maybe it is juz mi and myself...
standing alone in the midst of this awful legacy...
dun understand lots of things, maybe somethings i will nv understand.
even if i do, i doubt my understanding.
dunno y it ended up dis way, but i juz cant free the torment im in nw...
maybe it haf to be in dis way but y?

lots of questions, but none are answered or goin to be answered...
juz hate myself...

sullen mood today, sorry to those who i affected dem...
nw speechless to express my feelings and emotion...
nid rational...

smth to cheer up de mood alil and moi appreciation to those who helped to cheer up my mood.
kope frm yaohong (click on the picture for a larer view)








so many things to update...
lol...

SAT - went for Swat littering event at BV
quite fun lah...
led de kids to pick up litters.
gt bullied too...
dunno how dey concluded dat de person i like is taller den mi, which is like duhz...
argued wif de sec 1 kids... =.=
but kind of like fun lah...
aft pickin up de litters, led dem frm commonwealth square to OK park.
walked quite far...
sianz... but dey entertained mi lah...
LOL!~
reached OK park, gathered wif moi eco-trail team.
jk ard and shared our experience...
all of us were standing at de pathway where de minister will pass by de.
but wasn't on purpose. din noe de...
lol...
de minister shook our hands...
haha... asked us where we frm...
most of us wanted to gif funny ans.
lol... but logical, we said we were frm RP lah...
lol...
aft de performances and etc, had buffet.
ate lots of stuff...
saw moi xiao shuai... LOL!!!
took foto wif YY and de eco-team.
also took foto wif de minister.
lol...
aft dat, waited for de bus for 1 freakin hr...
sianz...
aft dat reach sch, went canteen pei YY.
at canteen, saw moi other fyp team...
watched 300 wif dem...
stupid isa kip bluffin mi...
=.=
but generally, dat all for moi saturday...


SUN - went out wif dou
met at ard 10am.
reached raffles city ard 10.20am...
den started queuein for donuts...
queued for 2.5 hrs.
gt one auntie wan to ask mi help her buy.
but i refused...
whaha... coz dun wan help dis type of lazy auntie...







aft dat, went funan to buy moi mouse.
den went to MS to shop for prezzie, which i regret buyin sooooo much.
nvm... 4gt it liao...
nw i shall juz enjoy it wif moi pals...
God realli noe how to "torture" mi...
=(

today brought donuts to share wif moi pals...
but some of dem nv come...
=(
but still managed to finish de donuts...
lesson today still ok lah...
aft UT 4, can start slackin liao...
gave up for applied chem...

anyway,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXUAN!!!





im typically veri sianz and tired nw...
coz tmr got to reach RPC at 7.15AM!!!
OMG!~
total disaster for mi sia...
dunno how am i goin to get dere.
most slightly by cab, coz moi 1st bus frm moi hse to bedok inter is 5.15am, but bus 168 is 5.30am.
doubt i can reach inter b4 5.30am to catch dat 1st 168 bus.
and if i dun catch dat bus, i most slightly gonna be late.
so why dun i juz pamper myself, take cab.
and i can wake up ltr too.
LOL!~
but oso dun understand myself, y i stress myself so much for wad.
I completed CE pts liao and de pts are overflowing sia...
=.=
i would rather donate my pts away den to waste it in my record.

purpose for mi to wake up early is gt to bring some kids (dunno pri or sec) to Commonwealth Square (which i oso dunno where de hell is it) to pick up litters.
luckily is watch dem pick up litter and i stay dere to contribute the litters...
LOL!!~ (whaha... jkjkin nia...) watch over de kids nia...
Other den dat, my job is oso to reinforce the message of anti-littering and the importance of keeping our environment and public places clean to the residents.

above pic shows who im bringing and where i bringing them too.
look at yuhong's part...
cool sia...
de highlighted green portion is dat dey gonna to strike and protest against the residents to create awareness about the litterin dey made.


our programme timeline

hmmm... hope it end even earlier.
wanna come back to slp and i wanna chiong de fyp report and ppt.
dun wanna make it too last min.
coz 1, 8 and 9 aug no sch mah...
den 10 aug nid submit report liao and 15 aug presentation.
sure veri rushy de...

hmmm... hope to achieve wad i muz complete.
My Main Core: FYP and PP
and nw, consumer cant pon liao coz ponned 3 times.
applied chem and instrumentation still can pon 1 time each.
signal processing still can pon 2 more times.
lol...
guess gonna wait until i cant tahan den will pon bah.
but for applied chem, dis mon sure nt goin to pon de.
coz UT4 on fri, which i muz do well for, coz of dat bloody "D" for UT2.
sucks sia!!!
high self-expectation.

woke up early and reached sch relatively early (ard 8.35am) w/o taking cab...
wwwweeeee!~
feel a great sense of achievement.
haha...

but went to class liao, quite sianz...
coz alot of ple nv come.
moi team only 2 ple nia, me and boyang.
=.=
so sian dat wanna pon sia...
but in de end din pon...
(gt a big funny story behind decision abt whether we wanna ponnin or nt)
coz merged team wif ash's team.
initally was supposed to merge team wif jiaxuan de, but haha he too "attractive" liao.
so attracted Meiyun and Rebecca over to him...
so we had to go over to ash's team.
LoL!!!

aft makan, went for lab...
stupid augustine like dun wan to help moi team.
cant gt de freakin waveform.
=.=
den tony tan oso came by, wanna find gab de.
but coz gab nv come, in de end it became mi.
he wan mi to pass de msg (regardin wearin slipper in lab) to gab.
diaoz...

kkz... aft lab went back to class to do ppt.
de idea abt ponnin came back again.
haha...
boyang instillin de idea abt ponnin to everyone.
makin suggestions like go watch movie, play arcade and etc.
lol...
tok so much, make so much plans.
in de end, we NV PON!!!
lol...
he jitao sian diao...
haha...
coz we "tau" (wasnt on purpose de) him alot of times.
lol...

for my team, we used fang liang's ppt, but gt edit and add abit of new info in.
coz all of us no mood liao, esp moi team.
coz ash in our team and no waveform.
expectin dat auguestine will bombard my team.
he came into class, seein so many ple had left class half way thru and jiaxuan alone in his team.
but it came to all of our surprise is dat he asked us, wan him juz present 6th ppt mah.
lol...
of coz wan lah!~
haha...
shiok lor...
we juz upload ppt can liao...
he say ple stay behind, A or B, pon de is either C or D.
lol...
went home early.

moral of de story is:
sometimes, things may appear unglam, but aft some "determination", things may change for de better, and may even receive unexpected surprise! =)





so tired...
but tmr MUZ go to sch early...
tmr instrumentation, skipped twice liao, so cant pon much liao.
leavin 1 more time for de last few weeks bah...

nw gt sudden craving for donuts and bar chor mee.
=(
anyone wanna da bao for mi, or jio mi along to eat???
lol...

sianz...
many things to do, but lil time is given.
wish for 48 hrs a day...
lol...





skipped sch for 2 days.
thurs and fri...
blogged on wad happen on thurs - medical appt.
ponned fri's class, 20 Jul 2007.
coz went for performance at UCC.
nid to be in sch @ 2pm to help de gurls wif their preparations.
Helped out in doin the head set, putting on the jewellries for some of the gurls, puttin of the tattoo and be their ah sum - clean up their mess.
it've been a long time since i did all these stuffs.
miz de days in sec sch, whereby im responsible for all the stuffs and nid to take charge of doing the make up and "stock take" and ensure dat the jewellries, props, dinners and etc are available.
this time, their preparations were rather insufficient.
things are made in a mess.
esp when i nid the head sets to help to put on the gurls' hair, but yet everything aint dere.
tattoos nt prepared and insufficient.

when we set off, on the bus liao, de gurls den suddenly recalled, nv take props, hair pins and etc.
o.O
stunned wif their responsibilities.
rather disappointed.
everytime, i will prepare everything, all ready for dem.
trained and left de juniors wif this muz-learn skill.
but aft dat, jrs din pass on.
and also becoz everytime de seniors prepare everything for dem.
BUT everything was taken for granted.
hope they haf and will learn their mistakes and will improve on it for the nxt comin up performance in aug.

on de bus, de stupid driver kip complainin said we late, and will cause him to be late to fetch the nxt batch of students.
say wad 5.30pm liao, will haf traffic jam.
wadeva...
de best and shortest route frm my sch is to take ECP, but in de end, he went PIE.
den still complain jam.
i was like sittin at de back wif moi jrs and tellin dem, "stupid uncle kip complainin! den dunno how to go by ECP ah."
in de end, true enuff, PIE jammed...
den he went out at eunos and drove to marine parade and went by ECP!!!
=.=
aft one big round, still go by ECP.
den y in de 1st place dun take ECP leh???
argh~
BTH de uncle.
dunno how he drove de.
on de way he suddenly braked very hard, and i almost lost my balance and flew to the front.
o.O
frm den, made all moi jrs sit at their own seats and no one to leave their seats.
All thanks to the reckless driver!!!~

reached UCC, brought de gurls to foyer to sit.
saw quite alot of the other schs' participants.
told moi gurls b4hand to present their up most gd behaviours.
No disappointment on their disclipine.
aft dat, we proceeded to the changin rm.
while they were continuin their make-up and etc, went to take de chance wif moi other senior-ed jrs to explore the place.
shui bian see gt shuai ge or nt...
LOL!!!
gt shuai ge lah, but all xiao didi lah...
SOBZ!!
stupid jrs still luo jin xia shi, say i old...

when the show started, we went to the backstage to watch performance.
coz de theatre was full-hse, so cant go to the audience seats to watch.
actually it is nt allowed to watch at de backstage de.
so aft a few performances, we gt chased out.
haha...
but at least can still watch a few performances.
aft dat went back to de changin rm.
start to prepare de gurls wif some warm-ups and oso start moi naggings.
haha...
actually is juz reminders for dem to take note on stage.
but dey complain dat it sounded like a nag.
i was juz worried for de kids nia, coz so some r 1st timer on stage.
although it is SYF closing and we r performin our SYF piece nia, but de sec 4 cant join, coz dey r preparin for their N and O lvls.
so Mrs VJ replace dem wif other new and inexperienced dancers.
that is y im so worried.
and in my eyes, they r still kids.

finally their turn to go on stage liao...
went wif dem to backstage to gif dem my upmost support.
but b4 us, was catholic high de guys performin.
dun look very shuai or wad.
but when dey go on stage, wooo, diff sia...
their dance moves are charmin...
LOL!!!
but aiyo, XIAO DIDI!!!
=.=
aft dem, our dancers' turn.
while dey r performin on stage, in my heart, im watchin wif nervousness.
hopin dat no mistake will be made.
which inevitably, dere bound to be.
ekta's headset dropped.
but to mi, dis is juz a minor one, at least no one fall down.
haiz...
aft de performance, ekta cried.
xiu yun was rubbin it in.
like wad de hell.
she say wad dey deserve it de, coz dey nv experience any mishap b4 mah.
den cant take it.
wadeva...
i was thinkin, it is hard to avoid de.
dun wanna say much, juz comforted her.
in de changin rm, all de dancers gave her 3 cheers to support her.
wad a heart-warmin expression.
=)
impressed.

aft de performance, we still left wif 1 more performance - finale wif other representatives frm other sch.
our sch haf 10 representatives.
haha... mi again, went to the backstage wif dem, to support dem.
jk ard wif dem, hope to relax their tense.
although de routine din turn out well enuff, coz out of tempo.
but still ok lah...
coz went all de sch ple cramp tgh and dance on stage.
it totally din turn out gd, coz stage really nt much space and everyone still unsure wif de new routine which dey learnt in juz 2 to 3 days nia...

but on overall, still satisfied wif their performance
aft dat, when back to changin rm and start to pack up to return to sch.
but lao shi pey, said gt reporters wan to interview us.
so selected 4 ple.
and i oso went along to KPO...
lol...
no lah... to guide dem...
jked to dem, said i went along is to tell de reporters de history of our cca.
haha...
coz i pioneer mah...
LOL!!!
but de reporters are frm an hindi newspaper.
=.=
i cant read hindi.
4gt it...
sianz...

aft de interview, Mrs VJ left, leavin de gurls to mii and for mi to take care of dem.
=.=
kkz...
gathered dem at de foyer and total chaos in de foyer.
coz show end, many SACians came and disturb moi dancers.
argh~
took some time to gather dem back and de bus driver came and kip hurryin us.
so pissed off and told de uncle off.
A: "UNCLE, i nid to do headcount leh."
U: "AIYA!!! NO nid de. dey see wear de same (as in same costume) de go liao, dey will follow de."
A: "UNCLE, cant u see all very messy, cant see where de kids. We go liao, de other nv follow how?"
U: "NVM LAH, let dem go back on their own lor."
A: "UNCLE, dey missing, we haf to explain and be responsible to their parents leh, nt u lor!"
UNCLE DIAM DIAM!~
but aft dat, he still kip hurryin...
FUCK LAH!!!
how can leave de kids dere, all their belongings in sch lor.
how to take cab, pay wif wad?
STUPID UNCLE!!!
so insensitive de.

aft dat, gt alil angry and de kids kip missing.
so pissed off.
screamed at dem.
ask dem be more discipline.
argh!~
make mi paiseh myself in public.
but nvm, ple think i their teacher...
LOL!!!
den grp of guys behind mi kip starin at mi.
lame jrs said, "eh de guys at de back kip lookin at u leh."
(coz i shout at dem mah, of coz ple will look lah)
but i jk back, said "aiya, i pretty mah. Wad to do?"
LOL~~

haiz...
ultimately, tirin day but yet enjoyable. coz everyone of us seem to bond better.
and im sure all of them learnt a lesson and i oso learnt dat nv bring kids out ever again.
haha...
but i noe, i will still do it, coz i will nv stop myself frm washin my hands off de kids and dance.
coz dey r all my precious babies.

Pictures we took:









gettin alil emo again...
maybe it is juz PMS.
zzz...
din attend sch today.
coz gt medical appt @ SGH.
woke up early to prepare.
appt at 2pm, but left home at 11am.
went to chinatown to haf moi brunch...
aft makan, went shoppin wif moi mum.
mum and i bought facial products.
lol...
but i paid for moi own things.
mum is freakin stingy, coz she said moi medical bill is costing a bomb for her.
=.=
wadeva, dun wanna tok to her much so juz took moi stuff and walked to de cashier and paid wif moi card.

reached SGH early for medical appt.
but still gt to wait for reachin 1hr.
=.=
and moi doc changed again. zzzz...
but all still de same advise and comment.
nid to put more moisturizer and take moi pills regularly.
careful wif diet too.
aft see de doc, went to de pharmacy to collect moi medicine.
in de hospital pharmacy, i still can spend $7 on sugar-free sweets and chocolate (all suitable for diabetic ple).
pei fu myself on de way i spend moi money...
=.=
argh no self-control!!!

slept late last nite, tryin to summarize wad we did for ytd fyp.
so convenient sake, i put it into ppt, juz in case we nid these info for our presentation on the 15 Aug...
say till presentation, it is reachin freakin soon.
15 Aug 2007, OMG!!!
nid to present in formal wear, present for 40 mins, 3 evaluators - nt included our fyp supervisor and co-supervisor.
dunno who r our evaluators.
scared tio those faci who ask lotsa questions.
im nt very good at explainin leh...
sure die de...
STRESSS!!!!
formal wear, i already gotten my blouse and heels.
nw left bottoms...
hmmm, skirts or pants? still cant decide.

so sianz...
really scared dat i cant gt thru poly.
quite a no of pals quit sch liao.
like siti and melissa, quitin in yr 2.
liping quitin in yr 3.
oso gt to on de verge de, like yshan, terence, kenneth, and etc.
=.=
me like losin mood to study liao...
but nt till de extend of want to quit sch.
i no self-control in spendin money, but still gt self-discipline.
no matter wad, will still try to put myself thru de.
but still scare 1 day, i cant make it.
zzZZzz...
if 1 day, it really happens to me, pls juz slap mi and stop me frm doin it.
no matter how, oso muz pull, drag, row or do wadeva to mi juz to bring mi to sch.
dun wanna do anything dat i will regret.
i had enuff abt regrettin dis and dat.

sleepy mi...
been slpin late and wakin up early.
tmr oso likewise, coz goin back to SACSS to help out for de SYF closing performance @ UCC.
but nw, wanna to watch show..
haiz...
complicated mi...






haha... today fyp quite fun lah...
think everything in fyp is goin onto track le bah...
things seems to be getting better.
which is good...
hope it will be lasting.
nw workin hard for FYP, coz we had dis fierce teacher who will stress all of us.
sometimes wif optimum stress is good.
at least it will be better den havin a faci who does nth like augustine chew.
LOL~

haha...
today Mr Gab nv style hair.
looked damn weird...
he and his foolish actions gt captured.
and de evil us postin it on net...
good thing is we haven nominate him on Hey! Gorgeous! wif dat pic.
lol...

masterpiece:





EVIL LAUGHTER FILLIN DE AIR!!!

MUAHAHA~





NEW VIRUS in RP!!!


it is called 暧昧.exe
it looks like a white-skinned fatty ghost rabbit.
usually appear in the library aft sch.
lurves tapioca chips, but she pronounces as tropical and spells it as topical.


how it infects u:

she will use her horrendous vocal and screech her out-of-tune song of 暧昧 into ur ears.

side-effects:

deafen ur ears and makes ur hairs stand and u juz wanna kill dat irritating virus.

how to remove the virus:

buy tapioca chips and stuff her mouth.






wheee!~
aft so much cravin for kbox, finally went today wif suan, ting and joy.
kinda pathetic coz only 4 of us nia...
jio-ed many other ple, but siti MIA, yshan family day, frog had a lame excuse and keke working.
hopefully, it wont happen for de aug holiday de chalet .
was asked to organise again...
anyway, downtown gonna haf kbox soon liao...
hehe... hope it is open by de time we go.
den i guess, all of us will chiong in kbox liao...
lot of PS singers.
LoL!~

today, de time like quite short sia...
din really sing until very song.
couldnt finish all de songs we chose.
=.=
if time longer, sing more songs, den it will be better bah...
wanna go again sia...
anyone wanna pei mi? =)

aft kbox-ing, pei ting go raffles city to queue for donuts, while suan went to bugis meet her frenz.
queued quite long but de queue din move much...
=.=
donuts kip out of stock...
den some assholes cut de queue.
IDIOTS lor!!!
argh!~
we gt pissed, den went to buy beard papa.
aft dat, ting went off to find ming while joy and i went bugis find suan...
walked to fu lu shou complex wait for her and her frenz...
haha.. in de end, dey were at another exit.
coz joy gave de wrong location =.="
aft dat, went to seiyu to shop ard.
check out the shoes and formal wear for suan for her fyp presentation.
hehe... as well checking out a bottom for moi presentation...
gt de shoes, de blouse, nw left bottom.
dunno shud choose skirt or pants.
haha... more prone to skirts.
lol...
wasnt a fruitful reward.
went muji to shop.
haha...
i bought tong luo shao, sweets which i like it ultimately as it dissolved once u put it inside ur mouth and 4 pens - blue, black, red and a multicolored pen cum pencil.
these costed mi $18.90 (incl 7% GST - $1.25).
but at least spent on much useful thing, better den on cab fares or givin it away.
lol...
aft shoppin, saw dou, florence and laura at de toilet.
haha... of all places - de toilet.

aft dat, went home.
nid to haf dinner wif moi family.
dad din nag so much today lah...
on overall, still ok...
but mum juz gettin paranoid and naggy.
BTH!!!
aft dinner, accompanied dem to NTUC to buy TIBITS...
lol... saw dis uncle choosin de kiwi.
his action super disgraceful.
de kiwi are sealed in box de, but he went to open it and choose the good ones out and repacked into his own box.
was starein at his action.
wanted to go up to him and ask him dun so pai kuan.
juz imagine a gurl difference of 30-40 over yrs old approaches him and tell him off.
SUPER PAISEH rite?!?
so more tio told off by a younger pretty lady.
but i no courage for dis type of direct action.
=.=
but it is like so SUPER DUPER GROSS wif his INCONSIDERATE ACTION.
purposely said loud loud to moi mum, "WAO LAO! SO inconsiderate lor! where gt ple like dat de... so low class!"
i mean? sarcasm is better den direct confrontation lor.
de uncle more mean wor!
de uncle heard liao, still choosin, but was wary of moi words.
so he took de last kiwi and left, but din close de rest of de opened boxes of kiwi.
EEEEEEKKK!~
disgusting...
other ple will buy de kiwi de mah.
be considerate lah.
curse dis type of ple, may their food be spoilt and gt worms.
eat liao gt super BAD diarrhea.
argh!~ turn off...
thinking abt it, mum ytd bought kiwi frm de same NTUC too.
EEEEEKKK!!
dun dare to eat liao.
but realli lah, dis type of ple shud be barred frm goin to supermarkets sia...
mum said i shud haf take a foto of dat scene and send to de media.

basically for de whole day i enjoyed.
but understood de ugly sides of some SINGAPOREANS.
cut queues and inconsiderate actions in de supermarket.
argh!~
these ple paiseh us nia...
TOTALLY TURNED OFF!!!





ytd aft sch, chiong back home to put down my laptop b4 chionging dwn to SACSS for SYF celebration (sch event).
1st time in history, our sch had dis celebration.
surprisingly, it turned out to be a party nite.
de gurls can wear wadeva they like...
haha... juz like wear wad u like day, but wif no restriction.
saw Sister Angela, moi pri sch principal, nw she is helping out at canossianville children home.
long time nv see her, she still can rmb moi mum.
haha... aft so long... misses her so much...
Miss Sister Virginia too... i dun wan to leave any regrets anymore...
wanna visit dem more often, b4 losing dem, like auntie minnie.
saw moi other teachers, Mdm Peg, MOJO (Mrs Joseph), Mrs Chong, Miss Chua, Mrs Tay and etc.
misses dem so much...
had a long chat wif moi teachers...
hehe... but it is still de same usual qns asked. (ehhh~ u r angie rite? i rmb u. where u studyin nw? wah~ so far ah... wad course? nt bad... u came back for ur cca ah? den yada yada on...)
sch provided buffet too.
nt bad, but i din eat.
savin a space in moi stomach for moi supper - Bar Chor Mee and alcohol)
hehe...
our sch oso invited triple noze (some century ago de talent-time show winners), balloon sculpturer and another singer (god noe who's dat BOTAK is).
weeeekk~
whole nite was excited wif de balloon.
hehehe... like a kid, but it was damn cool lor...
i had a spongebob de patrick balloon sculpture and a heart balloon sculpture too.
sooo nice.
so obsessed wif moi patrick...
haha...
sooo cute!!!
aft dat, we partied in sch.
dance alil...
feel dat clubbin atmosphere is better (like der!~)
b4 endin de event, de new principal made everyone see de sch song.
de way de gurls sang was funny.
haha... melswee took a video of it.
will upload it another time.
anyway, update moi ex-SACians abit.
our sch changed Principal and Vice-principal.
upload de foto nxt time.

aft de event, went to Blk 85 market for supper.
BAR CHOR MEE and SATAY!!!
saw melissa wee tooo...
long time nv see her too...
haha...
long chat wif moi gurls...
aft dat went home.




pics of de nitez


balloon sculpture~


highlights of the nitez





sianz...
been takin cab to sch almost everyday for de past 2 weeks.
spent abt $100+ on cab liao.
been wakin up late.
alarm got set, but aft offin it, i will automatically go back to slp.
den by de time i wake up, it will be 7.30am...
=.=
argh!~
been goin home late for de past 2 wks too, coz in sch do de secret project thing.
den pei Joy and moi other SIT pals to chiong their fyp.
everyday chiong until 7-9pm den go home.
go home late = slp late = wake up late.

sianz...
nid some slappin to stop myself frm takin cab.
=.=
someone pls STOP mi!!!





finally, fyp we got some results...
aft so many weeks of stress and scoldin we got.
haha... somehow, tony tan misleaded us.
but luckily, flx finally answered moi calls.
=.=
calling him to come down is worst than askin toa pek gong to come down and help.
but aft much effort, managed to dig some stuff from him which kind of help us.
we even recorded de part where he asked us to us RS232 pins, whereby tony tan asked us nt to use it.
haha...
but realli aft much stress, we managed to gt it.
so delighted.
nw we got to find out on UART.
understand on it, so we noe how it work totally den we can combine wif de labview side.
weeek!~ (=





hmmm... today is a day where i cant gt much rest and haf alot of things to do.
went marketin wif moi mum, done de laundries, helped mum to cook, been updating de secret project.
haha...
did so much stuff...

anyway, went to order contact lens today.
7 pairs for $130
consider cheap lah...
haha...
yay!!!
pretty eye angie gonna be back soon...
whaha...

kkz.. aft chiongin so much wif moi SIT frenz...
finally had everything up...
kkz, wad is up only moi darlings PSians and SIT frenz noe nia...
haha very qiao dat thing oso start wif P and S.
but nt workin out yet.
hope by de words of mouth and de power of msn can help it.
haha...
but becoz of it, made new frenz and learnt alil of XML... LoL!~
anyway thanks gurls, esp JOY, TING, TING^2, YSHAN and SUAN^2!!!


[yshan and moi hp chain thingy. Gt frm our Jack and Jill Potatoes Chip.]
hehe... SK dun haf... dun gt jealous hor...






[updated on 10 Jul 07]

went back for dance today.
nid to polish their steps and position.
was very disappointed wif their performance.
warm-up was utterly a mess.
it became a game session instead.
=.=
wondered if dey understood wad does warm-up means.
it means stretchin of body muscles to prevent body strain...
haiz...
dat one i BWG!
juz tell dem de imptance abt it, but dey say wan fun.
but me and melswee told dem how impt it is.
hope dey understood.
aft dat, i saw de dance.
phoof~
understood why de help sms was sent liao.
totally a disaster.
argh~
lost de SYF standard.
de efforts de seniors put in haf gone into waste ah...
haiz...
anyway, aft dat, gif dem a huge scolding...
pointed out de pts dey haf to improve on, and aft dat make dem dance again.
it gt slightly better.
at least moi scoldin still helps abit..
haiz...
made dem practice till Mrs VJ and Melswee came.
den showed de dance to dem.
but still aint good.
haiz...
dis fri, Pattie gonna gif dem trainings on de dance, coz i cant make it.
sianz... coz cant pon liao.
nid to leave it for 20th July de concert.

aft practicin de SYF dance piece for UCC concert, dey practiced de Nade Nade dance.
gt to see de translation of dat song. LoL...
it is abt some harvestin of de mangoes...
whaha... laughed till i peng~
but interestin lah...
de dance was great.
was learnin de dance too.
moi body juz moved to de music.
lol...

Nade Nade Dance Video

de other dance was de Dhoom Machale, for teachers' day.
very nice song.
dance choreographed by moi jrs.
supposed to gif some idea of de dance steps.
but i 4gt.
lol...
but very nice...
realli lookin 4ward to de teachers' day
learnt part of de dance liao...
lol...

Dhoom Machale Dance Video

aft dance, stayed back in de dance studio to gossip and oso zi lian wif moi darlings jrs...
hehe~
was so crazy abt dance~
haha... but haf a great time.

fotos


moi darlings at practice!~


scarf used in the Nade Nade Dance.


our dance instructor - MRS VJ!~


doesn't dis look like an indo's flag strain wif curry


MRS VJ wif US!~
see de fatty skin at moi neck.
=(

Start of our zhi lian-ing












our spastic looks


bleagh!~ we aint les! it is juz dat we r frm gurls sch!


nw who's tongue is longer? de fact is Pattie~

on de way out of sch, saw Mrs Chong, chatted wif her.
coz long time nv see her liao...
chatted alot of stuff...
haha...
aft dat, went makan wif melswee @ Blk 85 market, had our usuals - bar chor mee...
weeee~

nitetie nitez~

Your Emoticon is Sad

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Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Your Birthdate: October 20

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Your Life is 75% Off Track

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moi emo days r back again...
sianz... freakin shit...
ytd, i cried again~
regardin lotsa stuff...
juz purely thinkin back and reflecting...
totally no mood to study sia...
wanna pon so much.

argh~

lots of things to do for this mth:
1) Complete PP Report
2) Go Back to SACSS for Dance Rehearsals
3) Ecotrail de Anti-littering Campaign
4) Moi Secret Project with PSian gurls
5) Medical Appointment @ SGH
6) UTs and FYP
7) Make Contact lens and trim my hair again (nt veri impt)
ok de rest, kind of forgotten liao...
rmb still gt alot de but nw cant recall sia...

realli dun haf to mood to study liao...
been forcing myself to go to sch everyday.
but realli, suddenly like lost interest in studyin liao...
sianz...
but last yr liao, realli dun wish to drop out frm sch or quit juz like dat.
neither do i wan to spend another yr in poly.
i wan to leave RP asap.
but so scare dat moi fyp and PP will put mi down.
tony tan wan commitment, but i cant gif my 100% of commitment.
but when it come to dance, i can be very devoted.
maybe dance dun gif mi dat kind and any much of stress and worries bah.
but no matter wad, i will make myself to pull thru at least for this yr bah.

de emo person is listenin to her emo music to make herself more emo...
emolism~

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty. At work and school, you do best when you're researching. When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising. Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking. You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

You are 73% Libra

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

finally frm today onwards, moi long leave frm BK.
hopefully relieving some of moi busy schedule.
hehe =)

GST increment starts today~
sianz...
frm my young age where GST was 3% - 4% - 5% den nw 7%!!!
like shit lah~
nw go shoppin, pocket de hole bigger liao...
NETS oso maybe gonna to implement charges...
F* lah! everything cost so much...
increase, INCREASE, increase, but nv decrease de...
income nv increase...
=.=
i dun haf GST OFFSET PACKAGE EITHER!!!
y law nv state, ple under age of 21, NO GST!!!
sianz lah...
problems wif our govt is dey dun spare a thots for us youngsters, and only think for de adults, de needy but nt de students esp poly students...
we r always de neglected ones...
nw moi shoppin is more restricted liao...
standard of livin in SG is gettin so much higher liao...
sianz...
gt a feel of migrating to some other countries like thailand where everything is cheap and affordable.
but i wan somewhere else where the govt, politics and climate is much more stable.

on fri, darling dance jrs sent mi a help msg.
nid mi to go back to polish their dance again.
coz 20 Jul is their performance @ UCC for SYF closing.
nt all sch can go kkz...
haha...
but dey only haf practice on wed and fri nia...
sianz...
wed gt fyp, fri gt elective.
cant pon leh...
hopefully either one of de days can leave earlier bah...
i noe put everything accordin to piorities, but dance is my greatest interest and my source of energy...
nth can change moi affection for moi dance cca...
weeeeee~

anyway dat jr, Teri Yeo who participated in CSS2 is out!
but din really expect her to be out so soon lah...
but her facial expression and gestures on stage is all so stiff.
machiam like puppet like dat...
=.=
hope she can win de survival round lah...
SACians show ur canossian spirits, vote for her bah...
but i wont, coz of her attitiude she shown to me...
but din expect dat Shawn to be out too...
his performance for dat day was good and CUTE~!
esp when he sat on de stage and swingin his legs...
sooo kawaii~
wish dem all de best for de fan shen zhan~

kkz... wonder did anyone read de recent newspaper report on de death at National Stadium carpark.
Superband de Soul's Ishi found dead in his car due to carbon poisoning.
de media wrote dat he was suspected to commit suicide becoz of love...
but i believe media like to assume, so may not be true...
but if it is, i think he is rather stupid.
y becoz of some setbacks den commit suicide, somemore it is becoz of LOVE???
stupid lor...
still can find a better one lor...
dun becoz of one flower den gif up de whole forest mah...
rite???
haiz...
but find dat Ishi is very talented.
previously went to support my frenz in a dance competition, den got to noe him alil...
although nt veri de shou, but still think he nt bad.
can dance, can act, can sing, write song and gt a veri shuai smile...
nw veri hard to see such talented guy which comprises so much talents liao.
de guys ard mi, cant find any as talented as him, nt even half of him.
die juz like dat veri de ke xi...
haiz...
shi shi nan liao...
but becoz of dis incident, i learnt dat muz take note of de ppl ard mi.
if anyone is like him, i will try to kai dao ta.
(even de possibility of de person aft listenin to mi, de chances of goin commit suicide will be higher, i will still try!)
haha...
but learn to treasure everyone ard mi, b4 it is too late~

Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
19
20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
Guzheng Player



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