Saturday, December 30, 2006 ♡~

so sian of moi family...
wad happened, wont mention abt it.
but i will vent out moi tots here.
i think everyone is sick abt mii grumbling abt moi family almost every mth.

wad much can dey do other than producing sparks of problems which will lead to fire of conflicts.
haiz...
everytime like dat, when will everything stop.
if u dun bother abt it, ple say u dun care abt ur family.
when u do smth abt it, more prob start to emerge again, and rubbed onto de conflicts wif de family.
at de same time, dey add on by pushing blames onto u.
In ur heart, hatred and angers start to push u away frm ur family and strain de relationship.
den when u quarrel wif dem, angers fill up ur head and overwhelmed de self-control and start to blabber out de unrespectful stuff esp when it hits de bulleye of someone who he refuse to admit his mistakes and turn de whole pt into anger.
those things seem true, but juz dat we haf diff stands, diff perceptions and diff generations.
so wadeva u do, dont always seem right at all.
haiz...
juz hate it lah...

but in moi heart i kip sayin dis to myself dat, i nid to tahan until i finish poly or at most till i reached 21.
aft dat, i will find a stable job and move out.
if i manage to gt into uni, i will definitely apply for hostal and as usual i'll work part time.

stayin away frm dis hse would be best for me.
these explain why i enjoy bein wif frenz and nt at home or wif moi family.
seriously, being wif frenz, i can stay cheerful and 4gt wadeva troubles, prob and etc in moi mind.
i could enjoy de time wif dem and dun haf to think much until i go home.
to me, frenz r my best medication.
A big thank u to my frenz, esp those who listens to moi rattles, kept by moi side when i nid dem, cheered me on and entertained me.
Thanks for being moi frenz.

anyway, nw de other thing dat kip me veri busy is work!!!

28/12 (Thur) Family prob, nv go work cum chalet
29/12 (Fri) 3pm - 12am
30/12 (Sat) 4pm - 12am
31/12 (Sun) 3pm - 12am
1/1 (Mon) Request off
2/1 (Tue) 8am - 4pm
3/1 (Wed) 7am - 3pm

Work sux esp when wif Rasul who is so fuckin lazy and childish and moi 2 black managers who always slack.
but de gd thing r dat i can do wadeva i like and oso do kitchen but gt to guide de counter crew too.
other den dat, things r better.

5 more days to sch reopen and wif 2 UTs waitin for mii.

2 more days to 2007.

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2:50 PM