Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ♡~
heart is aching...
is it becoz of dis morning, for wad i saw?
haiz...
im juz stupid to bring myself into dis stage.
yes, stupid to bring these things to myself.
hate dis kind of feeling...
dat's y i told myself nv to put myself into dis state, but my subconscious mind juz dun listen...
Is spiritual richness impt or is material richness impt??
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7:15 PM
Yeepie!!!nw moi PP Proposal approved liao...last nite anyhow do de...hehe...so fast, today jiu approved liao...haha... but dun realli noe how i can do de PP...seems difficult sia..nid to ask boss, maybe oso wai leng and maybe even oso edwin bah...EEEEEEE... EDWIN!!!Below is moi PP proposal sia...Title of PP:
Industry Analysis of Fast-Food Chains - a case study of Burger King in Singapore
Proposal / Objectives:
o Analyse on Burger King's current position in the F&B industry in Singapore
o What is the mission?
o How the mission motivates the company to work towards it?
o What is the current strategy?
o How the strategies have allowed them to sustain their survival in the industry
o The opportunities and threats
o Strengths and Weaknesses
o Critical Success Factors
o The Strategic Problem
o The Strategic Alternatives
o Recommendation
o Conclusion
Industry:
Food and Beverages
Company:
Burger King
Project Approach:
o Profile the company with the help from 2 managers working in Burger King
o Analysis of how Burger King works
o Find out the popularity of Burger King (survey)
o Find out the factors that make it so popular
o Find out the strategies they used which sustain their survival in the industry
o Link Burger King back to the industry and how the industry workstoday's class so sianz...nt augustine chew, is dis indian faci, like noob like dat...=.="i feel like slpin liao...so M-O-N-O-T-O-N-E-!-!-!heavy indian accent too...so wanna go shoppin nw and oso wanna watch so mani shows...wanna buy:- new shoes - new clothes- new bag- new hp cover- new exercise booksI wan watch:- Pirates of the Carribean 3- Ocean 13- Sherk 3- some dragon cartoon JJ, jin sha and lin yu zhong did de voicing.so many to buy, so many things to do too.been busy wif de dance outin in june holidays.nw im ok wif everything, but nid to inform sch.but nw Mrs VJ say dun wan go sentosa, due to de increase of accidents in de water.so Mrs VJ suggestin go to de Park and pinic...hmmm...can imagine moi dancers de reactions...sure disappointed de...so nw i suggest go ECP...gt water and it is a PARK!!!LoL!!clever mii...it is fine wif mi, coz i no nid to pay admission fee for dem...whaha...
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2:41 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007 ♡~
recent emolism has caused my mood to swing badly.SAD SAD SAD!!!broke down into tears while listenin to emo music...felt like a retarded fool.but juz cant control.the lyrics of the songs have brought mi into deep tots abt some stuffs.it juz gt mi more vexed and almost brought myself to an uncontrollable state.wondered why some songs de lyrics are so true and de feelin of it is exactly de same as how i felt.de undescribable feelin where i cant expressed in words has been transformed into song lyrics where de words are so real and dynamic.so emo~
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9:26 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007 ♡~
nw i noe y i tummyache liao.
coz of de lor mee @ E1.
=.=
viv and i gt tummyache...
LoL!!!
anyway today start GREAT SINGAPORE SALE liao!!!
it is all de way till 27 June 2007...
cant wait sia...
waitin for pay day nia...
but gt to treat de gurls to go sentosa for outing...
=.=
BrOkE broke BROKE!!!
I WAN TO SHOP SHOP SHOP sia...
moi shopping crave is back sia...
cant help it, moi mood is bad again...
x_X
tmr gt work...
sianz...
how so tired sia...
but for de sake of moi pay, i wan it fatter abit.
nid to stress moiself to work.
boss juz nw called mi, ask mi whether i can work nxt wk...
sian... gt sch...
he say short of manpower sia.
asked mi to recommend frenz go work.
LOL!!!
i say moi frenz say BK underpay sia...
who is willin to work for $3.90/hr when dey can find a better job...
rite?!?
haha...
sianz...
PP proposal is dued on 30 May...
Nid to chiong sia...
so tired - physically, mentally and emotionally.
haiz...
dun wan to say much liao...
but ple put tahan wif mi if i been alil crazy lately...
mood nt veri gd esp on wed, thurs, wkends and when im home...
some kind souls pls msn or call mi to tok to mi sia...
if nt, i will start thinking nonsense again.
cheer mi up alil...
coz i think when im wif frenz, im more cheerful.
more able to hide moi "true" self away...
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8:13 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007 ♡~
having tummyache since last nite i reached home...
argh~
din go to sch today, but im goin ltr, coz gt UT!!!
sianz...
dunno wad i ate in sch dat cause de tummyache sia...
rmb i had lor mee, yoghurt icecream, snacks by joyjoy and tingting and a cup of lemon barley which i sneaked it into de lib...
but it is de lor mee prob, den vivi will oso will be having tummyache .
de snacks were eaten by mi, joy, susu, ting and joy's other frenz...
so impossible wad... nv hear joy complainin on having tummyache either...
LoL!!!
so left wif de icecream and lemon barley nia...
hmm... which is de culprit???
anyway, had moi health screenin ytd...
YAY!!! i passed de test...
IM HEALTHY!!!
unlike last yr, had alil high of cholesterol...
haha...
dis yr, i everything oso OK!!!
but moi body fat analysis and weight is higher den vivi and esther...
haiz...
aiyo...
DIET!!!
sobsob... i am becomin short and fat...
NONONO!!!
nv let it happen...
studied for UT, but still alil unsure...
haiz...
hope can pass can liao...
i still dat stubborn self, din realli tok things out.
haiz...
dar dar dun be sad kkz...
i noe u oso facin de same kind of situation as mi too.
wad to do, guys are relatively petty... (i noe it is subjective, but still true!)
some are even worse than gurls!!!
so dun be sad, we shall kan kai abit sia...
coz our frenship is strong too.
since sec 3 till nw le...
nt much of quarrels except for de difference in opinions.
but soon we still gt over it quickly...
dun cry over such things, i noe u nt as fragile as mi de.
coz u r moi strong and pretty dar dar...
so attractive dat im willin to turn les for u sia...
lol...
rmb our promise...
i miz so much sia...
anyway din i ever mention dat 1 of moi dancers, Teri Yeo, gave up SYF to join CSS2?
she gt into de Top 20s.
gd for her...
but moi impression of her isnt great...
heard abt her rumours and behaviours in sch.
dunno shud we support her or support her coz she representin our sch.
and does she noe, her participation in CCA will oso affect her CSS result too.
u noe does trailers of de intro of her, like wad she does in sch.
i doubt she noe how to dance too
like a bimbo sia...
i so agree wif Mdm pey's entry abt CSS2.
haiz...
but still wish her all de best, coz im proud dat at least SACSS gt into CSS2.
long lives Canossian Spirits!!!
lol...
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11:44 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ♡~
ahhh...soooo fan fan fan fan fan ... ...caught in a dilemmia i nv been b4...tok or dun tok.tok liao, dunno wad de reaction.dun tok, things nt solve.=.=nv been like dis b4 sia...so lost and dunno wad to do.feel like cryin...realli so vexed...i dun think it is fair to put mi in such a losing end.it is nt moi fault.i simply detest ple puttin false accusations on mi...i realli dunno wad to do lah...Dear God y dun u juz take mi away while im slpin tonite.take mi away to ur promised land of comfort and back to ur side.take mi away so i dun haf to face wadeva dat comes tmr...i hate facin things alone.i dun like to be alone except when bein at home.loneliness builds up moi sadness...things been buildin up onto moi burdens...its gettin heavier and heavier.FYP, UTs, PP, family, work and more..nth seems to be workin fine for mi...dat emo emo angie is back again...cryin in tears dat no one can wipe it away~
it is juz mi and myself...
always alone...
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9:42 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007 ♡~
alil thing i tot in class when i was so boredur lil motivations make moi dayur lil carin actions impress moi dayur lil joke entertains moi day...ur lil scoldin ruin moi dayur lil mean action spoils moi dayur lil irritatingness quits moi mood...ur lil everything moulds moi day...tmr signal processin ut...
muz chiong and study tonite.
alil scare dat i maynt be able to "keng" thru dis whole of yr 3.
i left wif dis yr to gain a diploma liao...
i nid to work moi best in everything.
but nth is smooth, nid to use moi perservance and determination just like a sandpaper to file moi path thru yr 3.
and i hope moi lappie will oso be as determine as i do, coz de performance is realli getting frm bad to worse liao...
so lappie pls work thru for 1 more yr, at least till i complete moi yr 3.
fyp aint gettin better, but i hope it will...
dun realli noe wad to do to resolve dis complicatin matter dat is hinderin all of us...
sighs...
luv hurts, frenship hurts, family hurts, work hurts and everything juz hurts.
life is so hurting...
bruises and injuries everywhere.
but y no doctor dat can hurt de wounds of life leh?
hmmm...
puzzled abt de way of life...
Royal Writes の
3:42 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♡~
today, all i can say is work sux...it is juz nt moi day...totally nt in de rite mood.anyway, told mike dat im workin till end of june.nt plannin to transfer to R1.coz over dere onli gt auntie siew mei.and oso gt a person more scary den chris de, which is Wan Ting.apart frm these 2 managers i noe, is de other manager, who seems to be older den mi by a few yrs bah.dunno wad is her name, but her recent attachment to our store din gif mi a gd impression.her pattern is totally similar to candy yeo no 2.moi store came another china manager, Jackson.so nw moi store gt micheal and jackson = micheal jackson.lol...but ultimately, think dat moi store de manager cant make it.2 new managers, mike who anyhow arrange moi schedule de and a store manager who is hopeless...plus dou gonna be TL liao, im sure im gonna haf conflict wif her de.juz like chris, kris, siau yoong and yingying.so to avoid spoilin our frenship built up since pri sch, i decided to pull moiself out of dis mess and gif moiself a brk frm BK work.may return to work only during de holidays.think nid to further discuss wif mike.but dun feel like tokin to him, coz he dun seems to be listenin wad i told him.if tokin to him in english doesnt work, i dunno wadelse to speak to him liao.i dunno philippines language.haiz..."extended" work till 3pm.initially, i tot it was till 2pm nia, but dou told mi im suppose to work till 3pm.argh~idiot mike.wadeva lah...so freakin tired and last hr liao, ask mi come out of kitchen to do counter coz kitchen gt alot of ple.=.=i dunno lah...but i feelin dat moi imptance is BK is gradually minimise liao...i dun like to be boss ard.our opinions r barely similar, so im always in de losin ends coz u r "big" mah...sigh~but i so gonna wanna take moi airport pass.i wan go T3 find job when it is ready.hehe...but for nw, i think i gonna either teach tuition, or take up some temp jobs bah...time more flexible and pay is more den wad BK can earn, and energy spent is definitely lesser than BK.actually, i like de feelin of being alone.it is when i haf moi own peace and wont see anythings dat irritate mi.ya... im a grumpy person and love to complain alot.haiz...hope i can change, but if only moi life is smoother...=.=GOD GIF ME STRENGTH!!!
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8:20 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007 ♡~
din mean to show moi attitude.but realli veri irritated by it.she is oso ur daughter wad.y u all ask mi thing like as if im her mother.where she go, i of coz wont noe wad...i see her like barely 5 hrs a day, exclude de slp.see her liao, we oso seldom tok, except quarrel over de stupid stuffs and some problems.i alreadi tried to advise her nt to come home so late liao, but does she listen to mi mah?even ple who dunno mi, but heard of moi sis oso noe she WONT.so y u all seems to blame mi on de stuff and make it as if it is moi duty to let her come home early.i haf moi things to take care of too.u all r her parents, ur duty is nt only to bring her up, but oso nurture.y make it as if being her sister, I nid to nurture her more than u all do.all becoz im closer to her.dat is so bullshit lor...do i look even close to her.NO, nt even a cm...An elder sister's role to guide her and occasionally teach her and be someone she can confronts to.but mi, is sooooo different.I, her elder sister is someone she can come and scream at, to help her do dis and dat, help her cover her mistakes, help her gt her scolding by her parents, help her parent to spy on her, and SO MANY OTHER RIDICULOUS STUFF.ARGH!!!i juz HATE her.im so tired of these things...i realli nid a huge brk frm everything.things seem to be getting out of control in moi life.fyp, family, work, frenz, money and personal probs...i really turnin myself into some horrible freak.SO NT MYSELF ANYMORE...i can be someone who is easy to coax, but oso someone who gts emo easily.but it isn't easy to gt mi out of de emo feel.coaxing onli will help as a form of short-term form of comfort.but emo is a long-term of illness.brkin dwn soon...
u wont dere when i needed u de most...
in a fight wif myself~
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8:14 PM
fed up...i very de sianz lor...dunno wad is mum's prob, she kip comin into moi rm to disturb mi...and nw she is tokin on de fone wif moi grandmere in MOI RM...dunno why she dun wan go over to her rm!!!i wanna rest de...=.=nw cant liao...wad de freakin hell... nw gossipin abt mi and somemore IN FRONT OF MI!!!b4 tokin on de fone, she kip naggin at mi for none of moi business prob...OMG!!!pls nag at de correct ple lah...im nt ur husband or ur youngest daughter...LOOK PROPERLY LAH!!!IM NOT AS FAT AS DEM!!!argh~bad mood lor...nw still PMS (POST de)...argh~for christ sake...gif mi a brk...work @ BK, i think i cfm gonna work till de end of June nia.nw all moi nice managers gone liao.come 1 more filipino, and 1 china man.all nt very de capable sia..auntie siew mei transferrin to R1.sianz...so de whole of BK left Boss and Mike nia.Mike i dun wan to say much lah...no reason for stayin behind to help him.WTH!!!i nv scold him is gd enuff for him liao.moi schedule anyhow do.argh~Boss leh, he wan cheap and efficient labour nia.so i think wif dou and yingz will be gd enuff liao.i admit, IM NT DAT GD!!!so gd luck moi frenz...i very sianz nw...like wad moi gd fren and i said, fish for one rich bf bah...LoL!!!but i nt dat type of material gurl lah...work for mi is fine, but i juz dun wanna tire myself can liao...im lazy but still active...haha...money still quite impt for mi...but i rather work for moi own $$ den to use other ple's money...rite... be independent...
hehe...so freakin tired, nw moi mum still tokin loudly in moi rm...argh~F* lah!!!=.=bad mood, bad mood...
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5:04 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007 ♡~
hmmm...
went back to SACSS juz nw to cfm de outing...
yay!!!
4/6/2007 - SYF celebration @ sentosa...
glad abt it, but moi pocket MANY BIG HOLES!!!
LoL!!!
but really i think dey deserve it de...
=D
im proud of dem.
GOLD wif HONOURS LEH!!!
even outside PFA still gt write wad each cca achieved.
and im proud to say, moi cca is 1 of de 2 ccas dat gt GOLD wif HONOURS.
i see modern dance gt gold, i song sia...
xing zai le huo...
LoL!!!
anyway, i gt so many complains i wanna share!!!
freakin yr 1s veri irritating leh...
i alreadi been wakin up early for class liao.
nv late for 2 or 3 lessons liao..
smth to compliment moiself...
Angie Not Bad Not Bad...
Improving liao... But still gt to wake up earlier...
coz those irritating yr 1s dunno wad is their prob lor...
wake up so early, tryin to snatch our seats away...
bus alway packed de and also overloaded...
=.=
come on YR 1s, ur lessons start at 9AM...
OURS at 8.30AM...
dun always come disrupt our timing leh!!!
u wan to be early, so do us lor...
argh~
den de stupid SBS oso very wad de.
say wad increase in frequency, but bus always late.
their frequent is onli for de 1st 2 wks nia, aft dat, irregular and long waiting time liao...
sianz lor...
STUPID 168!!!
been lackin of slp...
recently nv slp very well.
coz some stuffs been buggin mi...
been think abt it...
think and think, nth is changin better...
mani tots come to mind...
once i slp liao, stupid nightmare worsen moi tots...
make mi so tired over these stuffs.
de feeling in moi heart oso nt very rite...
hope dis feelin faster go away...
another feelin for abt yr 1 nv happen liao, but nw come again...
haiz...
sianz...
dun wanna gt hurt by it again...
but everything juz nt rite...
dislike this gan jue...
haiz...
listenin to dis song 好眼泪坏眼泪, by vivian xu...
so nice but very sad too...
de lyric is very nice...
feel like cryin while listenin to it...
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7:49 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ♡~
(edited)went to vivo wif moi PSians.de purpose was to eat sushi tei and oso at de same time celebrate yin suan's and marlene's b'days...bought yin suan 1 blouse frm Forever 21...all of us took at least 1 clothin to try on at de fittin rm...i tried on 2 tube dress.but de 1st one is nice, but too big for mi...but i luv de 2nd de...so nice...juz nice for mi, but de bust area abit loose for mi...lol~joy ask mi grow dere more...=.=i dun wan, big enuff liao...so tempted to buy dat dress, but tot dat no occasion to wear dat out leh...and it cost $78 leh...no budget...LoL!!!learnin to be thifty...den waited for frog, everytime late de...i "quarrel" wif him frm bedok mrt station to vivo on sms...=.=meet up liao, quarrel again...but at least all of us had fun lah...kind of enjoy de fights...i machiam some psycho...haha...ate sushi tei...not bad lah...but i think i prefer sakae...sakae cheaper too...lol...but i like sushi tei's dessert...so hook onto it...aft lunch, went shopping...bought marlene a bag...shopped till 7 plus...so tired...
[foto we took at vivo]de nxt day, still wake up @ 3.30am for work.but our transport gt into accident.but i wasnt in de transport.only gt boss and driver nia...de rest of us took taxi down...LoL!!!work still ma ma hu hu lah...but BK was soooo busy...anyway, im angry wif mike...i plannin to work till end of june nia...but auntie siew mei called mi and tell mi dey makin airport pass for mi...haiz...so in dilemia...but honestly, im nt happy wif moi work...only some ple noe y nia...aft work, went to eat sakae sushi wif moi mum and ying and her mum...celebrate mother's day mah...ying bought her mum a bouquet of flowers.moi mum see liao, she jealous...machiam blame mi, why i nv gif her...ehhh...i better den moi sis liao.she gave u chao ta cookie leh...i treat u sakae...whaha...not bad liao kkz...haha...listenin to a song jiaxuan juz send mi...sooo nice...wanted to dld it, but 4gt de title of de song.nw i noe liao...it is "I still believe" by Vivian and Cao Ge...nw feel like goin Kbox...but so broke liao...coz helped to buy present for moi pals and not everyone pay mi back yet...=.="waitin for moi nxt pay day which is 7th june...still a long way to go...dats all for today...when i free will update again...ciaoz...
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10:46 PM
watched spiderman 3, twice...
once wif jiaxuan, gab and ashley @ cathay.
second time wif yingz, dou and siew li...
de 1st show i watch wif jiaxuan and ashley bah...
anyway, de tix seller was Mrs Stevenson, moi sec 2 Home Econ teacher...
tot dat she looked quite familar...
aft dat recalled her, but still cant cfm...
so boost moi courage and asked her.
haha...
she said she find mi familar too...
lol~
but dunno y she became a trainee selling movie tix...
our sch students dat bad meh, forced her to leave sch ah?
LoL!!!
think too much liao...
de show nt bad lah...
luv de scene where Harry de green goblin jr, who sacrifice his life to save spiderman.
sooooo nice...
when i watched dis part, i tot to myself dat their frenship muz be very strong...
unlike mine...
but doesnt mean moi frenz nt gd lah...
still gt very nice ones...
but de show is so nice dat i decided to watch again wif moi other batch of frenz...
but it is de ever last time i wanna watch at Century square and oso wif siewli...
was fed up wif de behaviour of de kids in de cinema...
all of dem were running ard in de cinema and more den half of de show lor...
so noisy...
mood spoiled by dem...
dunno WTF de parents r doin...
in de end, cant stand dem liao, disturb dem by sayin in a low tone, "EH! SIT DWN LAH!!!"
but dat siewli repeated aft mi...
so paiseh lor...
her actions very childish as in clappin in de middle of de show and tokin in de show too...
OMG!!!
nxt time ying and dou, dun take her out anymore...
if u jio her out, dun jio mi...
=.=
but on overall, i think spiderman is nice...
and i got all BK de spidey toy...
SOOOO NICE...
but missing one spidey card to complete moi collection...
cant upload de foto of it, coz moi hp cable lost...
sobz...
but honestly, aft watchin de show, i dun like spiderman, but i like de Harry de most...
he is so shuai tooo...
whaha...
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10:15 PM
Tank Campus Concert was great...
he sang quite alot of songs...
abt 8 songs...
his voice very nice, but look i think still ok bah...
think moi Yan Ya Lun better...
whaha...
quite enjoying lah.
miz moi yr 1 de zui xing days...
but usually i queue quite front de...
but dis time round so far back...
and RP sux can!!!
dunno how to organise de...
early birds sit in de middle.
late comers sit in front...
WTF lor...
=.=
sophia, joy, susu, marlene and mii
foto self taken by mii...
pro rite?!?
lol~
[mii]
dat stupid DJ who kip laughin to herself, and no one understand wad she tryin to say...
dotz...
TANK aka Mr tan ke (wad yen kai always call him)
lol~
de unplug...
soo nice...
he sang other singers de ge...
de selected gurls who supposed to be de type tank like...
da yan jing and chang tou fa...
but all CMI can!!!
dis gurl, moi sis's fren...
she won de chance to hold tank's hand...
but she like a wooden block lor...
tank took de initiative to "flirt" wif her...
OMG!!!
aft concert left wif ting and de rest of moi PSians...
i kept singin de encore song - gei wo ni de ai
haha...
i think ting and de rest cant tahan mii...
lol...
was quite high lah...
all of dem say i siao liao...
whaha...
tingting, pass mi de rest of de fotos u took...
moi foto blur blur de..
update till here...
will update more ltr...
LoL!!!
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9:18 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007 ♡~
so many things to blog...
1) Tank Campus Concert on 7/5
2) Pon class go watch Spiderman 3 on 8/5
3) Meet yingz, dou and siewli for movie @ CS on 9/5
4) Vivo outing wif PSians cum b'days celebration for yin suan and marlene on 12/5
5) Mother's Day celebration @ Sakae wif yingz's mum and moi mum on 13/5
6) Today skip class again, go AMK pei frenz to pool on 14/5
will update slowly...
stupid MIO isn't loadin moi blogger page well...
got some F* prob...
sianz...
Royal Writes の
6:35 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007 ♡~
yeepie!!
ltr is tank de campus concert liao...
so lookin forward...
joy and i very high liao...
but moi freakin fac is tokin and tokin non-stop...
argh!
sure end class late liao...
ple 3.30pm go queue up for gd seatings, i think i 3.30pm den present ah...
=.=
last team to present today...
irritating...
hope we can gt good seatin in front sia...
brought moi cam, so will upload abt it...
hehe~
man man, he is still askin qns...
3.20pm liao leh...
diaoz...
ciaoz~
in de mood of tank's singing...
LoL!!!
Royal Writes の
3:16 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007 ♡~
still sick...
nv go work today...
felt freaking dizzy and was havin a fever of 38.5 degree...
=.=
called Bk but no one pick up...
msg moi frenz, no one reply...
sianz...
in de end, search moi hp for contact and realised i haf boss's no.
so msged him...
realli nt in a veri gd condition.
i hope i can go to sch tmr...
wanna go tank's campus concert in our sch...
RP's 1st superstar de campus concert.
so excited abt it.
but moi mood oso nt veri gd...
moodswings...
dunno wad happen to myself...
i m angry wif myself for nth...
argh~ but still cant control moi mood.
nth is makin mi feel better.
moi brains dun seems to gif mi a brk...
i kip thinkin and thinkin...
everything juz dun seem rite for mi...
like me fightin against myself...
find myself quite ridiculous...
when will moi black clouds leave my blue sky?
gimme back moi sunny days...
Royal Writes の
10:15 PM
Friday, May 04, 2007 ♡~
A veri meanful mail frm vivien...
wanna share wif everyone...
Dear all,Good morning! I pray that all is well for each of you. Some of you may have read the following.. but hey, we all need a little reminder sometimes about important lessons in life. Read on... A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and the Savior appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin.The Lord explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might. This the man did, day after day.For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore, and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.Since the man was showing signs of discouragement, the Adversary decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the man's weary mind: "You have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't budged. Why kill yourself over this? You are never going to move it."Thus, giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "I'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort; and that will be good enough."And that is what he planned to do, until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord. "Lord," he said, "I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?"The Lord responded compassionately, "My friend, when I asked you to serve me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength, which you have done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to me with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed.But is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back is sinewy and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much, and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven't moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you have done. I, my friend, will now move the rock."At times, when we hear a word from God, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He wants, when actually what God wants is just simple obedience and faith in Him.... By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains, but know that it is still God who moves the mountains.When everything seems to go wrong ... just P.U.S.H.!When the job gets you down ... just P.U.S.H.!When people don't react the way you think they should ... just P.U.S.H.!When your money looks "gone" and the bills are due ... just P.U.S.H.!When people just don't understand you... Just P.U.S.H.!P.U.S.H - Pray Until Something Happens!!!!!so may all moi prayers come true...
Royal Writes の
12:17 PM
ponder and ponder...
haiz...
nth gt better.
sometime i dunno wad i shud do is correct leh...
but think and think hor, i dun see wad mistake i did leh...
nw im nt angry, im juz sad abt it...
y everything haf to end up to dis stage...
all becoz moi words???
ok... maybe if i havent been truthful to myself by writin wad i felt, den everything wont happen liao bah...
sighs~
rmb dis story when i attended my 1st thankgiving in church during xmas...
Footprints in sandsOne night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Scenes from his life flashed across the sky and he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to him and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life had flashed before him, he recalled that at the lowest and saddest times of his lifethere was only one set of footprints.
Dismayed, he asked, "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.I don't understand why, when I needed you most,you would leave me." The Lord replied, "My precious child. I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering when you saw only one set of footprints...
That was when I carried you."nice story rite...
alil motivation for mi...
put God in faith becoz he is our strength.
Royal Writes の
8:50 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007 ♡~
hmmm...i feel damn wei qu can!!!you ku nan yan...how?!?i dunno...things gtting worst liao...i wish dat i can juz vanish into de air and disappear frm dis world.for beloved Christ sake, y i gt face dis...am i dat bad or is it dat person BLIND?!?haiz...juz let mi gif sick to death lah...fever, flu, cough and wadeva juz come and flood mi lah...it is so UNFAIR and UNJUST!!!
Royal Writes の
2:27 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ♡~
im sick again...haiz...always sick...wad to do, low body immunity...i cant do anything mah...forcin myself to take de medication...2 flu tablets (3x a day), cough mixture at nite, and moi skin medicine.kip sneezin...throat very itchy and dry...and nw a fever of 40.3 degree cel.yes indeed, i nid God's blessing on his sick child.let her get well soon and let her vision gt clearer and clear her brains as well...today was "awarded" an degree in blurness by zaza and dou!!!but yiNgz gt better results den miie.double degree, double phD and double wadeva education lvl u can gt...LoL!!!A double job dat nid double works...
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11:16 PM
