Monday, February 27, 2006 ♡~


konichiwa... ^-^
today is sci lesson, it is abt fermentation.
recap on wad Mr Hamzah taught us in sec skool.
wahaha... today's prob easy as ABC.
finished class early today.
only got 3 teams of ple...
class damn pathetic today.
only gt those few ple...
striked "toto" today... got a red packet.
sianz sia... dis is de worst red packet i will eva wanna to receive.
bein a ger is soo troublesome, but it doesn't mean gers are troublesome.
still planning the class chalet.
damn sian lor, dunno who can make it leh...
need to book dis wed, but we money no enuff...
sobsob...
hope everyone can make it leh.
dis class nt as steady as PL0202...
last time moi class very zai de, everyone including de fac will try to make it for de outings.
therefore, we had alot of outings last sem...
miz PL0202...
unlike dis class, everytime de outings only gt de pathetic few who come nia.
it seems like i am de only person who is high nia...
take fotos everyone like dua pek kong.
all sit at their seats, butts like superglued onto de chairs like dat.
den outings nt everyone like interested.
only de gers are enthu...
haiz... disappointin lehz...
PS0104 cummo leh...
tot today lesson finish early den all of us can go orchard haf lunch or wad, but in de end, haiz...
but nvm lah... i doubt every class is de same de.
i cannt expect wad i had in PL0202, PS0104 muz be like dat too.
i think if only we had more time tgh den maybe we will be more bonded ba.
dis term is shorter den previous term.
bondin wif previous class oso stronger.
so maybe these are de factors dat hinder our bonding ba...
sec skool holiday comin liao...
yeah~ miz all moi juniors, wanna go pay dem a visit during their holiday cca practice.
hehe... shun bian go dance dance, exercise abit...
wanna go back to moi slim figure in sec skool.
haha...
hope during de holiday can trim down abit.
wanna flatten moi tummy too...
LoL...
holiday busy sia...
alot of thing to do...
wanna lost weight, class chalet, work, SACian gang gathering, and yada yada...
hope can achieve all.
≧0≦


Royal Writes の
5:48 PM


Sunday, February 26, 2006 ♡~


gal, crying


You are a MISUNDERSTOOD person.

You are always angered easily and prone to moodswings. Your perspective on Life is in Black and White, you see the edges of truth and deceit. You loathe being misjudged by others. The reason for your violent behavior could be because you were once a depressed person, and kept most of your hurt inside. The hurt that you've locked inside your soul has come bursting out of you, resulting in this outcome. You long to end your misery(by suicide), but you are either too afraid of death or you are still seeking the reason for your Existence.

Your traits:
*Hurtful
*Angry
*Suicidal
*Lost
*Kind
*Violent
*Rectopathic

Your color: Black/ Crimson
Your Quote: "Life is just one damned thing after another."

.oOo. What Are You Really Like Inside?[ Anime pics included.] .oOo.
brought to you by Quizilla
hmm... dis quiz nt actually true la...
it makes me sound so depressed and as if i will wan to commit suicide any moment.
i nt dat stupid to die sia...
even for something horrible unless it is as bad as de NYP tammy' incident...
o.O


Royal Writes の
7:32 PM


Saturday, February 25, 2006 ♡~


yawn* so damn slpy sia... damn tired dunno y leh...
stayed @ home today, been watchin videos and eating for de whole day.
damn lazy to do housechores.
ytd went bugis wif ting and ping. we 3 pon class tgh. went shoppin at bugis village and took neoprints. lastly went to the NLB, gt wireless dere leh... yipee... but noticed 1 weird thing is dis guys frm a particular skool (dunno wad sch leh) kept lookin at us. den when dey walk passed us dey smiled at us. nt only i noticed de, but ting also saw... diaoz... but dey nt cute enuf... LoL... den aft dat met ping's bf. he dunno where is NLB, frm bugis junction walked to NAFA den walked to guanyin temple but still can't find de NLB. den asked him to walk back to bugis junction to meet us. he walked damn fast sia. very fast reach liao. but he oso quite blur la, nv see us, oso walked pass us... LoL... but he was attracted to our laughter den he turned his head towards us, den finally noticed us. went home aft dat...
pimple outbreak again... sobsob... >_<
blotted de oil on my face, use 2 pieces of de oil blotter paper... LoL...
can see how oily moi face is.
but long time nv blot moi face liao... hehe...
tryin to get rid of de pimple on moi face.
been washin moi face regularly and avoidin fried food and tibits...
but i still can't resist de temptation of de food. feelin dat i m goin fatter and fatter.
HOWEVA, nt to de extend of being an AH BUI!!!
no one ever called me an AH BUI kkz!!! toopid pig!!!
But still tryin to slim down...
Finally dad and mum tok to each other liao...
heard dey goin holiday on de 2nd March...
LoL... hope it is truely de end of de TOOPID family prob.
dun wanna hear dem fight again. dey very noisy de...
glad dat dey will be away soon, as i can get a peaceful environment...
no more nags... LoL...
lookin 4ward sia...


Royal Writes の
10:58 PM


Friday, February 24, 2006 ♡~


haha... pon skool today...
ltr goin to shop...
dis few weeks stress la...
de stupid family problems and my weird moodswings...
so go shoppin to relieve moi stress... haha...
mum and dad quarreled again frm last nite to dis morning...
i m expectin more when i go home adnd dis weekends... haiz...
Father pls gif me strength...
but honestly la, if dey realli wanna divorce, i won't stop dem, neither will i wan to interfere into their affairs coz dey realli very disappointing sia...
i realli dunno wad to sae liao...
so tired dis few daes... lazy to update too...
been slackin ard... o.O LoL...
hope i will be able to keep moi cool and best of luck to me.
ever since 2006 starts, everything hasn't been very smooth for me...
sobsob... dey sae dragon babies fan tai shui...
gtg liao bye!!!


Royal Writes の
10:17 AM


Tuesday, February 21, 2006 ♡~


Today finish ppt very fast sia... den joy, ting, bing, siti, keke and me went to chiong at orchard during breakout 2. hehe... took neoprints but haven scan yet. haha... managed to cum back on time for 3rd meeting.
FINALLY, taken a class foto liao... will upload soon ba... coz today cum home so lazy liao but still gt to do quiz, evaluation and rj... sobsob... so tired sia... dunno y recently kept feelin so tired and pimple breakouts. de stupid big and swollen red dotz on moi face. u think de vain me can take it mah? worst still is dat one of it burst... yucks... but burst liao, it looked better la.
on de way back frm skool, stupid joy hit moi head, coz she saw a beetle car. Every beetle car she sees, she will whack moi head once. diaoz... she hit ple very pain de. aft she hit me i like kanna
migraine... headaches for de whole journey. on de train, weird thing happened to me too... ple kept askin me qns like is de nxt stop xxx station? or how long will it takes to reach xxx station... diaoz... den reach de station liao, de person almost 4gt to get down, still needed me to remind him dat he reach liao... see i so good.. whaha... den at bedok inter, kanna surrounded by some surveyors. kanna shocked, so reject de bloody survey.
dunno why gt alot of guys in moi class noe moi blog new url leh... wad sia... wonderin how it leaked out... guessin dat it is thru somebody ba... sobsob... read moi blog can, but dun disturb moi blog can liao... >_<"


Royal Writes の
10:56 PM


Monday, February 20, 2006 ♡~


sianz dae sia... alot of ple nv cum to skool today. haiz... tot can take class foto de, but so many ple nv cum. but still got take some fotos but mostly is mr froggie take de... LoL... today sci lesson on polarization of light. my 1st ans for de pro was correct sia. moi theory was oso correct. but kanna refuted by joy and de rest. but luckily yu ming took up de courage during ppt to go against dem. lol... moi grp correct lor... hee... =D i smart sia...
finally submitted moi doc for DAE le... met dou up and we went kit's hse tgh... lol... call pizza hut for delivery. eat till i damn full sia... yummy... thanks for their treat sia... haha...
juz watched de news, it was regardin de B&L contact lens solution. coz it is suspected to be causin serious eye infections. sobsob... am i goin blind? lol... jkjk lah... choi!~ go buy a new contact lens solution soon... but shld i still wear contact lens or wear spect tmr? see 1st la... haha... =P
the new article is below:
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/193699/1/.html
go slp liao... tired sia... nitenitez...


Royal Writes の
9:46 PM


Saturday, February 18, 2006 ♡~


Yeah~ Achieved in creating my very own blogskin.
start doin everything, including blogskin since 5pm+ all de way till abt 11.40pm+.
Nice??? I think dis is better den de previous i made ba.
totpid sis looked down on me, said i can't do it de.
HAHA... I DID IT!!! =P
comment needed for moi new blogskin. leave me a tag. =D

today damn irritated by mum and sis.
mummy is gettin more and more paranoid. can't stand it any longer.
when she is frustrated, she will start nagging and scoldin ple.
today her extent was to whack ple wif broom and she slapped me. >_<
she very unreasonable today.
i was doin laundry and i accidentally dropped de bamboo stick on her, den she slapped me.
so angry den i stomped back to de room.
dun wanna tok to her.
de weird thing is dat ltr in de afternoon, she acted as if nth happened, can still tok to me.
i think she abit siao liao.
she keeps suspectin my dad dis and dat.
i dunno is it true or nt la. but realli i can't stand it la...
she is makin me do stuff i dun wanna do. like checkin moi dad com and e-mails.
haiz... somebody get me out of dis sickenin life!!! sobsob...

gonna slp liao... tired sia... drained moi energy away to do de blog. nitez nitez...


Royal Writes の
11:59 PM


Friday, February 17, 2006 ♡~


Today is culture lesson. As wad Mr Moey promised, he will change grp... haha...
got away frm those freakin ple... LoL...
Today topic is on identity in virtual world.
I blog; active in Social Website (friendster) and MSN; and oso participated in alot of discussion forums. Hahah...
so am I in my true self or in masquerade?
see for urself la...
moi entries always involved alot of moi real feelings de...
but wad does dis mean?
i lugi? coz ple noe more abt me and invadin into moi privacy.
hmmm...
or is it i am attention seeking?
think abt it. o_O
Today moi grp do on LAN game. haha...
i very de old fashion la... dunno much abt it coz i nv play LAN games mah...
The only few online games are Maple, Runescape, Neopets (haha... nth to play mah...) , yahoo games mainly mahjong lah...
Generally, moi grp did alrite lah...
at least moi dis grp got ple do work de.
even though i dunno LAN games hor, but still did de ppt la...
Read dis interestin article frm TODAY paper.
it is abt de age of loitering...
teens under 17 yr old if found loiterin in public places aft 11pm, de police will take down de particulars and inform de parents.
Diaoz...<.<"
luckily i alreadi 17 yrs old liao... haha...
my sis is complainin abt dis stupid new curfew and moi mum praisin de police for dis incredible idea...
Personally, i feel dat i AM LUCKY dat i am over de age of 17 liao...
so it doesn't apply to me!!!
Yeah~ ^_^ haha...
fortunately dat dis doesn't affect me much at all...
glad to see dat at least dere is a law to control moi sis...
so she won't go out until so late den moi parents won't make noise den i won't get innocent blamings and scoldings.
GD LAW... haha...
Ple who are interested in dis new article go to dis url: http://www.todayonline.com/articles/101576.asp
on overall today still nt bad la...
But still kanna disturb...
pig sae de quite correct.
ignore dem.
de more i react to their toopid nonsense, de more happy dey are.
so cannt fall into their traps anymore.
muz be more brilliant... control myself... haha...

gonna do a new blogskin dis weekend. dats abt all for today... see ya... ^_^




Royal Writes の
8:30 PM


Wednesday, February 15, 2006 ♡~


damn bad mood today... ple sorry if i seem so attitude today... but i mainly against 1 team nia... their jokes nt funny lor... freakin pissed off... things haf their limits kkz...
changed moi msn dp... haha... look below...


i gt another nice pic too... hee...

Gurls who are frustrated by guys, go dis webbie:

http://www.davidandgoliathtees.com/games/throwrocks.html

Now happier liao... haha...
goin for interview... sianz lor... haiz... go home den do rj... hee... =D



Royal Writes の
2:47 PM


Tuesday, February 14, 2006 ♡~


today as i walked along orchard rd, i saw many couples holding hands, in de same coloured shirt, some to de extent of de totally de same dressin, and etc... kinda of sad and jealous. LoL... although, i felt lonely but nvm coz i haf frenz ard me... haha... who sae valentine dae muz be wif bf or gf, or for couples nia. it can oso be for frenz and buddies mah...
collect moi lappie today... yeah~ finally!!! tmr UT... can use and can study... whaha... no more slacking in class liao... hee... =D
read bible today... recommended by darren. Psalm 23. abt God will be dere for u always, no matter wad happen or wadeva... makin myself to read at least a chapter in de bible b4 i go to bed... haha... it is nv too late to return to de arms of God...
yawns* slpy sia... nitez... =/


Royal Writes の
10:00 PM


Monday, February 13, 2006 ♡~


went TP to check out de DAE thing wif siti... sobsob... dey sae cannt use GPA... haiz... all of dem sae moi GPA nt bad... nt bad oso no pt... no use lor... can't be used... haiz...
den went for de interview, de agency change de interview b4 4pm... haiz... no one inform us sia... wasted one trip dere... haf to go on another day... angry sia... >_<
on overall many things happen la... very bad day for me...
came home did moi DAE apllication liao... total gt 3 choices for me... so in de end chose vanessa takin de course... nt bad leh... mostly on business de...
1) Business Process & Systems Engineering
2) Financial Business Informatics
3) Info-Communications
hope can gt in lah... lettin God to choose for me... LoL... follow de fate lah... God will plan a way for me de... hee... =D wish me luck...


Royal Writes の
11:12 PM


Sunday, February 12, 2006 ♡~


haiz... finally aft de whole mornin to afternoon de fierce negotiation, a peaceful conclusion had arrived. mummy will compromise nt to make a fuss anymore, but if mum caught dad again wif dat woman, a divorce will be unavoidable. haiz... but aft all, it is still a happy ending. phew... -_-"
thanks God for his guidance and blessing... Alleluia... Praise de Lord!!! May de Lord continue to bless me and moi family and continue to gif us guidance.

Nw no need to fan abt dem liao... But i nw most fan abt de is moi poly transfer. I noe i can apply thru DAE or JAE... But i dunno much leh... still very confused. dunno whether shld i transfer or nt... if i transfer thru JAE, den i cannt use moi poly de result. sobsob... den de chances for me to gt into de course i wanna be in is lesser. so i dunno lehz... >_<

1) Applied Food Science and Nutrition (TP)
2) Consumer Science and Technology (TP)
3) Chemical Process Technology (SP)
4) Food Science - NEW (dunno wif poly)
5) Marketing/Business - (TP)
6) Culinary and Catering Management - NEW (TP)
7) Leisure and Resort Management - NEW (TP)
8) Retail Management (TP)
9) Quality Management and Engineering (NP)
10) Info-Communication (TP)

noticed dat i chose mostly TP? haha... dis time smarter liao... choose near near de... LoL... but really hope can gt into either one de... haiz... but mummy dun wanna me to change course leh, coz she thinks i waste one more yr and dunno whether daddy will pay xtra 1 yr de money mah? haiz... i am letting God to decide for me... haha... goin back to de perky me again... lesser one burden and trouble, shoulder is lighter liao... I oso happier... aft dis course transfer thing, i think i can totally return back to de chirpy and cheerful me again... Hee... =D

tmr goin to skool early to borrow lappie. lappie sent for repair... so need to borrow frm sch library to do moi work and as well as can play ma... LoL... if nt will be damn bored in class sia... going for de 2nd interview tmr... haha... i estimated liao, i can earn abt $700+ for 8 days of work... haha... aft i get moi pay can go shoppin again... haha... hope everythings work out. =D ^_^ will update soon...


Royal Writes の
7:11 PM




dey finally started negotiating liao... tok till nw still haven finish yet... dad is tryin nt to get a divorce. but he still thinks firmly dat he is nt guilty and shld nt compromise. on de other hand, mummy wants a promise frm moi dad dat he refused. sayin dat if moi mum trust him, wadeva promise is nt necessary de. stupid man... smth my dad said causing me to hate him alot... i will nt 4gif him if really does dat and if he does dat, i will disown dis father of mine. really, i m serious... things are gettin more severe and complicated liao... i am seriously angry wif him... i hack care dem liao... totally washing moi hands out of dis disaster... juz like how lee kwan yew wanted singapore to be... separation is de only solution for de birth of moi independence. LoL... sounds so political rite... promised myself dat i gonna make myself happy... ^_^


Royal Writes の
1:26 PM


Saturday, February 11, 2006 ♡~


so far no quarrel in the hse yet... But i am still in prepared and vigilant mode. Juz in case any typhoon or tornado comes... Haha... dun dare to tok to ,oi dad... his face damn black sia... haiz... actually if dey wanna divorce, it is up to dem... i am immuned to all dis nonsense dey cum out for de past 17 yrs liao... i think it is a wiser decision for dem to go in seperate ways than to let dem be tgh to quarrel and fight almost everyday. i sound so bad rite? but i alreadi had enuf... truely, dun wanna to continue such life liao... thinkin de pros and cons of dem being tgh, de cons are more. haiz... dun wanna sae much liao... coz it is hard for me to think fo rdem. if dey wanna be so childish, takin marriage as a game, i can do nth. de problem lies btw dem. dey haf to solve it demselves, we only can gif advise for dem to hear. dey wanna take it or nt, it is up to dem.
Went wif yin suan to collect her lappie, while i sent moi lappie for repair. de earliest date to collect moi lappie in dis wed. but i think got to call and call dem to pester dem to collect moi laptop. haiz... can't go onto de internet so often as b4 liao... dis will last till moi lappie cum back to me. LoL!!! cannt study ut liao... haiz... failing again? try to borrow lappie frm library on monday. LoL... mon sci leh... moi fav lesson, can score "A" easily... haha... see who in moi grp la... haha... hope no more mental torture... hee...
ending off here... scare moi PC crash again... haiz... dis PC lao ya la... pity it, coz kanna tortured by moi sista for so long liao... i seldom use it... see ya soon...


Royal Writes の
9:04 PM




haiz... tot dat i could haf a tok wif my dad last nite. But waited for him till ard 12 plus but he is still nt home... he is susposed to finish work @ 10 plus, why 12 plus still nt home... Fishy rite? mum suspected dat he went out wif dat woman again... haiz... wadelse can i sae? stupid me gave stupid reasons like maybe he went out to eat supper or wanna go out walk walk and more... u think my suspicious nature mum will believe in wad i said? 4gt it... fell asleep while waitin for him.
juz nw, i was woke up by my dad's call. he told me to tell my mum nt to stir things up. he said he will nv forgive my mum if she does dat. he warned dat he will whack her severely even if he has to be jailed for doin it. haiz... he asked me to advise my mum and dun let her do anymore stupid stuff.. aft puttin down de fone, i tok to my mum. asked her wad she did. she said dat she did nth. she only smsed her to gif her blessings... diaoz... my dad insisted dat she called his so-called friend. mum was so angry, she is nw on her way to go find de woman to reason out wif her. i tried to convince my mum nt to do it. but she couldn't cool down to think anymore. i tried my very best liao but still... haiz... i am totally lost and confused nw... dunno wad to do... i noe ltr smth bad, very very very very very bad gonna happen. de worst quarrel in history will eva happen. i cryin in moi heart sia... dun wanna cry out, coz i dun wan my sis to see, i scared dat my sis will be scare too. i am tryin to keep myself calm and be prepared on wad could happen ltr. listenin to hymns to keep myself cool.

My prayers
God pls save me... i am totally lost. i dunno wan to do. pls guide me... teach me wad shld i do to prevent something fearsome and bad is goin to happen. Father, pls save my parents frm their conflicts. Take dem away frm evil and let dem cool down and think properly. Guide dem along and pls enlighten dem to live in peace. Father u are de only one who can save us... Pls show mercy, save ur poor suffering children. This I sincerely pray to YOU, Amen...
Realised i am aft all nt dat strong. I am still like any other gurls who oso haf their soft and emotional side. keng so long liao. nw feeling damn tired sia... tired abt life, de unpredictable things and de nonsenses... haiz... update ltr if possible ba...


Royal Writes の
10:34 AM


Friday, February 10, 2006 ♡~


better dae today... my team is a mental torture and challenge for me... hilmi, taufiq and liping... OMG!!! Mr Moey gif me de "rights" to dem "F"... haha... so honoured sia... but on overall de team dynamic ok la...
Went for job interview aft skool today, noe more details abt de job liao... gurls work as cashier $5.50/hr... but on de 45th hours onwards is 1.5 times more... wow... so good... 1 dae off... but work frm ard 8-9am to 10.30pm... de agency tryin to help us gt transportation back home... Haha... $1/day for meal subsidies... LoL... we goin for another interview on dis Mon @ 20 Toh Tuck Rd de Popular... trainin on either 8th or 9th March... den work btw 10th to 19th March @ expo de Chinese Book Fair... gt one day off. i will be takin 15th ba coz got medical appointment...
Dad and Mum goin law firm dis Monday liao... haiz... dunno wad to do... wanna tok things out wif dem... but i think it is hard for moi dad to accept it la... i dunno la... shui ji ying bian.. LoL... tellin myself to stay happy... I think i have immune to such things liao... dunno la... very stress and confused sia...
gonna try gettin into TP thur DAE... DAE for TP starts frm today to 10th March... Thinkin more abt it... Dun wanna regret... LoL... Should haf transfer course in RP leh... Damn regret sia... Sobsob... Life is always like dat de... U think back, den u feel u shld haf done did or dat... Den regret wad u haf done or nt done... Ur one decision affects ur whole life...
My Life especially NOW seem very happening hor... but i dun wanna live in dis life... so complicating and explicit... haiz...


Royal Writes の
10:46 PM


Thursday, February 09, 2006 ♡~


tried to cover up moi stress and the problems that are making me sad. in class tried to 4gt abt wad happened at home and pushed myself into stupid madness. i m totally nt myself today. but de guys oso very wad de la... dey really driving me nutz la... everytime make fun of me... sobsob... guys are irritating la... today i seemed to make a fool out of myself... sobsob... haiz... nvm it is over liao... feelin so childish and stupid...
found a job @ expo frm 10-19 March @ expo... $5.50/hr... book fair... position still dunno (coz 4gt to ask) LoL... tmr goin 4 interview... hope everything will go smoothly for me...
nw in class... juz finished rj... dun feel like goin home yet. dun feel dat sense of belonging anymore. haiz... i think i am gonna to fall into de arms of miseries, devastation and depression soon. haiz... breaking down sooner or ltr. need someone for me to rely on to heal moi hurting heart, will be dere for me always and luv me... but i dun think it will cum true la... wanna go back to de perky me... but i think it is hard la... when am i gonna to release myself out of dis utter confusing world? Father, when r u goin to take me away and let me to return to u? Today problem got to do a lil on bible, i found dat i didn't noe God as much as i tot i was. away frm church so long liao... need to indulge myself back into de gospels and bible studies. LoLz...


My prayer
Father pls gif me ur blessing and guidance in everything i do. Help ur poor child. Save me from de salvations. Pls let me return to moi cheerful and perky me. Dun let me fall into the evils' hands. Bless my family and release us from the miseries. Take away the misunderstanding we have in our minds. Let us reunite together as a family. May u answer my sincere prayer. Amen.


Royal Writes の
5:27 PM


Wednesday, February 08, 2006 ♡~


left aft 1st meeting to see doc. had brunch wif moi classmates den go back class take bag den left liao... met up wif taufiq @ library den went to Redhill MRT station tgh wif siti... dey were goin to jurong to repair their lappie, while me go bedok to see doc. LoL...
reach @ ard 11 plus am to see doc... waited abt an hour to register nia. den abt more than 30 mins for consultation. gt de referral letter to SGH to see de skincare specialist. nt i request de... coz ge doc in de polyclinic couldn't find de root of de problem... so need to go to a specialist to do a detailed checkup... haiz... den we went to make de appointment. Moi appointment is on 15 March 2006, 2.40pm, Clinic J, Blk 3 Level 1... haha... write here b4 i 4gt... LoL... den went to make de payment and collect medicine. WaLau!!! de crowd was damn huge lor. den realised is dat their computers are down, all use manual de, so damn long. when i was at de payment counter went @ ard 1pm. waited dere alll de way till 4.30pm... Finally, i ren wu ke ren le. confronted de counter de staff. told her i waited damn long liao lor... finally aft much complains, dey got moi payment done. Bill is $4.85. den waited abt 15 mins for moi medicine. haha... totally worn off... tired sia...
reach home, str away eat dinner. den aft dinner, dad went out, my mum went along too. but aft 10mins, dey came back fighting... haiz... it was abt de adultery thing again... find moi mum a bit too suspicious of alot of things liao. den dad oso can't tahan her. he kept sayin he and dat woman really got nth de. but my mum saw last time, so hard for her to believe sia... sobsob... they started quarreling, den AGAIN, made noises sae wanna divorcé... haiz... i dunno whether wanna to believe in dem or nt. both of dem told me each side of de story and expect me to judge for dem. aiyo!!! so confused dunno to believe who lehz... sadsad... nw, it is raining in moi heart... den still what haven decide first for dem yet...
indeed it is a complicting... dun wanna care much... gointo have a early nitez... nitez!!!


Royal Writes の
9:03 PM


Tuesday, February 07, 2006 ♡~


haiz... dis few daes de gurls like tryin to avoid and stay away frm someone. we can stay dat person liao... haiz... i feel dat i abit like her too leh... soon change myself too b4 moi frenz turn their backs on me... find myself very quick and hot tempered. abit abit will get agitated... haiz... really think that i need to change liao... stick in gurls skool too long liao. need to control moi temper and be more feminine. I actually quite feminine de... but dunno why nw go to dis current class becum very violent and tom boy leh... really need to change b4 i get worst... LoL... can't imagine myself becum so tomboyish... hahaz...
tmr alot of moi classmates goin to pon class... i think most of dem goin to leave aft UT... maybe i gonna pon class too coz i need to go see doc. moi rashes gettin serious sia... seriously need to go see a doc b4 it gt worst too. haiz... sobsob... wanna gt a reference letter to de National Skincare Center. Sounds serious sia... but i very de vain de la... haha... so cannt let dis affect me...
haiz... tired sia... nite nite x_X


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9:51 PM


Saturday, February 04, 2006 ♡~


damn tired sia... moi blog acct and msn acct kanna hack. as u can see de below entry is de evidence dat Mr piggy terence wrote de... >_< in moi msn, he created another grp and named it as "the genius!!!" but i renamed it as "the PIG!!!". LoL... dun intend to change password yet, as i dun haf a password in mind yet. hack moi acct oso no use, nth much at all de. aiyo... ku xiao bu de ah...
Chingay was absolutely nice sia... Alot of unexpected performances... saw moi teachers (Mr Syed and Mr Juraimi) and my darlings SACians and de PA dancers de JieJies and Bros... De position i sat was de best de... it is in de middle and can view alot of upclose actions. but stupid photographers blocked me sia... take de fotos gt alot is their backview if nt is their butts... Bleagh!!!
stupid pig tortured me, dun let me slp... sobsob... slept ard 1 plus am nia... mum woke me up @ 8 plus am, sianz sia... so tired but bo bian still gt to forced myself out of bed...
1st place we visit is moi dad's grandaunt's hse @ hougang... on de way dere, i slept on de bus... haha... at their hse, i was damn quiet sia... nth to tok to dem... aft dat, went grandmere's hse @ ang mo kio. took her out for lunch. but grandpa was out working... haiz... didn't get to see him fro yrs liao... aft dat we went yishun to visit moi mum's brother. moi cousins suddenly very sociable. last time dun tok to dem de, nw we tok cock alot sia... de oldest is 30 over and is a father, den de 2nd is 20 plus reachin 30. both of dem still very immature leh... aft dat, we went to our grandaunt's hse @ sembangwang. Grandaunt doted me alot de... she noe we are cumin, specially cooked for us to eat. while my mum's cousin told me abt her trip ard de world. she completed her travel to certain countries liao, still planning to travel to more places to fulfil her wish. Wow... so envious of her sia... aft dat, when home... today's trip is like travelled to 1/2 of S'pore. Hahaz... very tired liao... nitez...


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11:55 PM




hi.. pig here..
today i went chingay
it was very fun..

but if the genius terence was performing
den it will be even better..

speaking of the genius terence,
he managed to hack in my blog on his first try
he damn genius la...

i am just a pig who is always getting outsmarted by him..
sian... but i noe when i am beaten..
he really too smart liao..
and i am too pig liao...

so early want to sleep...
just now i should have sleep sia...
if not the genius will not have hacked my blog...

now i cannot change or delete his post because i promise the genius i won't..

TERENCE ROCKS! =D


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