im thankful of dis fren incident.
although i gt hurt over dis incident, but i found out who r moi true frenz and who r de frenz who r always dere for miie.
although i seem to lose some frenz, but at de same time i also gained more TRUE frenz...
too bad for mi, coz i treated frenship more impt den anything.
dat is oso y i been organising outings wif moi frenz...
PSians u all shud noe de...
but in return, i gt hurt badly.
however, i noe i will be better liao, coz nw i haf more frenz who r always dere for mi.
learnt to find de gd frenz and avoid de mistakes i made.

To moi TRUE frenz,
Thanks for being dere for miie.
listen to moi grumbles and tahan moi moodswings.
thanks for ur advises, cheering mi up and backing mi up.
im really thankful...
im sorrie for making u all worry for mi...
but i promise u all that, i will be alrite soon...
Thanks Pals!!!

To Mr Whoeva,
I dunno how to tok to u abt de stuff, but if u think u r rite, u dun haf to care abt wad other ple say or think.
u can be wif whoeva u like, we nv disapprove anything at all.
neither do u nid our approval.
but neither did anyone of u told us b4 dat u all r tgh or wad.
but how u treated ur fren realli had hurt her badly liao...
most probably we noe how to face each other liao.
but i hope dat our fyp wont gt affected becoz of dis prob.
like wad moi fren said, "treat it as a job, but a job u cant resign".
so hopefully we all can get over dis prob soon and continue wif our lives.
it would be best if u can stop readin moi blog, coz i may still write stuff dat may provoke u.
if u dun wan to gt angry again over stuff u dun wish to see, pls stop readin moi blog.
dis is miie and i wont stop being myself...
i will be truthful to myself.
i wont write anything to please anyone de.
if i haf to write like dis, den i will be veri fake de and in addition i will lose interest to blog too.
soo wad for i blog.
imagine moi entry will be like:
Day 1
Today is a happy day.
Day 2
Today is another happy day.
Day 3
Today, as usual is a happy day.
so wad for i blog rite.
i would rather blog 1 entry: everyday is a happy day.
no nid for mi to update, everyday de same thing mah.
i dont wish dis will happen.
coz everything will loses it purpose.
so i juz hope dat u can take everything easily.
I gif u all moi blessings too and May God Bless U everyday...
Gd Bye!!!





ok!!!

everything is my fault can?!?

I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO IS

FEELING BLOODY UNEASY!!!

CAN?!?

HAPPY?!?

if deleting mi on friendster make u happy, so be it!
u can makin it better if u delete mi on msn, delete my no in ur hp and etc.

crying over friend that are not worthy enuff...
ya... true, im stupid!!!





i dun understand y these few sentences can cause a stir in moi tagboard and moi life.
if i cant express out moi feelings and thots on moi blog, den wad for i haf a blog?
i dunno wad to say lah...
OK!
i noe dat having a blog is equal to no privacy...
everyone as long as dey haf internet, dey can access and view it.
having a tagboard also means dat anyone and everyone can comment on it.

im sorrie dat moi pt of view haf caused disturbance to anyone.
i haf no evil intentions on it.

but i nid to clarify is dat, haf u all asked de other?
r u sure everyone is honest abt it?
ok lets nt drag animore ple in...
all of us haf different views...
views can be taken, can be rejected.
it is up to personal.
so if u cant take it, den 4gt it...
kkz?

pls dun over-react animore.
so pls stop all de squabbles...

and fyi, i will nt ans any qns...
coz it is hard for mi to describe, hard for mi to say and etc.
mix emotions...

nw i haf nth much to say liao...
it is up to u all see how u all take it liao...







kkz... sch started liao...
so bored...
been slackin thru, but i oso gt do work.
juz nt as hard as b4.
i think dis sem is gonna be bad for mi bah...
coz all de 3 cores i haf difficulties to understand dem.
but moi fav elective - consumer psychology, isnt realli dat great for mi.
been quite quiet in class...
dun ask mi y...
i oso dunno, juz veri sian zbt it.
everytime de team, im all alone...
=.="
viv at least gt 2 days wif gab...
i zeros sia...
moi 2 classes de classmates veri de hardworkin...
diaoz...
dunno is it becoz it is de 1st wk, so act out de.
or is it becoz dey r realli like dat de.
is realli is like dat de, den i think i gonna be stress for de rest of de sem liao...
tot dat wed, fyp can go to sch ltr, but cant sia...
muz go back at 8.30am and end at usual time 4.30 plus (time varies)...
usual sch time!!!
which means i nid to wake up @ 6am for 5 tedious days...
sianz... nid to wake up early and go home late everyday.
and im workin during de wkends...
opening...
so nid to wake up @ 3.30am...
and i go home @ ard 4pm plus...
argh~
life gonna be more and more stress and tiring for miie.
and lesser and lesser free time for mi.
nw gt de sudden urge to quit work and concentrate on studies.
left 1 more yr liao...
nid to chiong...
haiz...
viv recommending mi a tuition job.
hmm... hope to gt some pri sch kids to teach.
timing will be more flexible and income will definitely be more den BK de.
haizz...
dunno lah...
but im so attach to moi job although i haf tons and loads of complains abt it.
but de time for mi is so cramp and pack.
and moi sch is so bloody far!
if moi sch is TP and de study hr is long, im ok wif it, at least it is near moi hse.
but moi sch is at woodlands + long study hr + sometimes nid to go home late = long, tiring journey + less time for myself + i will be more and more slpy...
long equation for mi!!
haiz...
anyway 10 more days to de nearest public holiday - 1st May labour day!!!
mike ask mi to work, but i reject his offer.
im nt goin to let myself die frm tireness and stress sia...
guess moi attendence for work will be more and more irregular.

anyway, i dun feel like goin for FYP!!!
coz of some reasons.
so freakin sianz abt it.
it is brkin all of us up.
scattering into bits and pieces liao.
brk we goin wif our own frenz liao, nt anymore eating tgh.
it's so obvious!!!
but do dey gt de huge hint?!?
most of us r uneasy abt.
but someone juz dun wan to do anything abt it.
i realli dunno lah...
it is juz de start nia, and all of us like dat like liao.
cant imagine how we gonna survive for dis whole yr.
but i realli wish all of us can go back to how we were...
sigh~
nw i totally agree wif wad viv say, de chalet is like our last chalet - a farewell chalet.
haiz...

GiE dun think too much liao, go slp bah!!!
tmr still gt work!!!
tmr ur fav job, KITCHEN!!!
nitez ple~






haiz...
sianz...
so soon de holiday is over.
dun wanna return sch so soon yet.
felt dat de holiday is so short.
were so busy during de whole holiday.
when sch starts, i will be even busier.
Normal sch frm 8.30am till who noes wad time, fyp, cca and wkends work...
OMG!!!
sianz...
juz hope i can do well for dis sem.

Moi Goals for de new yr
- COMPLETE PP
- GPA 3.3
- do well for FYP





recently been quite busy.
had to go back to SACSS to rejoice abt de achievement we gotten, discuss abt de chalet for SYF celebration, de 2008's July performance, announcing de new dance committee and etc.
so happy dat every juniors nw see miie will call moi name even i dunno who she is.
all of us felt like crying becoz we were too happy.
as promised frm miie to dem, i will be holding a chalet for dem.
it will be held in de holidays ard 2-4 June 2007.
quite anticipated abt it.
hehe...
anyway, we will be holding a grand dance concert in one of de theatres, nxt yr's July.
if dis yr modern dance cant achieve a Gold wif honours, we will be proposing to be de lead dance.
howeva, im afraid dat de modern dance haf high ego, and if we become de lead, problems may be inflicted.
but de highlight is de alumni will be invited to come back to perform wif de juniors as well.
maybe 1 dance frm de alumni, 1 dance frm both de alumni and juniors.
it will be a gd experience for de juniors as we de seniors will train dem to match our standard.
im sure dat it gonna be worst den de one i taught for de SYF.
whhaha...
for de alumni, it's gonna be a new experience for us. =)
for dis concert, im appointed for gathering de alumni back and most slightly i'll be doin wadeva i did in sec sch AGAIN!!!
kinda glad and worried.
coz happy to do de stuff for dem, but im oso afraid dat i wont do well.
coz i hasnt really been doin so much for abt 3 yrs.
but i cant wait for de collabration btn de alumni and junior dancers.
but de big thing i worrying abt is, i wont dance dat well anymore liao bah.
coz it's been aftso long to dance again.
aft de SYF training, moi body been achin thru out for quite long.
haiz... but i gonna train myself and oso gt moi body back to shape.
JIAYOU!!!

apart returnin to SACSS for dance, been having gatherings wif moi frenz.
haf dinner wif E35J frenz @ Sakura @ somerset.
as usual tio suan quite alot.
luckily i tired, no mood to ji jiao wif dem.
but cant imagine how am i goin to live thru de upcomin sem.
but luckily no zhanyuan in moi class, but gt 3 other siao kia...
nt very gd aft all...

nxt is de gatherin wif moi joyjoy and susu.
went to cut moi hair and susu's hair @ kimage.
erm...
de guy who wash moi hair veri si wen and shy.
he washed moi hair veri long, guess he veri nervous...
washin hair for a pretty lady, y nt nervous...
LOL!!!
den de haircut, erm...
at 1st, dun really quite like de hairstyle she cut for miie...
look like freakin straw mushroom.
aft dat, she cut it nicer abit.
like strawberry.
but im still fine abt de end result.
maybe becoz it look better den de previous one.
went to eat moi 1st ya kun meal too.
lol!!!
sooo country bumpkin rite...
haha...
like de chesse french toast...
mamamia...

de 3rd gatherin, quite recent one.
chalet wif E25R clique @ dwntowneast.
day 1 nth much, coz nt all of us were here.
at nite, only gt ash, miie and bennett.
viv came at ard 7plus - 8pm bah...
wans went for campfire.
gab no nid to say, PS us...
day 2 much more fun.
went escape...
so fun but saw alot of ah bengs.
all very kualan...
all quite tan...
brought sunblock but 4gt to apply b4 comin out...
sianz...
but enjoyed de fun...
aft escape had bbq...
ash de gf came and viv's botak came too.
played game, loser drink lah...
wah sia... i kip losing... sianz...
during bbq alreadi drink a bottle of barcadi breezer.
den lost in de games, drink beer.
=.="
din realli say drank lah, but abit mabok...
sianz...
den wait and wait, wan to nite trail de.
but ash and gab kip draggin and draggin.
i slept for 2 times, watched finish 1 movie den go nite trail.
diaoz...
went to red hse...
but when approachin de hse, felt abit weird weird liao...
when we reached, saw a grp of ple dere too.
dey like wanna go inside explore.
our own grp of us were outside tokin.
but while tokin, felt a force asking mi nt to go in like dat.
like dey dun wan to be disturb.
quite mysterious but freakin kkz...
aft a while, we left.
aft dat, we went back to our chalet.
watched guardian den i slept.
dou called mi ard 6plus, ask mi wake up le mah.
diaoz...
realised dat shoben put mi 7am.
wanna piak him ah...
tell him, i cant go work liao...
still put mi @ 7am.
so die.
de call woke all of us up.
den ash fell dwn de bed, and i knocked onto his laptop.
lol...
aft dat all of us went back to slp.
den wake up liao, start packin and check out and brkfast.
aft dat, went home.
but i abit PMS today, din tok much.
or shud i say i nth to say bah.
felt quite xtra...





Ultimately, de moi holiday is mainly on shopping spree and spending calamitous time wif moi family.
starting wif moi shopping spree 1st.
i bought tons and tons of clothes and accessories.
haha...
all thanks to de thai language i learnt during moi dec trip frm YY.
hehe, i managed to bargain without much difficulties...
juz lucky dat moi bag din exceed de given weight.
on overall, i spent abt 5000+ thai bahts.
whoa~ din noe i spent so much...
but i could haf spend more...
i was typically like, "waah~ so nice... how much is it? *bargain* *BUY!!!*"
LoL!!!
de shoppin part was great.
but de family part sucks!!!
ever since we woke up to gt ready to go to de airport frm sg, we started havin conflict liao...
den in thailand worst, unable to compromise wif each other, conflict again.
aiya, typically, everywhere we go, wadeva we do = conflict!!!
so irritated, esp by moi dad.
dun wan say much...
i wont go on holiday wif dem anymore liao...
even go holiday, i haf to pay moi own expenses, wad for rite?!?
muznt as well i pay for moi own trip but i will go wif moi frenz instead!!!
juz hate it so much!!!





pFinally, im proudly to announce dat moi darling SACSS dancers achieved a Gold with Honours.
so happy abt it...
once i received de news in Bangkok, i almost burst into tears.
so happy!!!
realli glad dat all moi efforts hadn't gone wasted...
juz regret dat i wasnt wif dem all de way thru...
if onli i could be wif dem thru de compeition and de release of de results.



de side - "angels" dancers


de main - "trees" dancers


all de dancers, de teachers and de student helpers


yay! we will be goin overseas for student exchange and Mrs VJ promised to bring de alumni dancers along too.
we will oso hold our veri own dance concert nxt yr.

but one sad thing for mi when dey achieved de Gold wif Honours!
is dat, i will be sponsorin their chalet.
=.="
pocket gt 1 big hole liao.
but i veri gan yuan!!!
dey deserve it for putting so much effort in.

anyway, krystal gave mi lao shi pey's blog add.
din noe lao shi so "in".
LoL!!!
but realli thank her so much.
she was moi form teacher in sec 1 and sec 2.
she oso always help mi in moi family matter.
she understands moi family background and always advises mi.
realli thanks her so much...
wrote to her these in her blog comment.

老师pey:

谢谢你肯为我们付出。
谢谢你为这个不听话又没有纪律的舞蹈社所做的每一件事。
谢谢你在没有老师肯做我们的社团主任时，还肯接受我们。
谢谢你没有放弃我们。
谢谢你为我们费心又劳力。
一百个，一千个，亿万个的感谢！！
在这里，我代表我们的社团向你道谢。

杨素慧上

thanks to everyone who contribute in de success of our achievement!
im proud to present to U, moi darling SACSS dancers!
and i also prove to everyone dat, we aint an useless CCA even we lack in discipline nt up to everyone's expectations.
We also can achieve de unexpected thoughts.
We made dreams come true.
we changed de history.
and i hope no one will continue sayin modern dance is de best liao.
but we shall say when de results of de modern dance's SYF release.















read it carefully...
cant see, click on de pic.

miz mi!!!
when im back, i will blog on de stuff in BKK!!!
wish mi luck...






these few days been busy returnin back to moi sec sch for SYF dance rehearsals.
nt dat im takin part in de SYF (but i wish i could), but to polish up their dance steps and techniques and oso giving advises.
frm moi 1st trip dwn on wed, their dance was horrible and i oso found out, de warm up dey do r nt realli done properly.
nt de way i used to emphrasize on.
i used to emphrasize on de foundation and oso if anione dance wrongly, i will correct dem immediately.
but nw, wao lao, dey dance wif "chicken wings".
hands and arms all nt straight.
gestures all different frm each other.
on overall, dance steps all veri sucky...
these few days been polishin their dance steps, dance alignment and formations.
tried so hard to correct each and everyone of dem...
initially de 1st few lessons, i din scold dem, juz tell dem nicely.
but all of dem din seems to work any harder or improve much.
de practice aft de UCC, made miie so worried, dat de other practices forced miie to be more harsh on dem.
gt to start screamin at dem.
make dem understand how serious dat dey aren't practice hard enuff.
gt to continously remind dem to stand properly, hands, gestures, SMILES and etc!!!
realli think dat dey r still far frm GOLD wif HONOURS !!!
haiz...

realli hope tmr nth will screwed up.
hope de costumes and makeup will bring dem more merits...
at least i noe, dey can gt at least a silver.
if dey gt worse than dat, i will bring dem to de playground opp BLK 85 market.
and i will spin dem 1 by 1 till dey fall onto de flr.


in de dance studio


de foolish thing dat our sch put....
some lock for de staffrm door.


another follish thing moi sch put - an intercom u can call de teacher inside de staff rm.


de "sperms and egg" dat MelSwee drew for mii de.


de name oso is MelSwee draw for mi de... de star i drew de.


de heart i drew... weird, but still nice...


jrs for dis yr SYF...


de ferris wheel in Singapore
so nice...
taken on de bus to UCC, by angelyn


another foto of the ferris wheel, taken by angelyn


de UGLY tree Ms Chia did for our CCA.
i think she shud stick to her dots dots art.


moi production pass~


de full dress rehearsal @ UCC


went opp our sch to watch de senior citizens to line dance.
de ah gongs and ah mas danced more synchronized than moi juniors.
haiz...

but still wish dem all de best...
hope dey can do de sch and de CCA proud.

Angie aka 安琪 aka GiE
19
20th Oct 1988
Ex-SACian
Ex-Republican
Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
Dancer
Guzheng Player



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