to wait for him until 1.30pm to take de ppt frm mi.
call mike moi manager to inform mi, when moi hp rings.
den he kip askin mi, who's call so impt...
dun wan to tell him, but he kip pesterin me.
so irritated, den joke wif him say moi bf lah...
den he go spread to de whole BK...
=.="""
BWG!!!
when i take de thumbdrive to shaik juz outside moi store, aunties stand at de counter dere see and see.
diaoz...
den when i return kip askin mi...
OMG!!!
nid to kip emphrasizing on de HE IS MOI CLASSMATE NIA!!!
when ben come oso like dat, nw shaik come oso like dat.
diaoz...
i think nxt time all moi male frenz dun come to moi store find me better if nt, i will be pestered like siaoz...
all de male crews in BK oso say moi bf...
dunno i gt such mei li ah...
=.=
so li pu...





I juz hate practically everything in my life.
I juz so fed up wif wad de fuss i had.
i dunno y i nw gttin more and more depress and upset.
nw family is startin to haf prob liao.
dad once again threaten to stop all financial support, stop moi schoolin and wadsoeva.
i juz had enuff...
I HATE IT!!!

why MOST guys are so EGOISTIC!!!
juz cant admit their faults!!!
does admittin ur mistakes KILLS U or LET U LOSE ONE PIECE OF FLESH?!?
i doubt so rite?!?

I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!
i had enuff of everything.
My life is filled wif NTH but only MISERIES!!!
i hate GOD so much for puttin me in such a family.
I HATE MYSELF for being defeated by de wretched fate and destiny.
if I MUZ live my life like dis, i wont rather nt.
and probably juz end my life juz like dat.
it is nt as if i hadn't tried to commit suicide b4!
but i juz tell myself nt to do it again.
coz it is juz so foolish.
POPPING 10 over pills of panadols juz didn't bring me to death.
i still woke up PERFECTLY FINE de nxt morning.
U see my life is juz such a failure.
even trying to commit a simple suicide oso din succeed.

Juz managed to get slightly more cheerful.
but nw, im once again so emo and depress.
hate my life and hope to end it some day.
coz i dun see much hope in my life.
i would rather prefer loneliness.

if i so managed able to kip myself alive, I PROMISED myself dat i will leave dis hse aft i get my stable job.
IF NT, BY de age of 21, I WILL MOVE OUT ALONE!!!
NO MATTER WAD, I WILL NV WAN TO RETURN BACK AGAIN!!!
best if my company can send me to oversea.
I JUZ HATE MY HOME SO MUCH!!!

I feel like running away frm dis hse.
I realli juz cant stay it!!!


HATRED, LONELINESS, EMPTINESS, SELF-PITY and MISERIES!!!





suai suai suai...
watch wqyl, den de horoscope part says dat libra is de NO 1 suai ple for this wk.
wadeva librans do will be turn out unexpectedly bad.
and indeed true enuff.



juz a few hrs ltr, aft i blogged ytd, i hurt moi lil right toe.
=.=
de nail came off, but pierced into de flesh...
eeeeeee...
freakin gross...
actually ytd stop bleeding liao.
but today went to work, moi toe gt hit TWICE.
1st hit de bun tollery.
den aft i change de plaster liao, soon aft it.
moi toe hit de counter bar.
=.=
bleed profusely sia...
argh~
chris ask mi go see doc.
clock out at 7 plus.
work for 2 hr plus nia...
hurhurr...

den went polyclinic to see doc, coz moi family doc haven open yet.
total cost of de consultation ($8), dressing ($6) and prescription ($4.20) is $18.20.
=.=
i juz find de dressin abit too ex...
juz wash de wound wif some solution and cotton.
den dry de wound and apply cream.
den put de graze and wrap moi wound.
den trap de graze like one solid ba zha (dumpling).
*faints*
MC 2 days...
today and tmr, tmr de openin, dou help mi do.
so good... THANKS!!!

so these few days i will take care of myself.
i goin to stay on moi bed to rest...

anyway, jiaxuan juz tell mi dat de class for de new semester may change again.
went admin see, den dun haf de module allocation liao.
haiz...
juz hope dat wont suai suai again, gt into de class wif ple like de few slackers in de previous sem.
ashley, gab, xuan still ok lah...
almost is tio suan mah.
gt do work can liao mah...
haha...
hope i wont be alone too.
*kipin moi fingers cross*

and vivi told mi she cant see moi blog, so do i lehz...
other peers how???
can see???
leave mi a tag if u can.
thanks and GOD BLESS!!!





GOSH!!!
OMG!!!
I wan to faint soon ah...
gonna be in de same class as some of de torturers who always suan mi in de previous sem.





sianz..
=.=
why moi life so sad de?!?
zZz...
hopin vivi get into de same class as mi!!!
wans and ben same class - E44B...
mi and gab same class - E44D!!! NO AGAIN!!!
sianz...
and some other suaners oso same class as mi!!!
haiz...

BUT 1 GREAT THING is Shoben is leavin BK aft MAY!!!
all de aunties, yingz, mi and dou veri happy!!!
XD
nw i see how Sathia gonna do liao...
u think nw gt anyone side u?!?
whaha...
oops...

another great thing is dat opp BK de coffee bean, come 1 shuai ge...
i been lookin at him since morning...
LOL!!!
think he is 1 of de managers dere, but still in trainin de bah...
haha...
wait till i receive moi airport voucher, i gonna fake fake go coffee bean cc.
muahahahaha...

Gonna go on holiday on 4 Apr - 8 Apr 2007 to BANGKOK!!!
YAY!!!
initially was goin Genting for 1 nite den go KL shoppin for 2 nites de.
lookin so 4ward to de comin trip.
haven shop finish moi MBK, and i nid to recap on moi thai.
onli rmb how to say toilet in Thai - Hong Nam!!!
LOL!!!
luckily i kept de map i took in BKK last dec.
haha...
gonna shop shop and still shop.
goin wherever i miz out last dec.
haiz...
but pay day is on 7 Apr.
If onli we r goin to BKK on 7 Apr or aft 7 Apr.

anyway, i think i nt gonna retake moi 'O' lvl liao.
most of moi frenz call mi siaoz...
wad for i retake...
haha...
maybe bcoz of dis holiday trip, i gonna save de money for de trip instead for de 'O' lvl.
hmmm...
but i still deciding on it...

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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i realli hate workin nw...
seriously, i realli cant work wif dat 4 blackies!!!
i label dem as de BK 4 BIG jian nan ren!!!!
haiz...
i findin a job nw...
ple any intro???

ytd went for medical appt @ SGH.
the dermatologist ask de usual qns, prescribe de usual medicines plus in addition of 1 more ointment which can be used as soap and moisturiser...
so cool, but it smell weird, but moi skin is smoother...
lol!!!
at de pharmacy mum and i were lookin at de sweets.
healthy sweets - fat free and sugar free.
muahaha...
eat more oso wont affect moi weight bah...
LOL!!!

tmr goin to watch Esther's performance in TRCC.
goin wif ben, wans, gab and jiaxuan.
hmmm...
i think i gonna be odd 1 out bah...
but jiaxuan msg me, sae he feel odd one out, coz de rest of us r 1 gang de.
erm...
do we look like veri one "gang" to u???
we nt frm hei sei hui!!!
LoL...

aniway dun think we r exactly 1 clique liao...
more like we r split.
haiz...
how to say neh?
hmmmm...
maybe onli de ple close to us den can observe and comment bah...
but i still think dat all of us r drifting apart liao...
sighs~

Moi PS clique no worries, i think we still can continue for quite long de.
LoL...
PS0104, is de onli class im still so close wif and still kipin in contact.
de other class like aft we change class liao, den we start to split to our own ways liao...
haiz...
but im confident dat PSians we will still be tgh 4 quite long de.
hehe...





sat's outin was so enjoyable.
we went kbox sing and guess wad.
we sing until half way, kbox blackout.
haha... lasted for abt 30 mins...
but extended frm 2pm to 3.10pm.
some siao ple scream and scream like as if dey r dyin or wadsoeva...
sing moi heart out...
WEE~
think wif when i wif frenz, moi black sky start to change and a bridge of rainbow brighten moi mood.

made a new frenz.
xZxholyxZx, in maple we same guild de.
dunno his existence till sat, coz quit maple for a veri long time liao mah...
LoL!!!
heard he veri gam wif moi sis.
his real name is called Gabriel, a veri kantang guy.
when i heard de name, moi reaction was like, "wad! again!"
knew so many gabriels, all nt much gd impression.
LoL!!!
no offence.
but he nt dat bad lah...
LOL!!!!
but haha... he is same age as moi sis...
=.="
pian yi moi sis ah!!!








these r de neoprints we took.
de neoprint machine is damn cool lor.
it uses yens...
800 yen = S$11
den it oso can infrared to ur hp for free.
damn fun.

aft hafin fun in orchard cine, we went to city hall.
wait for stephen de frog.
waited for him for ard 20 mins.
everytime call him say at MRT station liao but his MRT like nv come.
so long de.
when he come we kip suanin him, but oso gt tio suan back.
de whole trip like suan hime de most de.
had dinner @ swensen den yshan left us for her show @ sg indoor stadium.
aft dat we went to de cinema, but couldn't find any show dat suit our time slot.
den we went suntec, wanted to go IT fair de, but alot of ple.
so we went to arcade.
aft dat, went to de convection center again, but nt to IT fair.
went to find ting's bf, ming.
lvl 2 was holdin some pillows, bedliners and etc de fair and beside it, was de sports warehse sale.
saw a pair of pink nike sneaker.
so nice, $65 nia.
consider cheap for a pair of nike sneaker liao.
but de design is quite old liao...
seen it 2-3 yrs ago bah.
den saw de nike bag, za carried in sec sch.
nw $25.90 nia.
if i nv 4gt rite, dat time za buy is abt $50+ bah...
haha...
all de stuff in de fair like veri old like dat.
haha...
while waiting, holy entertained us wif magic.
so cool...
but dat keke act dao, everytime dun wan tell us de trick.
dat frog kip askin keke and holy to teach him.
he so eager to learn, but dey dun wan to teach much...
LoL!!!
aft dat, ting's bf finish work le...
ting left wif ming den de rest of us walked back to city hall mrt station.
if im nt wrong dat is de day where dat raffles city murder took place.
wanted to take cab home de, but de queue both @ suntec and raffles city de taxi stands all veri long...
in de end still take MRT alone.
sianz...

anyway de veri same day, mum and dad bought mi de pink sony ericsson hp, Z610i for mi.



but i still gt to pay $140 for it.
dat took dat fone coz de MIO gt free hp, but dey top up for mi to gt de hp i wanted.
de fone cost more ex den de initial promo i wanted to take.
de promo top up $99 nia.
but now it is $238.
although de hp i onli had to pay $140 nia, but still gt a diff of $41.
can buy clothes lor.
=.="
moi parents dunno how to think de lor.
everytime dey think their logic nia, dun wan listen to other ple comment.
so ego for wad, alway want their way!!!
wadeva...
nw i waste money!!!
irritating lor...

and i dun wan believe moi mum liao.
dad haven resign lor.
=.=
piak her.
make mi worry so much.
nxt time muz think thru 10x or more 1st ah!!!
or like wad we learnt in SS.
see de source reliable mah or etc.
haiz...
and dad's mood and temper all veri crazy de.
gt angry veri easily over de smallest stuff.
haiz...
BTH!!!
dun wan to stay at home.
when moi sis go work, i will stay in moi rm de whole day and play wif moi hp, lappie and listen to music.
will onli be out for meals, bath and toilet brk nia.
other den dat, i will be in moi rm for de whole day.
i think moi butt will be struck onto moi bed sooner or ltr.

so stick to moi new hp.
been dld themes for moi hp.
muz make nice nice mah.
nid to buy bigger memory de M2 stick.
nw moi hp usin de is 64MB.
nt enuff at all lor.
previously moi N6230 use 512MB, juz nice nia...
u think 64MB de enuff meh...
LoL!!!
but main 3 things bad abt moi hp is dat moi hp is prone to haf moi fingerprints on.
den de button is abit different, everytime press de left button when i accidentally call some ple.
=.="
another thing moi hp no infrared so cant use it for de neoprint machine.
hehe...
but on overall de rest still nt bad.
wee~
treasure de hp so much...





tmr i goin out wif moi PSians...
YAY!!!
still so united since yr 1 sem 2.
tmr we will be goin kbox den maybe wanna go IT fair den go for dinner (maybe korean bbq or steamboat).
hehe...
lookin so 4ward to it.

pay day is finally out!!!
wanted to buy de sony ericsson Z610i de pink fone.
$99 for 2 yr singtel student plan.
consider cheap lor.
i can buy de fone w/o moi dad's sponsorship lor.
but bcoz he is moi dad, i respect him, den i kinda seek for his permission.
but he condemn it and rejected moi decision.
makin mi so irritated and fustrated.
i could haf sign w/o tellin him lor.
im at de legal age liao lor.
dun nid him to help mi apply.
i dun understand lor, im payin for de hp and de bills too wad, y still nid his bloody approval.
and u noe wad!!!
moi sis went to M1 shop to apply for a plan too and she gt her free hp.
WTH!!!
if onli i be stubborn and ignore moi parents.
im so upset by it...
it is totally so unfair!!!
ARGH~~~
im so jealous abt it.

moreover, moi dad resigned his job w/o havin another job...
OMG!!!
these make mi more frustrated.
y GOD is so unfair to mi!!!
i totally dun understand it.
moi heart is so uncomfortable...
everything is so unpleasant and rocky in moi way to everything!!!
so sick!!!

wanna enjoy and 4gt everything tmr!!!
pls make mi happy!!!





for no reason, i still bein veri emo...
been thinkin alot...
in moi heart and mind, a simple thing can turn to be so complicating...
haiz...

aniway, as usual work been so sucky...
ple who noe mi well, will noe im a straight-forward person.
so wadeva im unpleased of or simply cant stay it, i will tell de person off.
tues i told rasul and sathia off...
coz i dun see dem stockin up.
frm kitchen i went out to counter to help tian awhile and also let replaced either one of dem for dem to take turn to go for brk.
de moment i step into de counter, i stay to pek chek liao.
coz everything isnt stock.
frm morning when i came in, i saw de fridge at de counter onli left a few packs of milk nia.
den when dey come in, neither one of dem stock de fridge up.
OMG lor!!!
dat wasnt de onli thing, de counter drawers were basically half-filled nia, trays still nt wiped and tray liners were nt laid yet.
de lids and cups, all nt stocked up.
de ice were half filled.
counter bloody messy and dirty.
u see liao, whont pek chek meh!!!
come out immediately muz help dem stock up.
WTH lor, still dare to chat w/o havin ur job done.
was so angry.
den rasul still argued, i onli work for a few days nia, nv always work, so cant prove dat he nv stock up.
come on man!
stock up is everyday de thing leh.
Since u stayed to work, i nv even see u stock up a single shit at all lor.
NV STOCK MEANS NV STOCK, JUZ ADMIT UR MISTAKE LOR!!!
Bloody hell, everytime argue nia!!!
no matter wad, i am ur senior lor, u oso muz respect abit lor.
dun think u all veri great lor.
BTH!!!
i sure gonna tell lao ban abt it lor.

and worst dou told me today, de TL (team leader) de bk come quite alot.
so it means dat dere will be a few of de crews will become TL.
but i dun see much capable de crews lor other den dou.
den raymond guess dat either one or both de blackies will become TL...
OMG!!!
suckers like dem can become TL!!
den i can become manager ah!!!
dou, yingz and i alreadi say hao liao, if dey bcum TL, we will resign.
we will let lao ban choose, either de 3 of us or dem.
realli lor, if dis kind of shit becum TL, sure bcum fuckin cocky and our lives will be miserable coz we gt to listen to their nonsense.
but im veri determine liao lor, i gonna find a temp job.
mike, happy den put our names for schedule.
nt happy we dun gt to work.
den when we work, our timin is damn weird de lor, esp for mi!!!
WTH!!!

dat day, de aunties and us were chattin.
all of us agreed dat b4 these shiting managers and crews came in, all of us were so happy and so willing to help dem to work OT and etc.
but nw none of us wanna come work.
so sianz of BK lor.
nw wad auntie mary, dou and i plannin and considering is to do is to take MC on dis sun.
coz opening mike, M3 is shoben.
waolao, still die de.
coz dey anyhow do work de.
den dey dun come out to help us much de.
esp de shoben, everytime MIA.
leave de crews to die in BK.
so angry wif him dat day, dat i wanted to punch out and go home w/o his knowledge.
coz he kip goin out and smoke lor, for more den 6 times. (aft de 6 times, i lost count, coz too mani time liao)
he refused to stay back to help out lor.
his shift = no manager.
complained to lao ban.
even lao ban oso say, nxt time go toilet, go for a longer time, brk longer abit.
whaha...
but realli BTH!!!

tmr goin out wif mum for movie, aft dat goin to meet dou at eastpt.
aft dat, meeting yingz and raymond at 7pm @ eastpt again.
coz raymond owe us a meal each @ sakura sushi...
yay~ ^^
gonna enjoy as much as possible.

Labels: work

ytd i cooked dinner for moi family.
it tasted well...
yum yum...
dad didnt condemn abt de food.
but he did complain dat de portion of it was alil small.
which is kinda gd...
means it is nice and he wan more.
lol!!!
din dare to cook alot coz onli mi and moi parents were eating.
and mummy cant take certain food as she juz had her laser operation.
hmmm, consider a minor oper.
aft dinner, while i was washin de dishes, i looked out of de window and i noticed someone at de ground lvl.
to moi sec pals, guess who i saw??
whaha...
LQZ, moi sec sch crush...
he kinda look like a weirdo, super nerdy and ugly...
dunno why i ever had an infatuation on such a guy.
phew~ luckily i grew up man...
everyone makes mistakes...
haha...
thinking back, i still could rmb how stupid i was, tellin moi frenz abt him, how 'shuai' he was and etc.
i would gossip abt him wif shi jie, za, yingz and de rest.
de honest ones will tell mi dat he isn't shuai at all.
de others will fu yan mi, dun disappoint mi or hurt mi thru their comments.
lol...
but realli cant 4gt how stupid i was and how moi eyes were blinded by de so-called 'love'.
heehee~
but luckily moi taste have grew better and moi eyes have sharpened.
no longer blindfolded...
lol~

anyway, work is veri irritaing lah...
dun feel like workin sia.
but for de sake of moi new hp and de examination fee, i nid to work sia.
told boss dat i will most slightly work on 1 of de wkends for yr 3 sem 1 and maybe during sem 2 i will nt work till sch holiday bah.
stupid aunties makin mi confused and hurted by their unintentional comments.
=.=
since u all think yingz do a better job, jolly-well ask her to do.
im nt ur slave man!!!
she nw nt workin in BK for 2 mths becoz of her attachment, so no one will help u all.
i see how u all goin to cope lor.
u wan complain mi to boss go ahead.
i can look for a better job de.
more pay, less work and no nid to face u all de bloody nonsense.
i respect u all coz u all r older den mi.
but it doesn't mean i muz accept wadeva nonsense u all gif lor.
bleagh~
if u all still cant treasure wadeva dou and i do, i cant imagine wad can u all expect frm de newcomers or frm de less new de.
i think dey will make u all do de stuff instead of we all helpin u to do de stuff lor.
u think u scold dem dey will listen meh.
i think ple like rasul will argue back, or like shikin, smile smile at u but still dun do anything de.
i see how u all suffer when yingz, dou and i leave BK!!!
whaha...







i think i gt improve alot.
'B's for all modules for dis semester.
but i wish i could do better man!!!
left 1 more yr...
nid to chiong more.
=D

wad i wanna do for dis holiday:
1) start on PP
2) finish readin moi comic
3) reformat lappie b4 sch start
4) do a new blogskin
5) start up moi online webbie (still nt cfm yet)
6) shopping spree
7) work

Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
19
20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
Guzheng Player



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