sianz... went out wif kim and kit to watch movie. but shows for memoirs of geisha @ both ps and cine were sold out... sobsob... den we went to eat @ ps Mos burger. aft dat kit bought for me Wonderful life de vcds. yay... can watch liao... very nice sia... realised kim is fallin into depression. feels dat she really needs alot of frenz concerns... dun be sad kkz... dun oso look down upon urself...
aft our date, went to katong to visit moi cousins. saw moi 9th grandaunt and her family; and moi mum's oldest sis and her family. moi 9th grandaunt only gave my sis angbao, i dun haf... sobsob...
basically, juz shoppin and visitin la...





tired tired tired... so long nv work liao... feel like moi body is tearin apart sia... legs are aching... so tired dat i fell aslp. so damn bad luck sia. reach bk early den started to work liao... alot of customers, dunno why CNY muz go airport. sobsob... da nian chu er kanna scolded by a extreme ridiculous customer. suspect dat she has post-natal depression. she accused me on lettin a customer who queued ltr den her to cut her queue. i really nv see her ma and de customer is automatic to my counter de, nt i asked him to cut der lor. she said she is not so skinny not as if i can't see her. so many customers dere queuing up lor, really can't expect me to look for who cuts de queue or wad so eva lor. i of coz focus on de customer i m servin to wad. den she sae she carryin a baby should haf privileges to queue 1st lor. oh pls!!! 1st cum 1st serve, everyone is fair no special privileges for anyone even u r staff oso muz queue up lor. den sae wad i prejudice against cuz she is an asian. as if de customer i serve previously nt an asian like dat, Me myself oso asian... stupid woman la... tian tian moi manager oso kanna scolded by her. we gt apologised to her too for nt noticing her (even though i dun wan) crazy woman!!! i oso very jing ye le ye, i tried to tolerate her and served her properly, w/o throwin my unhappiness. she scolds until very shuang lor... de customer aft her i tried to serve nicely too, try nt to let de damn thing to affect me... aft a while gt few cute angmohs cum moi counter... haha... dis let me feel better... haha... they praised moi work attitude, unlike de siao woman... ignore her la... work till abt 5pm... gt moi pay too... haha...
aft work went home, bath and change liao went grandaunt de hse for visiting... so damn tired still ask me go visitin... sianz... kanna forced to eat @ her hse... so damn tired...





Yay!!! it is CNY, finally, de time for me to earn quick money... LoL... But we only went to our granduncle's hse for visiting. haiz... tell moi parents go my grandma hse for CNY visiting, but dey dun wan. One wanna avoid my granddad, another lazy kept complain sae traffic jam and yadayada... haiz... wadeva la... den my lazy mum, sae tmr den go visit dem, siao!!! tell her tmr i workin liao, she sae aft my work. diaoz -.-" i working frm 7am to 4pm leh... which means i will wake up @ ard 5am den prepare to go for work liao... sure will be very tired aft work lor... den still ask me go visiting, siaoz!!! i will sure die of tireness sia... despite only went to one hse for visiting, i gt abt 3 angbaos when i went dere... but miss moi cousins sia... if we had went earlier, i will haf seen dem, but traffic jam and difficult to flag for cabbie sia... very angry wif my parents la... ask dey all go grandma hse, dey dun wan. in de end, most of moi relatives were dere. if we had went to moi grandmere's hse, den saturday no need to visit dem one by one liao... haiz... went my granduncle hse oso damn bored. no common topic between moi uncles and i lehz... so nv tok lor... u stared at me, i stared at u lor... if nt, watch tv nia... damn sianz... my parents still can sit in their hse for freaking 3 hrs... i tok on moi hp wif moi frenz oso kanna scolded... i nth to do mah... haiz... damn angry la... sobsob... hate celebrating wif moi family la... no peace de...
tmr workin frm 7am - 4pm at Burger King airport T2. sianz... airport sure alot of ple de... den de time i working is oso peak hrs... haiz... sure will be veri busy de... sobsob... hope everything will turns out good tmr. i think i kinda 4gt de work routine liao... LoL... nvm, i think i can catch up and recall de... i smart mah... Haha~
so far only yanshan, joy, siti, marlene, liping, terence and taufiq replied me... but some nt cfm yet... haiz... hope class outing won't be cancel... i think need to sms de class instead...
gonna stay happy sia... but i think i am surely growing fat, been eating and eating... haiz... need to trim down my weight and watch moi diet... haha... Bye... Happy CNY!!!





It is de eve of CNY, kanna woke up but freaking piggy sis and mum. Sis woke up sooo damn early to surf net. Siao! Den mum woke me up to keep things. Last spring cleaning b4 CNY...
Damn irritated wif dat bitch sista, ask her keep her things, but she refused. So in de end, only me who is keeping de stuffs. In addition, I helped my mum to do house chores which includes laundry, preparation of food for reunion dinner, vacumn de floor, sweep floor and etc.
de reunion dinner was a wholesome and filling. ate kept alot. haha... i think aft CNY, i will go fatter. haha...
dunno tmr will be going for visiting or nt, coz dad and mum dun seems to be interested to pay visits, dey are waiting for ple to visit dem instead. wad sia... but 99.9% will go visit my grand uncle, he had stroke so got to go to his hse for visiting. haiz... dun like my dad's cousins, my so-called uncles. 1 of dem is same age as me leh... call him uncle, muznt as well call me auntie. we dun tok much to each other either. tmr morning den call nigel aka ah boy and anna aka ah na, moi cousins, to go visitin wif me. best if both family will go tgh. but dunno dad will wanna go or nt. aft wad happened a few yrs ago, i doubt he will go visit his dad and step-mum. haiz...
i changed moi hp. frm sony ericsson de T610 to K508i. but it consider an old hp la. i was used bu dad de, den he passed to me de. haiz... but nvm, temporary use it 1st den save enuf money den go buy a new one. haha... but i think it will take another few yrs. LoL... look at how spendthrift i am... wanna me to save money is equal to asking me to throw moi clothes away... haha...
hope dis yr, will be richer and will save more money. haha... i guess it is hard and a rough task sia...
b4 i go, wish everyone a happy chinese new yr!!! Gong xi fa cai!!!





today, really nt in rite mood sia... feel veri blur. dunno wad de hell i was doin... LoL...
decided nt to change course liao... coz, if take new course, den got to retake yr 1... i dun wan. if wanna retake, i rather go to TP. dun wanna torture myself for another yr.
computin fac finally changed. but dis time, it is a worser fac. he is freakin worse than tcp. kaoz... why i everytime kanna dan bai fac de... dis fac, explain things like catchin trains, speak damn fast, dunno wad he tokin la... he is oso very soft, in addition, he oso like to self-entertain himself. haiz... dis fac is damn weird, worst den tcp and tkw... but truely, i rather haf tcp back. sob...
plannin a class outin on dis cumin wed. we wanna go KBox and maybe catch a movie aft dat. haiz... but de guys like nt interested in KBox, but how abt Kpool for dem den de gurls sings KBox... good idea rite... win win situation... LoL... hope de class will cum out together for once. if nt, our bondin like gettin bad liao lor... haiz... tryin to tolerate somethings as much as possible. but really miss moi previous class leh. we very united and true to each other de. nv hide our feelings de... in de previous class i oso nt so noisy and childish leh... LoL... but honestly in de present class, it is more fun, coz moi previous class, we concentrate more on our work... haha... i was more hardworkin in moi previous class. LoL... but it is true!!! i gt more 'A's and nv get 'D's for daily grades. UT oso seldom fail de. I eva gt 'A' for UT too. Nw moi grades, gt more 'B's and 'C's. UT almost everytime, 'B's, 'C's and 'D's...
haiz... i wanna moi good grades and personality back leh... sobsob... But i really change alot liao, grown more to think better and maturely. my appearance and dressing oso changed alot. Like frm sec skool de nerdy lookin gal to nw more vain and trendy de me... frm moi pic u all can compare and see de changes... prettier than last time rite? LoL...





haiz... today seems a borin day, but yet frm 3rd meetin onwards, everything started to spice up alot. it quite spicy...
can see dat pig is angry lor. he became veri quiet and during ppt, he dun wanna sae anything much. ppt oso dun wann present. haiz... i understand y he was angry la and feel sorry for him lor... imagine aft u did so much work and others juz criticise ur work and nv use any info. it is like wasting ur effort and time. dat y i asked u to present smth ma, den kept askin us to present lor. haiz... dunno wad u thinkin la. haiz... but dun be angry la, i gt evaluate u strongly agree la... haha... noe dat u tried ur best liao la... LoL!!! see so good to u, dun bully me liao la...
slapped darren today, but for fun de. de slapped was very light de, kanna slapped back by him. he asked me slapped him de ah... LoL...
aft skool smth happened la, but dun wanna sae much lor, coz it is too sensitive to write it here. but i think many of us can see wad happened lor. u noe, i noe ok liao...





i dunno wad course should i transfer. frm de veri beginning, i din like moi dis course (DBME). Been tryin to transfer to other courses. Nw finally RP allow us to change to de new courses. I haf 3 courses in moi mind nw - Sports & Leisure Management, Integrated Events Management and Supply Chain Management. Dunno wad to take. Each is different but all under the business management. The kind of field i wanna be in.
Sports & Leisure Management - something got to do wif IR, such as resort management.
Integrated Events Management - dere is performin arts (moi fav). but alot of ple sae in S'pore PFA can nv substain as a career. if nt, dere is managing events like MICE. Nt bad either.
Supply Chain Management - can work in fastfood chain, supermarkets and etc. but like dun earn much and seems stressful leh... however, de job is more stable compare to de rest.
all seems nt bad leh. Haiz... asked ard for opinions, but all say dat it is moi life, it depends on me. it is true, but i still need someone to gif me comments to set my decision wad... aiya!!! in dilemma again... Dueline to submit application is by dis fri, 4.30pm... still got to write on the reason why i want to transfer. Life is so ma fan...
Dad and mum ok liao... dey nv quarrel, i think dey patched up last nite, while i was asleep. finally things are getting slightly better @ home. hope everything will maintain dis way.
sunday mornin, grandma will be in church only can go visiting @ her hse aft 1pm. i think my parents will start visiting aft 11am ba. heard dat dey will go to my granduncle's hse at tampines 1st, he gt stroke, so dad maybe wanna go see him 1st den go his aunt's hse for visiting at hougang. den aft dat den go mum de 3rd sis de hse oso at hougang (but different part). aft dat den go ang mo kio to visit my grandma... i think my dad's siblings will oso go to grandma's hse ard dat time too. hope to pull moi cousins along, coz dun wanna be alone. Ltr my dad's crazy sis ask me again, " u gt bf or nt?... dun lie la... ... ..." diaoz... she started askin me since sec skool liao... she thinks her child (my cousin) marries in sec skool den i muz follow meh. even if i haf bf, u think i will sae? i den won't be stupid to tell u den u tell moi parents den i kanna questioned... but by fact, really NW no bf yet... haiz...
say till bf, today, my team (de gurls) read mag 'teens' den saw de valentines' day promotion and recommendation. haiz... so soon valentine dae cumin liao ah... we all so sad, no bf... LoL... in sec skool still gt celebrate wif frenz, buy presents for each other, if nt distribute sweets or chocolate to de class, cca and etc... but i doubt dis yr i will be able to celebrate sia... sad... Valentines' day alone. Audrey gt daniel, Jimmy gt Nana. Me alone sia... sob sob... haiz... but sometime being single oso nt bad la... at least no one will hurt u, make u cry or wad so eva... haha... am i consoling myself?!? LoL...
write too much liao... kanna complain for writin too long... haha... XD





haiz... moi mum is still angry wif dad. tot dey were better last nite, but in de end, still like dat. Mum went out early today, doubt she will wan to cum home early today. sighz... why everytime like dat. goin to CNY liao leh... Daddy pls coax mummy more la, dun everytime put ur ego and ut face in de 1st place la... damn angry la, coz their quarrel is affectin me. aiya... ma fan...
noe de details of wad happen ytd liao... haiz... daddy u r @ fault lor... i think really really really shouldn't haf purposely avoid mum lor, it is so damn obvious la... dumb dumb!!!
sob sob lah... dun wan to talk much liao... >_<
cum to skool late, at 1st mood very bad de, but aft settlin down in class, i tried to recuperate back to moi cheerful self. but still down la... tryin to stay away frm dis prob, and keep myself happy.
to moi frenz if u r reading dis, dun tok abt it or comment anything ok?





aiyayayaya... again again again and again... dey quarrel again but dis time becoz of other thing. dis time is worst... wad all women dun wish dis will ever happen to dem, which is see their own man goin out wif other woman. My mum caught my dad wif other woman, haiz... stupid dad!!! did such a silly thing. aft so many time in de past for hurtin my mum, nw u did it again!!!
disappointed wif u la!!! i noe dat some things i shouldn't sae it here, but really dis is de only place where i can express myself. haiz...
but ltr in de nite, while watchin campus superstars, daddy offered to cook maggi mee for mummy. tryin to please her... my angry mum still rejected his offer, but was kinda of happy la... LoL!!! good to see dem like dat. Hope moi dad will be more sensible sia...
went to cut moi hair today. de hair dresser damn horrible la. while cuttin mi hair, he dropped de comb thrice lor... like dat still nvm, aft him to cut my fringe shorter, he nv, muz remind den he cut. IN ADDITION, de most furious part is dat he nv cut moi fringe properly. MY FRINGE NW IS NT BALANCE SIA!!! sux sia!!! nt goin to dat hair dresser anymore. prefer last time went orchard cineleisure de hair dresser, Andy @ Supercut. He is more pro... style moi hair better and nice too... haiz... nw moi hair is damn sucky!!! damn disappointed wif moi new hair style too... need to trim it myself... >_<"
was kinda of forced to change my blog URL coz some ple kept disturbin moi blog's tag... haiz... hope moi luck will be better aft CNY!!! GOD, gif me ur blessing and guidance...





Again!!! stupid sis caused trouble to de family again... i de innocent one everytime kanna affected again. wad sia... can't stand her... dun wanna tok much abt her or care much abt anything la... if i continue bein bothered abt dis, i think sooner or later, moi hair will grow white (haha... no need to go bleach it liao) and moi face will haf wrinkles. LoL!!! cannt let dis horrible stuffs happen...
stupid and unlucky things kept happenin to me. daddy early in de mornin started nagging. in de afternoon, did manicure, but nt enuf nail polish remover. so only painted moi toe nails. haiz... in de evening, went to cut moi hair, but hair dresser nt open. den sway lor... OMG!!!
haiz... tmr den go cut hair la... but gt CCA leh... maybe ask someone to pei me go cut hair. kit wanna watch memoir of geisha so maybe ask her oso pei me go cut hair. Or maybe CNY go style hair. Dis wed de "in 女皇" got show how to do de hair. shld i wait 1st, den gt a concept frm dere and see shld i cut moi hair or wad? aiya... ai mei so ma fan... dunno la...
see 1st lor... dun let myself so unhappy. maintain mo cheerful and positive attitude den no fan nao for me... den maybe more good luck will cum to me... Hope soooo...





haiz... nv go TP open hse today... but shld i change course and skool or nt? TP is nearer to moi hse and de course dat i wanna to be in is de course i wan. RP will be movin to woodland in a few mth time. de course is nt actually i wan. however, de ple ard me kept tellin me dat de future of de course dat i am taking is prospective for me and etc. but i am nt interested. haiz... if i change to TP, i got to study another yr leh and will daddy pay for moi skool fees too? dis is a sickenin prob sia. maybe try DAE for dis yr, den if i gt in and moi parents agree den i gt into TP la. If nt, i remain in RP... sad sad...
Despite stayin at hse, i helped mum to prepare de seaweed roll. been cookin it since afternoon to evenin 7 plus... haha... quite fun and it is damn delicious. enjoy de process too.
De whole family miz de daes w/o moi sis... since she came back frm camp, she been veri irritatin and disturbin to us. she disturb moi slp and messed up de rm. cuz mum to be angry and etc... she had been a major trouble to us. REALLY, TRUELY miz those peaceful and quiet daes, de neat and tidy rm and freedom i used to had. sob sob...
Maybe tmr go cut moi hair, but i can't bear to cut it leh... Shld I or shld I nt? tmr den sae la...
Wanna watch memoir of geisha... heard dat it wasn't bad leh. read de story book last yr. de story damn nice. I think dat was de 2nd THICK story book dat i eva read in moi entire life.
feelin guilty for wad i did ytd... wad sia.. dunno why i soooo mean and badd too... haiz... i am always like dat de. so hot-headed... do liao den regret... sobsob... when will i change for de good sia? sometime kinda hate myself for doin stupid things and being soooo bad... hope no one will get angry for de stupid things i did... sob sob... >_<











happy b'dae keslyn... been wishin her in moi blog entries for dis few days... LoL... didn't go to her b'dae party... sad... dunno dat "pervert sin" will help me buy present for keslyn or nt. haiz...
aft skool went home alone, but i was on de same train as kit... haha... called her hp den she told me she was on de MRT goin to city hall. haha... den finally realised we were on de same train. LoL... den met her. we saw de campus superstar de nerd frm RI... he was super ugly sia... went to eat @ Bedok KFC wif Dou and her.
frm her, i gt to noe moi work schedule for CNY Dae 2. workin frm 7am - 4pm. Workin as causal labour. Moi pay is $50 for dat dae. Yea!!! But if i extend no OT... Haiz... But nvm la... still consider alot leh... haha... i dun think i will be workin wif dat rude manager. but dat raymond i think i am workin wif him... Gosh!!! Heard he beat kit and dou. But nvm la, if he dare to beat me hor, i think he gonna be damn sway sia... i think somebody had tried it frm me liao... LoL!!! But hope it gonna be a good work experience... haha...





haiz... last nite for moi family to enjoy life w/o sis. whaha... life w/o her is so much peaceful. dun wanna her to cum back leh... haiz... enjoyin my last nite w/o her.
today's sci problem damn difficult sia. it was on edge of chaos... diaoz... goin siao sia... we combined our 1st and 2nd meetin tgh... den breakfast went tgh as a "class" (nt everyone was dere la). 1st time so many of us ate tgh lehz... haha... when in PL0202, we most of de time eat tgh as a class de. we very bonded lehz... nw in dis class, i think we are gettin better liao... LoL... shld haf more class outings to bond wif each other. haha... from today's problem, almost everyone in class were confused and lost. but our fac Joan still said we did nt bad liao... on overall, today is ok la... had a little fun in class. LoL...
realised i m gettin more vain... haha... curl eyelash almost everyday... LoL... in class we gurls oso shared facial tips and more... LoL... being vain is de gurls' rights and no one can deprived dem frm dis right... LoL!!!

4 main things I gt to done for CNY:
- new haircut
- eyebrow trimmings
- manicure and pedicure (DIY)
- facial (DIY)

goin to be busy for de whole weekends... tmr Keslyn's b'dae... happy b'day gurl... haiz.. missin tmr gathering. everytime i am M.I.A. for de Sec 2.6's gatherings de... haha... miz me?!? LoL... tmr computing... eeeee... gonna haf a tough dae... hope everything will go well...





yea!!! finally sis haf gone to camp. gonna haf de whole rm to myself... whaha... relax sia... nobody to disturb me...
today gt abit pissed off by Joy... kept tellin ple dat i asked her to call pig ytd. den somemore she added alot of oil, vinegar, salt, sugar and other addition stuff into it. Alot of things she said is nt true de. Dun really feel like clarifying it. No matter how much i said, ple oso said i tryin to deny it and yadada... Wadeva she said made me feel very paiseh lor. coz dey wanted to play on de person is me lor... Den 'innocent' ple kanna pulled in. Maybe u can sae i veri sensitive or wad. but many inner tots ran thru la... de feelin in me cannt be describe la... aiya... dunno la...
wad u wanna think, u go think lor. i wanna keep myself cheerful lor. positive thinkin makes me happy.
finally decided, nt goin to attend keslyn's b'dae party. coz fri havin lesson ard 5pm ba. her party starts at 7pm den dunno wad time end. frm her hse to moi hse oso quite far. dun wanna go home late coz de nxt dae goin TP's open hse. Sent moi wishes for her liao and asked Candice to help me buy a present for her. sooooo sorry keslyn. happy advance b'dae to U... best wishes for u, moi dearest frenz.
Hope everything will turn out better for me tmr. No more rain pls...





went CWP to meet joy and de rest. was kinda of forced to eat MAC... OMG!!! coz dey all ate MAC and i was hungry bo bian gt to eat MAC!!! den aft dat went to walk walk, went to see hp @ helloSingtel. den saw de Mickey hp, dere is pink de. $500 plus wif 2 yr plan. hmm... dunno wad is de functions. couldn't find de damn brochure or shld i sae dey dun even haf de brochure. haiz... save enuf money den say...
today performance was better than ytd. Marlene and keke came to support us. thanks, i appreciated it alot. however, de MCs for today din coordinate wif us. we haven realli prepare hao dey alreadi announced us to perform liao. wth... luckily we were tunin 1/2 way but still consider ready to perform... Clinston, nxt time if u r hostin a show, pls ask de performers ready liao ma!
aft performance, took bus back to RP phoenix park. supposed to take cab de, but we left a few bucks, so took bus back. transfer 3 buses sia. frm woodland took bus to bukit panjang den change bus take to far east plaza den take bus 132 to RP phoenix park. took bus till i dizzy sia. den when we reach liao, joy and yuyu still at woodland campus. diaoz...
den went to de ma fan de security to gt keys to open de CO rm. finally gt into an air-con rm... so damn hot outside. den mag took cab came back to skool to meet us. den in CO rm wait 4 joy and yuyu and de instruments. finally, joy called me announcin her arrival... LoL... juz pick up moi hp, den de moment heard her voice, i dropped moi hp. haha... was i too shocked? LoL... den we moved de instrument back to de rm. but it rained heavily, while we were movin. was it our fault to sing tian hui, so it rained? we were trapped by de rain. left RP only @ 4 plus reachin 5pm.
den went home. on de way, called kit. tot of askin to go home wif her if she was @ SP. but frm de call den noe she sicked. as usual, flu, cough and sore throat. Take care la... haiz... life w/o me will fall sick huh... LoL...
tmr sis goin 4 camp. will be back on fri afternoon only. Yea!!! will haf de whole rm to myself, more personal space and no one will disturb me liao... haha... gonna enjoy moi life w/o her... LoL...
but dad and mum fightin sia... haiz... i becum de innocent party again... again dey naggin dat dey wanna divorce again... haiz... since young to nw, when dey quarrel will say dey wanna divorce de. up to nw oso haven divorce yet. haiz... used to it liao... if dey divorce den divorce lor. i independent liao... up to u all la... all i wan is a peaceful life. u can sae i self-fish or wad la, but i really had enuf liao...
no matter wad, i gonna take everything easy and live moi life cheerfully and happily... Yup... i will de... =D





Yea!!! finally de water heater hao le... which means mornin no need to cook water to bath liao... longer bathin time for me... but hor, de water is nt as hot as it used to be liao... haiz... but better den dun haf hot water to bath... haha... nw happy like kanna strike toto... LoL...

wif lots of free time to think abt rubbish things, tot of an idea to save moi previous efforts in moi sec sch de cca liao... it is to call de senior dancers back during de holidays to teach dem. Either march or june. Plan to haf a camp in skool to train dem. hopeful de commitee accepts moi idea. But can't force dem to accept it as i m no longer in SAC and in de dance anymore. But i believe dat as long as u r frm SAC, U r 4eva a SACian. So i gonna gif it a try. Maybe propose de idea to Xiu Yun and Mrs VJ. aft all dey haf more authorities and i m able to brainwash dem easier. LoL... But givin it a try. i nt goin to put wadeva efforts i made in de past be gone to waste. =P








todae de performance damn pathetic sia, audience damn little. We played quite sucky too. i feel dat dis is moi worst performance i eva had. hopefully tmr will be better. Marlene said she cumin down to support us... Yea...
Grab 3 goodies bags today, LoL... 1 each for sis and xiu yun and 1 for me. saw za's fren, willie todae, he conducted de band lehz... haha... very surprising lor. din expect it.
waitin to take shuttle bus back to woodland inter. saw SACians cumin down de bus. guess who were dey! 2004 de Sec 4.3s. saw elizabeth, jiayi and etc... luckily dey nv see moi performance. Haha... kinda miz SAC and de sec skool daes.
moi rashes are gettin bad sia, but no time to go see doc. dis few daes de mood very low, esp when i alone or @ home. dunno why kept thinkin of some stupid stuffs, kept makin me feel sad. haiz... where moi happiness? sad, sad, sad...





haiz... toopid sis wanna me bring her to RP's open hse. bo bian gt to bring her along as moi mum wanna me to let her see. she brought along moi junior xiu yun. den took bus 168 to woodland.

heard alot of stuff regardin wad happened in SACSS Dance. Dere gonna be a performance in Feb for CNY. my sec skool siao siao de, havin CNY celebration aft CNY sch holidays. Moi CCA oso became messy aft i left. Haiz... aft so much effort i put in, ruined by some juniors. feel like cryin coz i realli put in alot alot of efforts in de CCA. I suffered alot of miseries, torments and hardship to achievede glories we had. but luckily nw it is better liao. howeva, de PFA dept still puttin troubles for us and oso heard de new dancers de standard very bad. Mrs VJ havin difficulties to polish their dance. She asked xiu yun to go back for nxt yr de SYF to help her. I think i oso goin back to train dem. Moi training gonna be very tough, but everything gonna start frm de very basic. de trainin i gonna gif is worst den de trainin i gave in SYF 2003. so moi darling dancers, be prepared. i m nt goin to let u all ruin moi and de seniors' efforts. wif 1 more gold achievement for SYF 2007, we goin to be awarded wif an award. but i promise dat if u reach moi expectations and get another gold award, i will treat u all de. But dis achievement, i nt goin to win anything leh, but instead u all gt de CCA pts and skool recognition. It oso proved dat we are better than modern dance rite? De skool won't compared u all wif de modern dancers liao ah. so pls do it for ur own benefits. Dun disappoint us pls!!! >_<

aft dat met keke and marlene @ CWP, became their lightbulb... LoL...
our purpose was to go watch de project superstar de performance. sob sob... junyang only sang one song, de song somemore was sung wif kelly. diaoz... kelly in total sang 3 songs. saw yijin on de balcony. can see she kept takin junyang fotos. LoL... pro junyang lover.
aft de performance, went to explore ard wif marlene, joy and de rest. Saw Joan our sci fac, she asked us to play dis machine called de Wimshurst Electrostatic Generator (only found out de name of de machine aft playing).

We knew something was weird abt it. At 1st we refused to play de, but in de end still played la... Haha... Joy and I put our hands on de electrodes den de person will turn de disc, den aft awhile, we were asked to touch each other hands. de moment we touch each other, we kanna static shock. we gt a shock, and felt de pain... den i saw moi sis, den we sabotage dem, ask dem go play. Haha, equally dey gt de shock too. den we pulled keke go play too. haha... den aft dat saw taufiq and his gf, iffa. i did de experiment wif taufiq too. kanna shocked for de 2nd time. den de 3rd time did it wif joy, marlene, keke, moi sis, an unknown malay gal. stupidly gt shocked another time. LoL...
den walk ard to view de exhibition. haha... gt alot of stupid stuff la... in overall, i felt dat RP's open hse sux la... nth much de... haiz...

tmr goin back to open hse, but gonna perform guzheng. lol... haiz... meetin joy and de rest @ 11am @ woodland control station... haha...

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4:57 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006 ♡~

so sianz... whole day stayed at home, den only few ple online. dun wanna play maple, den started to play something childish - neopets. LoL... too sian liao...
rather go to skool, gt frenz to eat wif, chat and etc, can oso bully ple. wahaha... (-'๏_๏'-)
stupid sis's hp spoilt, den kept venting her anger on ple. den she quarrel wif moi dad, pull me down too... sianz sia... i so damn innocent lor... bu gan wo de shi!!! she better dun drag me into anything liao or disturb me, damn fret up sia... irritated by her.
tmr goin RP's open hse, gonna see junyang. dunno dad will lend me his cam or nt? hopefully can ba. goin wif marlene, keke and joy. dun wanna be lightbulb leh... LoL... no one pei me go home again... haiz... wanna slp liao... meetin marlene and de rest @ 11.30am @ woodland MRT control station. which means i tmr gt 2 leave moi hse @ 10am, therefore, 8.30am wake up... hope i won't be late tmr... Haiz... hahaz... nite^2 :D

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10:58 PM

sian... last nite i was tooooo tired to update. had an early nite, slp b4 9pm... haha... anyone envious?
ytd culture lesson, moi team did on CNY, it was rather easy la. but Mr froggie, doesn't seem to noe chinese... LOL!!! during presentation, kept asking me how to translate to chinese. haha... i think de whole ppt he only noe wad is fish and chicken in chinese... haha... but according to Mr Moey, he sae nt up to his expectation. die... dunno will downgrade again or nt. but ytd i wasn't late leh... i was on time... LoL!!! yea! finally nt late.
aft i alighted frm de MRT @ bedok, went to meet moi parents @ NTUC, see i so nice, pei dem do marketing... den went to haf dinner den went home. moi bag was heavy, carrying lappie, file and etc in dem. still help dem carry de stuffs bought in NTUC. Gosh, my arms are gonna break liao...
reach home see sis was moody and crying, asked her wad happened. i tot she quarrel wif her bf or breakup sia. den she said dat is was abt her CCA. Chey!!! haiz, she neither de president or vice president, woory so much for wad. but hor, i understand la, as a senior ur performance cumin soon liao, den juniors and peers still dun wanna cooperate. of coz will be worried or sad. rmb when i was in moi CCA in sec sch, as a pioneer of de CCA and de vice-president but takin de president responsibilities too, moi responsibilities were bigger and heavier. no one could help me, moi President and VP could nt help me either. de juniors were nt able to tame, discipline was sux to de core. rmb how much i lectured and quarreled wif dem. de efforts i put in de CCA. everyone knew it, even de teachers knew it too. but yet, wif de weak discipline, everything was so difficult to handle. i was hated to be de strictest and troublesome senior. but i did it for de sake to tighten de discipline, wad else could i do. but yet, many took me as a thoughtful and responsible senior. dere were moments which i broke down and cried and times when i wanted to step down. but still wif de instructor's, teachers' and peers' supports, i still pull thru. Although de daes were tough but, nw i saw de great achievements of moi CCA, i am proud of it and miz de times we had. My effort had not gone to waste. Miz ya, my darling dancers. Wish to be back some days.
Heard frm moi sis dat dere will be a performance, i decided to go down to see dem. Hope can grab someone to pei me to watch.

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9:33 AM

Thursday, January 12, 2006 ♡~

realised moi blog is lacking of something?
music and mvs are missing... y i remove becoz of de damn news lor...
$1,000 copyright fee for fewer than 10 songs, $10,000 for 50 songs.
Under the Copyright Act, a person found guilty of infringing intellectual property rights can be fined up to $10,000 PER ARTICLE or jailed up to 5 YEARS, or BOTH!!!
refer to bottom article, can be found on TODAY's Singapore News dated on 12 Jan 2006:

previously moi blog haf 10 songs and mvs. so how much must i pay? worst if i kanna caught...
siao lor...
sian, nw moi blog becum quiet and moody liao...

registered moi m card at 7 eleven at redhill mrt station. de staffs dere are damn rude lor... nt goin dere to buy anything liao. asked for a plastic bag to put moi wet umbrella. WTH!!! muz purchase an item den can gt a plastic bag. so stingy lor. btw de tone of de damn stuff is very rude and harsh... feel like slappin her. is dis a way to treat ur customer? poor customer service. argh... siti was dere too.

at bedok inter waitin 4 bus saw kimberly fong, chatted wif her. she went NYP, Diploma in Marketing. 1 of de course i wan too. but she wanna transfer to NP to some video, audio diploma. haiz... wad a pity. me wanna transfer to TP de Applied food sci. Wanna try can get in or nt. if can den good lor, if nt, haiz, remain in RP, which means go woodland. Diaoz... -.-"
RP oso nt bad de, juz dat it is nt de course i wanna to take nor is de location near to moi hse. nxt time take abt 2 1/2hr to reach skool. which means 6am muz leave hse liao... siao... my toopid sis still wanna gt into de same course as me. NUTZ!!!

dad spoiled de stupid shower de water heater. damn... temp no hot water for bathing, which means, cold weather bath in cold water. will shiver like hell... bad luck sia... >_<

juz nw went to see moi tagboard, saw piggy terence's tag. Muahaha, admit U r pig liao ah... LoL... truely enjoys bullyin u... haha... i sound so bad rite. LoL...
last time i nt like dat de, dunno y aft cumin to PS0104 becum so childish and naughty... Haha... gd or bad?!? dunno la...

tmr muz go to skool early... haha... cannt be late liao... tmr culture, late will kanna downgrade de... gtg liao... slp well. bye!!!

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9:50 PM

it been rainin for de whole day sia... nice weather to sleep sia, but gtg 2 skool.
today late again, all becoz de toopid rain. den toopid sis oso woke up late, den occupied de bathroom. when i cum out, she kept arguin wif my mum abt taking her I/C and her wallet. aiyah... same old stories... den i kanna delay den late lor. So sian leh... but class today veri quiet. Joy nv cum coz her lappie de screen cracked... haha... once she called me ytd on de bus, i laughed sia... i noe i veri bad, haha, but still can't tahan. den de pig oso nv cum... muahahha... no one bully me sia, but another species of animal cum disturb me - Mr froggie... His new name, stephanie... LoL... i simply can't gt one day of peace. but gt abit bored sia... still rainin... diaoz... gonna debate soon liao... moi team is de only special and unique team dat gets de fac 4 is de worst fac... LoL... stress ah... wanna slp...

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2:35 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006 ♡~

sort of 'pon' class today...
coz gt to move instrument frm phoenix park to woodland campus.
so left class aft UT...
was late 4 UT... haiz... did on paper coz lappie couldn't detect de wireless network. so managed to finish de UT.
Woodland campus sux sia... nails and screws on de floor almost could be found everywhere. damn dangerous can. reminds me when i was very young, kanna injured by stepping on nails twice. damn pain lor. saw bloody construction worker see de nail liao den kick it aside. asshole la, wad happens if someone gets hurt lor.
btw de woodland campus gt wireless network liao... wow... but no power in de circuit. diaoz -.-"
de whole campus none of de buildings are completed yet. wonder how dey gonna finish by march. at most 1 and a 1/2 buildings will be only lor. how to fit all de republicians in leh? siao skool... think dey gonna take another few more yrs ba... SEE DE FOTOS BELOW:

OMG!!! Believe wad i sae? see 4 urself, if u still dun believe me cum to de open hse either dae frm 14 - 17 Jan 2006. diaoz... like promoting RP open hse... haiz... gif dem free promotion on moi blog.

watch de new today, dey sae dat puttin music on websites includin blog will haf to play $1000 for each song for copyright fee... DIAOZ... wth... i got so many songs on moi blog and plus gt mvs... den i pay like a big sum of money lor... SIAO!!! gif hell money can or nt... haiz... gt time den remove de music on moi blog... tired sia... gonna rest early tonite. dun wanna be late again... see ya... :P

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9:30 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 ♡~

it's public holiday, another rest for me.
been slackin at home today.
cleaned up moi rm today, did laundry and watched video.
gonna study for UT ltr.
tmr UT is Problem solving.
hope gonna pass at least a 'C'.
toopid parents pissing me off again.
nag and nag at me.
den dey wanted us to go out wif dem to Shing Song aft dinner.
nv tell me in adv, 5 min b4 den inform me.
it is rainin outside leh.
plus, i haven study for UT yet.
irritated sia, rejected them den kept scoldin me liao.
sae awhile only. everytime their awhile is like 2 hrs.
like dat u call awhile ah?
siao ple... don't wanna agrue wif u all much.
go own ur own will die meh?!?
don't understand other de feelin de.
u all only understand ur own feelin.
nv spare a tot for others de.
pls lor, i nt ur servant lor.
it is nt necessary for me to follow all ur orders nor listen to u all de time de.
i am a human too, i haf moi own feelings too.
i am nt ur kite for u to control me de.
even when u fly a kite, u oso haf to let it go and nt pullin it all de time de.
if u keep pullin it, de string will snap de.
juz very frustrated.
i think it is hard for me to continue living wif dem.
although dey are moi family, but it is hard for us to live together.
u wan ur way, i wan moi way.
hard to compromise, hard to live in harmony.
maybe i use de excuse of moi skool moving to woodland, far frm moi hse and move to stay in moi aunt's hse or stay in de hostel or wad...
CNY maybe can discuss wif aunt 1st.
hopefully, it is ok lor...

i keep 4gttin is dat audrey and daniel patch liao...
happy 4 dem...
hope daniel will treat audrey better, dun disappoint her anymore liao...
好男人是不会让爱他的女人哭的。
coax her more often.
女人是要哄的。
all de best for u all, dun quarrel again la...
i will feel sad for u all de.

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7:17 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006 ♡~

went back to bk todae, chris haven cfm moi schedule yet.
temp plannin to work on de eve of CNY (mornin shift), 2nd dae of CNY, 3rd and 4th dae of CNY.
dunno whether when skool starts aft CNY.
some sae dere is a week holiday.
audrey sae CNY holiday till de 4th dae of CNY.
Making me blur and confused liao...
gotten moi bk uniform liao...
Saw Jass juz nw, he offered me to work in BK in de transit.
but still dunno yet, i nv accept, juz said aft CNY den say.
coz i oso haven cfm whether to continue workin in BK or nt.
still thinking.
oso saw de new manager, shoben juz nw.
de moment i saw him den dun like him liao.
he gt a irritating look.
LoL... but really la, observed how he worked juz nw hor, he really veri lazy and rude leh.
dunno how am i gonna work wif him during CNY.
today oso gt alot of other stuff happened.
dere was an emergency exercise held ard s'pore.
it is rainin for de whole day.
den gt charity show today - renci.
haiz... dunno how dey gonna carry out de tasks in de outdoor.
pity dem...

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6:26 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006 ♡~

tot of goin bk today to cfm moi schedule.
but chris work openin den M3 is new manager, so dun wanna go back.
tmr den go bk, auntie siew mei work opening.
goin back to work during CNY period.
but is it permanently workin dere, i still nt sure.
i still need some time to decide.
still tryin to find a better job.
anyone has lobang tell me ok?
today did some spring cleanin.
forced by parents de.
so tired.
sudha told me who gotten moi lappie pouch leh.
it wif taufiq.
but how was lost i oso dunno.
but found alreadi nt bad la.
no need to go buy.
gonna watch tv...
relax man...
nitez =D

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10:45 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006 ♡~

it's tired sia... today sci...
had our lesson in de library. sooo cooolddd!!! >_<
it is biology but wif alot of reasoning.
nv learnt abt it b4.
so didn't really quite noe how to do...
i was quite lost for de 1st part of de dae.
only during 2nd meeting den noe wad to do, understand abt on de melanin.
keke confused me abit on moi understandin.
i was correct but he confused me.
diaoz...
but finally still noe moi facts well.
on overall, our presentation ok la...
stupid tok kong asked alot of stupid qns.
finally my "aunt" cum liao...
but my moodswings still uncontrollable.
dis few daes veri quick tempered leh...
if i offended anyone, pls 4gif me.
all pms faults.
dunno how moi lappie pouch lost...
sob sob...
at first tot terence played prank took it, but ltr on realised nt him...
diaoz...
where could it be lehz?
if anyone seen or has it tell me...
dat's all for today!

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8:45 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006 ♡~

today culture lesson when tiong bahru go buy nyonya kuehs and otak.
did on de peranakan's culture...
veri interestin.
aft skool, played in class.
diaoz, kanna bullied by momo ren till i 遍体鳞伤!
someone dun even noe wad 遍体鳞伤 means...
hahaz...
so embarassed for fall down and bein clumsy.
sob sob...
but actually quite fun leh.
haha...
gt 2 slp liao... nitez...

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10:40 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006 ♡~

Late for UT...
so difficult leh, dun realli noe how to do.
expect dis time will fail UT again.
toopid sis made trouble again, can't stand it la...
dad and mum made a big fuss out of a small matter.
puttin into misery again.
coz kanna scolded for nth.
heck care la... dis time i tried to tolerate dem liao.
argh...

ytd noe marcus go learn driving, i out of concern sae be careful when driving.
but he ytd almost kanna car accident.
luckily nth happen sia.
den last nite dreamt dat audrey cried dat someone want to break her and daniel.
but dis mornin she told me daniel broke up wif her.
it is damn scary leh.

feelin sad for audrey.
But nvm, audrey i pei u la...
no him gt me, gt marcus...
lol...

dat all for today!!!

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5:25 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006 ♡~

finally sch starts liao...
no more slackin at home.
gonna to be more hardworking.
last nite did a new blogskins.
although nt veri nice, but it is de first one i eva created on moi own...
today's lesson is cognitive.
some stupid aliens performin in some stupid video...
so damn lame lor... sianz ah...
dat Marion Neubronner nv cum today, but cum a toopid, lousy... fac.
she damn nonsense la...
ask chim qns den we dun understand, she dunno how 2 rephrase ah...
test one by one during de ppt.
where gt ple like dat ask qns de... ming ming zai diao nan wo men mah
明明在刁难我们吗！超气!!! (*-`ω´- )
Hope she dun eva cum back to teach us la...
cannt tahan la...
everytime our class soooo sway de, gt some stupid and rubbish facs!
but nvm, still very happy today...
meet my frenz today.
so good...
dis mornin on de train i wasnt feelin well, feel like vomiting.
but nw in skool better liao... all thanks to audrey de sweet.
:P

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2:40 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006 ♡~

Tmr skool reopens. A new term for me to work harder.
will be busy again.
So i haf to recharge myself in order for me to battle against de new challanges i will be facing.
today, i been relaxing and being lazy... LoL!!!
did a lil tidyin up moi rm...
den de rest of de time, is surfin net, watch tv, play games and more entertainment...
wasted de whole holiday away... been slackin away...
sob sob... but nvm...
gonna prepare myself frm de upcomin exciting and uncertain adventure.
wif God's blessings, i will do better as he will guide me thru de journey i am travelling.
dere is nth for me to be afraid of anymore!
tmr i will wake up early (hopefully). dun wanna be late for sch...
a good beginning makes a good start for my new adventure in 2006.
hope everything will turn out good for me...
Can't wait for tmr to go back to skool.
miz my classmates and my frenz... （*⌒ヮ⌒*）
i'll be bring gifts to u all...
dat's all for nw!!! see ya soon...

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5:51 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006 ♡~

Year 2006 - new yr, new beginning, new life, new goals, new targets, new hopes, new dreams and a new ME!!!
Dis yr started later by 1 min. Earth spins slower by 1 min, it happens every 4 yrs.
Definitely it is gonna be a different yr compared to de rest of de yr.
Expectations for yr 2006 are gonna be different, i gonna work towards my resolutions.
Try to fulfil my wishes as much as possible.
Dun wanna regret abt anything.
Hope it gonna be a better yr, in de sense of lesser tormenting trials and tests; more fruitful and happy moments happening.
Gonna cherish myself and everything i haf.
It gonna be a new beginning and new life for me.
I gonna abandon my old lousy self and bring my brand new self to everyone.
Wish myself luck.

Resolutions
Get a job, better paid and flexible
Stick to my Financial independent plan
Not to take cab to school
Save at least $1 a day
Get a new hp
Stay cheerful and happy always
Face all challenges positively and with an open heart
Control my temper, moods and myself frm doin foolish and silly stuffs
Try to maintain all relationships (no matter wif family, friends or whoeva)
Seriously get into a relationship

I will try to complete and fulfil my resolutions and wishs (wishlist will be updated soon!!!)
i will be editin my blog gif it a new look and more features in it...
trying to do moi own blog skin... hope i succeed!!! =P

I left wif a few more day to school reopens.
3rd Jan 2006 sch reopens and startin off de new term is cognitive.
on de 4th Jan 2006, dere is computing UT. haven study yet. LoL... but sure fail de.
hope change computing fac. she lao ya la...
Chinese New Yr goin back BK to work.
Hope to get more ang baos.
My new hp depends on de any baos' money and my pay liao...

Another philosophy of mine: "A new start in life give u another chance in life to work better."

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11:50 PM

It is de 1st dae of 2006. Hopefully it will be a better yr for me, better than 2005.

Reflection for Yr 2005

Learnt to earn money and gone on to study in Poly.
Became more sociable, made alot of frenz.
Busy yr for me. Got to work and study at de same time.
Changed myself alot.
- frm dat nerdy looking gurl to a more fashionable gurl
- attitude towards life is different
- "richer" as in able to afford more stuff
- became more mature and etc...
(ple who knew me more in depth or for a long time, will notice my changes)

wad i gained in 2005
- freedom
- friends
- knowledge
- fashion sense
- materialistic
- experiences
- attention
- more confidences
- talented (nt kidding: presentation skills, organise events, fund raising, performing skills and etc)
- weight
- problems and stress (by family, work, frenz)

wad i losed in 2005
- money (became more materialistic and spendthrift, LoL!!!)
- health (became weaker)
- time
- self-control
- being myself

On overall, its seemed dat yr 2005 wasn't dat bad for me.
I was able to coop wif more stuffs and it had been challenging process for me.
Despite de journey in yr 2005 wasn't smooth, i still remained strong and faced de problems couragously.
I gained more than wad i lost. Nt a bad news.
Life can nv be peaceful and smooth.
Definitely dere will be tormentin moments, it is part and parcel of life.
God put us into trials and tests in order for us to grow into a more perfect person.
Looking back to 2005, i will make amendments and change for the better.

One of Angie's philosophies: Positive thinking brightens our days.

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Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
19
20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
Guzheng Player



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