Sunday, May 04, 2008 ♡~
she dun seems to change.
she is gttin worse.
ytd even moi milk oso take and drink.
nvm, it juz a bottle of strawberry milk.
i used to forgive her one aft another mistake she makes, but nw this big mistake she made is getting hard for mi to forgive her.
if she ever repent, i will still gif her at least another chance.
but she doesnt, all she could say was, "at least i return back to u, i could haf sell it away. if i noe, i wont return to u."
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz...
if u were mi, how will u feel???
moi conclusion:
dat guy if she doesn't wan to brk wif him soon, she will juz gt astray.
and since ah lian and ah beng wan to be tgh, we cant brk dem up mah...
they r a TOTAL PERFECT COUPLE.
in terms of character, attitude problems, the way they tok to their family and etc.
all de same...
so hopefully dey will end up sweet and nice tgh 4eva lor...
i will close moi eyes.
all i ask for is leave mi and moi things alone and i dun wan to hear their "sweet sticky" talks and their irritating loud conversation which i cant agree.
and initially moi mum noe the problem only.
but nw moi dad noe.
how he noe it, im nt sure.
maybe becoz aft i found out moi sis invaded into moi privacy, den i gt all so angry and started screamin to moi mum abt it.
so happens to moi dad is outside at de living rm and he could haf hear smth and asked moi mum abt it.
anyway, ytd at least it marked the end to de cold war wif moi dad.
i think everyone esp mi is super disappointed wif her.
tried to act as if im alright wif her, but was very sacrastic towards her.
and aft moi parents went in to the transit in de airport, i totally started to ignore dat gurl.
i noe i was bad, but honestly, im like dat.
yes, im so calculative.
i noe she is moi sis.
but had she tot dat im her sis when she done the numerous things to crush moi heart?
and she is still crushin it.
i think everyone has their own limits and it is over de limits le.
so wad kind of attitude shud i be towards her?
other than resentment, i haf nth else towards her.
guess i juz nid more time, and she has to do smth to let mi forgive her if she still treasure the sistership btn us.
anw, moi jie meis dun worry abt mi.
i noe i haf been rather cranky.
but gif mi sometime to get over it.
like u all noe, it takes mi a long long time to forget something vividly in moi mind.
moi stm dun works here.
and thanks alot gurls, for being dere when i needed u all.
u all noe de details to the whole thing.
u all were dere with mi when the "LIVE" telecast of the whole thing happened.
u all understand best why i will feel this way.
thanks for being moi listenin ears and moi advisors...
muackz...
i love u all...
Royal Writes の
12:11 PM
