Monday, July 11, 2005 ♡~
Kinda of having a mix emotion today. Confused, sick, tired and hatred... Confused on whether shld I continue to work in BK or not. Nw BK has no more OT for part-timers which mean I will haf lesser income. Den Chris wan 2 schedule me 2 work in de afternoons, which I hate de most. Den it oso crash with my guzheng lessons. All dawnie's fault, if not b'coz she wanna work in de mornin, I dun think Chris will put me 2 work in de morning. I m really nt sure whether should I continue 2 work or nt. I dun wan my father 2 tie my financial income down. He likes 2 cut my pocket money and sumtime he dun gif money 2 us. I hate it man! Sometime, I feel so depressed, tired and lost. I dunno why the world is so unfair. If it wasn't the pickpocket, I wld haf lived better (as in compared 2 nw). Situation is damn bad. If he didn't pickpocket my hp, I nw will haf money, I can buy wadeva I wan. I can do anything I like. No need 2 be afraid abt dis and dat. Now I m reali in a dilemma on whether shld I quit or nt. Wanna find a new job 1st b4 goin 2 quit. So I will be financially supported. If anyone has lobang recommend me.
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4:10 PM
