Thursday, July 19, 2007 ♡~
gettin alil emo again...maybe it is juz PMS.zzz...din attend sch today.coz gt medical appt @ SGH.woke up early to prepare.appt at 2pm, but left home at 11am.went to chinatown to haf moi brunch...aft makan, went shoppin wif moi mum.mum and i bought facial products.lol...but i paid for moi own things.mum is freakin stingy, coz she said moi medical bill is costing a bomb for her.=.=wadeva, dun wanna tok to her much so juz took moi stuff and walked to de cashier and paid wif moi card.reached SGH early for medical appt.but still gt to wait for reachin 1hr.=.=and moi doc changed again. zzzz...but all still de same advise and comment.nid to put more moisturizer and take moi pills regularly.careful wif diet too.aft see de doc, went to de pharmacy to collect moi medicine.in de hospital pharmacy, i still can spend $7 on sugar-free sweets and chocolate (all suitable for diabetic ple).pei fu myself on de way i spend moi money...=.=argh no self-control!!!slept late last nite, tryin to summarize wad we did for ytd fyp.so convenient sake, i put it into ppt, juz in case we nid these info for our presentation on the 15 Aug...say till presentation, it is reachin freakin soon.15 Aug 2007, OMG!!!nid to present in formal wear, present for 40 mins, 3 evaluators - nt included our fyp supervisor and co-supervisor.dunno who r our evaluators. scared tio those faci who ask lotsa questions.im nt very good at explainin leh...sure die de...STRESSS!!!!formal wear, i already gotten my blouse and heels.nw left bottoms...hmmm, skirts or pants? still cant decide.so sianz...really scared dat i cant gt thru poly.quite a no of pals quit sch liao.like siti and melissa, quitin in yr 2.liping quitin in yr 3.oso gt to on de verge de, like yshan, terence, kenneth, and etc.=.=me like losin mood to study liao...but nt till de extend of want to quit sch.i no self-control in spendin money, but still gt self-discipline.no matter wad, will still try to put myself thru de.but still scare 1 day, i cant make it.zzZZzz...if 1 day, it really happens to me, pls juz slap mi and stop me frm doin it.no matter how, oso muz pull, drag, row or do wadeva to mi juz to bring mi to sch.dun wanna do anything dat i will regret.i had enuff abt regrettin dis and dat.sleepy mi...been slpin late and wakin up early.tmr oso likewise, coz goin back to SACSS to help out for de SYF closing performance @ UCC.but nw, wanna to watch show..haiz...complicated mi...
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