Friday, February 29, 2008 ♡~
Feel veri unappreciated.
taken for granted...
i dunno how long i can continue, but i noe, soon i will burst...
Deep Cuts...
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12:17 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008 ♡~
smooth operation!!!
yeah!~
Praise de Lord~
pei moi mum whole day in the hospital.
knew she was very nervous and im very worried.
so tried to haf easy tok wif her and joked ard wif her...
=)
brought lappie along, also managed to game alil and surf de net...
was extreme boredom stayin in the ward...
anw, took some fotos...
lol~
some w/o mummy noticing...
aft de operation, i became extremely naggy and everything she wan to do like drink water, eat and etc, i will ask de nurse.
lol...
everyone askin mi nt to be so worried and pressurize, but i juz cant help it...
juz nw san yi came wif her husband to visit moi mum.
and dat suddenly gt liang xin de sis oso came to visit aft de operation.
so tired...
Thanks God, tmr mummy will be discharging frm the hospital (hopefully if everything is alrite).
tmr nid to cook den tidy up de hse alil as some more ple will be comin to visit her.
sianz...
im extremely tired sia and dis is juz only de beginning.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
hope i can continue moi gd job!!! =)
Royal Writes の
10:57 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008 ♡~
mummy is safely back home nw.
she said she gt some scannin to do and had to switch off her phone.
appt 9am and only came home at ard 7pm.
she only contacted me, aft switchin on the fone @ ard 6pm.
and i had been callin her since 2plus pm...
Ridiculous lah...
her MIA juz made mi so so worried...
hasn't cried so bad for a long time liao leh...
anw, scolded her...
im nt tryin to be rude, but she totally freaked me out kkz...
try to think frm my pt of view.
her operation will be on dis comin mon.
she has to reach KK by 7am...
and i goin to accompany her for the whole day.
my sis and dad cfm WONT go de.
so onli left wif mi, and most prob she will haf to stay in KK for at least 1 nite.
will be quite sianz to have to be alone while she is in the operation theater and if anything happens, i wonder how am i goin to handle too.
wonder any kind soul willing to accompany mi in the hospital while i wait for my mum...
haiz...
but i really dunno wad will happen on dat day...
all nonsense tots been comin thru my mind, and it is freakin mi.
luckily i still haf another wk b4 i start my work.
but i haf to stay at home and be a nanny cum housewife for a week.
hmmm...
hope mummy get well soon.
cancer is still easier to treat at the early stage rather than to treat frm stage 3 onwards.
i think if it comes to dat stage, (CHOI!!!) it will really break mi down bah...
nw im de only one who can support by her side.
i nid to be stronger and i muz be.
Royal Writes の
10:00 PM
for god's sake...
where is she nw???
DUN MIA!!!!
FASTER CALL HOME...
im super worried and freakin scared can...
pls faster contact mi...
mummy, where r u??
Royal Writes の
4:39 PM
Mummy is at KK hospital nw, but is on her way home.
Operation will be on Monday.
Muz be de tumour grew back again.
I extremely worried...
I noe mummy is feelin dwn nw, and her only off day today, yet i cant pei her.
coz i nid to go back SACSS to do my appraisal for NTU.
but i promise i will come back right aft i had it done and prepare dinner for her to eat.
haiz...
i dunno...
everything coming in bits and pieces to bring mi dwn...
juz hope everything will turn out well...
=(
Royal Writes の
1:10 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♡~
17 days since i last updated moi blog...
can see de amt of cobwebs lying ard...
been busy wif post-grad activities, CNY gatherings, moi 2 days work and etc...
actually oso dunno wad to update...
maybe will upload some random pics soon...
still photoshopin de fotos...
sianz... im missing sch...
nth to do much at home...
go sch can take pocket money, do more worthy things and play in sch too...
although haf to wake up early and travel far, i still gan yuan...
dis few days, feelings quite messy...
making mi so confused and alil angry wif myself...
so sianz...
hope everything juz settle and every qns will be answered.
even if dere is no ans to it, i will end off it wif moi own ans.
i think i juz nid more patience and time to heal everything.
Royal Writes の
10:36 PM
