Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ♡~
tmr goin out wif joy, yshan, ting, siti, marlene and keke (haha... de only guy)
joy e-mailed de whole class, but only tokong and frog replied.
as usual tokong e-mailed rubbish.
frog cant make it coz tmr he working.
haiz... expected liao.
noe our class de bonding will nt last de.
guess only left us, those pathetic fews who r active de bah.
but still lookin 4ward to tmr outin.
instead of sayin it is a class outin, why nt say dat it our own gatherin bah.
stayin awake in de quiet and lonely midnite, alot of tots, feelings and emotions juz flow out.
felt like crying.
felt like i living in hell.
havin problematic family and unsuccessful in relationships.
craving for love, but silly me still dun dare to tell him dat i like him.
juz wishin he will initiate 1st.
but doubt so.
im bottling alot of stuff in me which i nv share wif anyone.
kinda find dat my chest is pressed on heavily.
i gettin alil pessimistic in moi tots and etc.
but tryin to handle bits by bits.
wish dat i can free myself away frm dis world.
haiz...
saw dis personality test on pam's blog.
it is abt gettin to noe abt urself.
it is totally true.
if u dun believe than see if moi results matches me.
Getting to Noe More Abt Myself
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
true???
guess it is gttin late liao.
tmr still gt meet my clique @ orchard @ 12pm.
nitez...
Life has no future w/o dreams. Sleep more...
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