Saturday, April 15, 2006 ♡~
haiz...
dey quarreled again.
dis time is de worst, mum caught dad at de woman's workplace.
haiz...
mum became irrational and made a fuss dere.
aiya...
tell her dun do it she still... haiz...
causin nw dad leave home...
i nt goin to care anymore.
wadeva happens, i gonna take it positively.
i did wadeva i can liao.
but dey dun listen.
takin moi advises for granted.
so be it.
but i suspect mum haf depression.
dunno lah...
dere r some symptoms liao.
like she can suddenly become very tense.
her temper is gettin extremely bad.
having moodswings and been tellin me wad shld i do when she dies like her funeral, de insurance and etc.
dis is botherin me lots.
dunno wad to do.
feel very lost.
hope he can be dere for me.
needs him.
despite their agruements, i still went on wif de shopping plans wif kit and dou.
bought a slipper and de dinner was on kit.
she is sooo good.
haha...
she is oso our legal finance company and atm...
LoL...
but she wont go to ur hse and hang pig's head or scribble at ur hse.
haha...
okok... im gettin lame.
but i really need to relax.
feeling damn sad and stress.
cant wait for skool to start.
when skool reopens, den i will spend most of moi time in skool den no need to face dem.
sad to sae, but i losin de sense of belonging and secure of dis freakin hse.
dun wanna come home de.
dats y i hang out till reachin 10pm den reach home.
i purposely chose to walk home and listen to moi MP3 to relax myself.
wanted to buy an alcohol on de way home, but lazy to walk to de 7-11.
its a distance frm moi hse.
anyway, moi class for Year 2 Semester 1 is E25R.
haiz...
siti in E26A, Marlene in E25H and Keke in E25L.
haiz...
all so far away frm me.
de nearest person to moi class is keke lor, but distance of 6 classes leh.
still very far...
haiz...
PS0104, i hereby jio u all for breakfast and lunch breaks on monday.
so rmb our appointment hor.
miz me...
LoL...
wonder which class is he in.
hopefully still can see him often ard de skool.
haiz... me and moi one-sided tots and wishes again.
wish him all de best and hope i can 4gt him soon.
having crush are troublesome and painful.
dun wanna end up in de state like some of moi frenz and moi parents.
i still nt dat ready for it bah.
let everything goes naturally bah...
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11:55 PM
