bought a new hp, sign-up a new line (to stop see dat sucker's attitude).
therefore, i haf a new no.
msn mi or msg moi old no wif ur name in it so i can recognise who u r.
currently temporarily using 2 no.
coz i scare still gt ple will msg de old no, esp moi dancers.
unable to contact dem, coz all no gone.
hopefully dey see dis and contact mi thru moi previous no.
so dun delete moi old no wor...

but i still miss moi Pink Clamshell hp, z610i alot...
up till nw still no mood.
haiz...
and im fallin sick too.
soon u wont gt to hear moi voice so quite a while.
coz nw throat super pain and voice is brkin and sorin too...
sianz...

lookin 4ward to labour day, den vesak day den 23/5...





Thanks Joyjoy for comin dwn frm east coast to bedok to eat bar chor mee...
sorry for lettin u worry abt mi since 1+pm to 5+pm.
and i think frightened u thru de 1st call when u reached mi...
kip crying thru...
thank alot for all ur comfort.
thanks Mr kenchi for lettin ur gurl to pei mi.
paiseh be u all both de big lightbulb.
hope u all really enjoyed de bar chor mee...
moi mood is slightly better.

hopefully tmr i can gt moi new hp.

no longer a gd mummy gurl le...
time to rebel...





i lost moi hp.
discovered it dis mornin when im abt to start moi work.
den i called moi hp but no one pick up.
initially, tot dat i 4gt to bring moi hp out.
aft dat, when im abt to finish work i called home to ask moi sis to check if moi hp was at home, she couldnt find it and moi hp was switched off.
heart aches so much.
moi 1st hp which i bought with moi pay.

made a police report and disconnected moi line le.
and dat heartless old man dun wan to recontact de MIO line and he is using moi student plan.
so i so struck, cant gt a line and had to purchase de hp @ retail price which i felt it isnt worth.
so helpless w/o a hp...
and so angry too.

in a very bad mood.
coz lost moi hp, lost de pic in de hp, bye bye to de precious msgs, all moi contacts gone!
moi calendar details gone too.
haiz...
and wanted to tok to a fren, but w/o hp cant call.
even wif hse fone, no number oso cant call.
was so sad, and cant do anything.
so helpless and hopeless...
while on moi way home, i was on de verge of crying.
on de bus, couldnt control de freakin tears.
feel so stupid.
stupid for nt able to kip moi hp properly, stupid for signin up de plan for moi dad, stupid for being so dependant on moi hp, stupid for simply everything.
i sucks lah...
all de no i can rmb r moi hp no, moi used-to-be hp nos, moi hse no, moi mum's hps nos and moi grandma's no.
other than dat all cant gt into moi head.
stupid mii!!!
hate myself so much...

miss moi Z610i so much...
anw anyone who saw a hp like mine and with de IMEI: 35283601-932377-4
contact de police kkz...
i noe de chance is near to zero, but still hope to gt it back.











CGH's JCIA Audit is becoming a mental torture for all the staffs.
all of us r suffering frm major mental block.
and suay suay dis wk de patients gt attitude problem.
*rolls eyes*
sometime feel like killin dem.

ple who go to hospital or wadeva lah...
pls spare a tot for de ple who r serving u.
try to understand how much of stress they r goin thru.
de stress for doin C/N alone can kill one person liao.
imagine doin registration, billing, makin appt and handling patients, therapists and other staffs frm other departments.
STRESS and MORE STRESS.
and wad is more is dat dere is JCIA dis wk too, so it will be EVEN MUCH MORE STRESS!!!
so whoever so happen to go to hospital and meet de PSA, spare a tot for dem.
nt say dey r rude to u, sometime wad dey r goin thru, u cant imagine.
so dun be a spoiled brat by making things even more difficult for her.
dun think u r de one payin de medical bills den we r de one shud suffer all de demands frm u.
we dun owe u anything and u dun pay us.
ur bill only pay contribute or our salary by dat 1% in de hr, so stop think u r more superior.
all of us r equivalent!!!

geez...
de more i say, de more agitated i go.
sianz...
*yawns*
freakin tired...
nitez...

anw, i will be appearin offline when im on msn.
coz no mood to tok.
anything urgent den sms mi or send mi offline msg bah.
will gt back asap.





back to moi blog to blabber all moi upsets and complains...
oh blogger! u r such a wonderful listener...
although u dun gif moi comments or advices, but u at least let moi pour out moi sorrows.
so dun trick mi by appearin dat notice "Could not contact Blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. Retrying..."
hmmm...

honestly, i think im nt ready nor used to the hectic workin life.
perhaps it is due to dis job which i dislike alot.
partly becoz of de jobscope, but mainly due to the workin environment.
i really hate dat backstabbing and office politics.
but im still motivatin myself to stay on till de last day come.
tmr will offically mark one more mth to moi last day.
and i haf 3 big motivations to kip mi goin till 23 May 2008 (6.30pm-7pm if im doin C/N, but 5.30pm if im doin reg or 6pm for billing) comes.
but i quite like de other fellow PSAs in the specialist clinics esp A and B.
dey r really nice, maybe becoz more chinese dere bah - much friendlier.
im nt stereotyping or wad so eva.
but really in some aspects like communication, workin wif the common race will be better.

another thing in this job is dat the ple (colleagues, patients, hawkers and etc) kip mistaking mi AS A MALAY...
zzzzzzzz...
i noe im dark but nt to de extent to be as dark as the malays bah...
and when dey speak melayu, u can see dat numerous question marks appearing on top of moi head.
alamak, faintz...

haiz...
i really miss moi schooling days...
so sianz...
i really hope and prayin hard to get into uni.
schooling days r fun and i plan to move out to stay in hostel too...
=)
de only option and excuse for mi to move out of dat pig sty.

*sighs*
tmr work work work again...
hopefully it will be like today, lil ple comin in for therapy and i can surf web and i become less stress too.
and JCIA auditors faster audit finish rehab so we dun haf to panick everyday.
but when dey come audit, dey can skip de counter or at least skip de temp staffs.
bad new frm the seniors is they r aiming at young staffs like us.
=.="

gd luck to mi...
faintz n nitez...





Wad in the world r the SACians think?
more and more SACians r goin those star star competitions.
1st one was moi batch de tricia in de Miss SG Universe, nxt was moi dance de Teri in CSS2.
and can u imagine, nw, it is dat loudspeaker - Germaine dat drama mama who joined de current channel u's mon modeling competition.
gosh!~
i couldnt believe moi own eyes.
zzzzzz... faintz...
*shake head shake head*
totally astonished...
SACians who know her shud understand moi amazement...





tmr is another long wk of work, whereby i work frm mon to sat.
dis coming wk is an impt wk for cgh as dey r having their JCIA, re-accrediation.
so it gonna be a busy and tense wk, and hopefully i wont tio de audit qns or do anything wrong.
one work to describe: SIANZ!!!
hopefully, it will be a peaceful week...

whole of dis wkend, i been spendin my time watchin show.
finish whole of hana yori dango season 2 and nw finishing Yukan Club.
Yukan Club gt He Jun Xiang...
lol...
nice =)
more manga live actions!!!
Banzai to JDramas!!!





What is ur Korean Name?

Surname : Korean surname is the last number in your year of birth
0: Park
1: Kim
2: Shin
3: Choi
4: Song
5: Kang
6: Han
7: Lee
8: Sung
9: Jung

Middle name : is your month of birth
1: Yong
2: Ji
3: Je
4: Hye
5: Dong
6: Sang
7: Ha
8: Hyo
9: Soo
10: Eun
11: Hyun
12: Rae

Name : is your date of birth
1: Hwa
2: Woo
3: Joon
4: Hee
5: Kyo
6: Kyung
7: Wook
8: Jin
9: Jae
10: Hoon
11: Ra
12: Bin
13: Sun
14: Ri
15: Soo
16: Rim
17: Ah
18: Ae
19: Neul
20: Mun
21: In
22: Mi
23: Ki
24: Sang
25: Byung
26: Seok
27: Gun
28: Yoo
29: Sup
30: Won
31: Sub



My Korean Name is Sung Eun Mun (Hanja: 宋恩雯) (Hangul: 송은문)
lol... songs weird...





nw it is hardly 8.30am and i haf already woke up.
woke up wif a huge headache.
im still very very fatigue but simply cant gt back to slp.
the whole nite i haf been waking up den back to slp den again waking up and back to slp again.
the cycle continues several times, till nw i barely could get back to slp.
and i realised it din juz happened last nite but almost every nite.
it becomin a habit.
i think my body alarm had also adjusted to the early slp at 11pm and wakin up before 7.30am.
sianz...
im very tired lah...
*yawns*





在过于累的疲惫的当中，心情也在改变。
最近的心情有如近几天的天气一般的乌云密布 — 暗沉与低落。
好几天都在想东又想西，胡思乱想。
一直都在自我反省当中。
勾起好多让自己悔不当初的记忆。
好想让时间倒流，回到我可以从新选择一次，那我也许就不会如此的痛苦了吧！
但事情都已经发生了，那也只能恨自己，默默地接受。

现在好想好想出国散散心，好好的放松心情。
但是可恶的爸妈，要把我这可怜兮兮的小女子和那王八蛋丢在新加坡，一起到台湾玩。
我因为工作的关系，不能请假，所以不能一起同行。
心情更阴沉许多。
多到自葛不知不觉的在床上画圈圈。

嘿~ 又开始自闭了~
失眠的好几晚了。
话越来越少，想的却越来越多。
做人好累好累好累好累喔！

有时候想放弃了 但心还是痛的~

im at work...
slackin alil..
praise de lord, hopefully ltr it will be as gd as nw...
=)

Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
19
20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
Guzheng Player



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