i am f**king pissed off wif moi parents.

dey r sooo CHILDISH and inconsiderate.

dey quarrelled AGAIN and somemore on de SAME OLD STUFF.

can u all change a new topic???

quarrel on de same thing over and over again u all nt sian meh?!?

u nt sian, i veri de sian.

u all r makin me pekchek...

like everything wont last for more den a week, and things start to go back to de original state.

de hot and sparky atmosphere in de hse.

i hate it sia.

my dad asked moi mum to wait for him on monday to go to de law firm to divorce.

haha...

dis sentence damn familiar.

heard for a thousand and million times liao.

i bet 100 bucks dat dey will not divorce de.

sae so many times oso nv divorce.

was freakin angry wif dem for de whole day.

NW STILL ANGRY!!!

ignoring dem as much as possible.

it is their prob, nt as if i can help dem.

dey lack in trust for each other.

ytd, i scolded moi mum.
coz we went bugis ytd, den dat freakin bitch happened to be working somewhere dere.
den she kept askin ple ard where is Singapore Finance Building like wanna to go fix de bitch.
den i scolded her, dun be so implusive and ridiculous.
dere are so many cheers outlets...
den i forced her to forget de stupid idea in knowing where dat woman is workin.
and im nt goin to pei her to find dat woman.
anywhere i checked on net liao, no such building.
dunno where she see de damn address de.
no wonder nobody noe where is dat building.

one is freaking paranoid, think dat her hubby is out wif dat woman again.

de other is hot-tempered, dun wanna clarify de whole matter.

if u really juz fren wif dat woman, den ask her out to tok to ur wife.

clarify de whole situation.

but he refuses, kept firmly saying dat if u trust me dat believe me dat i and her is juz fren, and dun haf to do any explanation at all.

haiz... dunno wad de hell dey thinking lah.

while quarrelin moi dad started to be aggressive, and start throwing stuff around.

stupid, childish and bastard lah.

aft throwing de stuffs, still got to clean up de damn mess for him.

gt broken glasses kkz!!!

ahhhh... almost kanna prick by it sia.

really lah, dey r too much.

had enuff of dis life liao, cant take it anymore.

either dey divorce, or patch up again but no more fights and quarrels or i will fall into depression soon.

i nt sure wad i will do sia.

suicidal tots kept runnin thru moi mind.

rmb de last time, consumed 10 panadols, but de nxt day still woke up and was perfectly fine.

stupid rite!!!

but i wanna run away frm dis horrible and cruel world.

i wan to stick in moi fairytale dreamworld 4eva.

no stress, no illnesses, no quarrels, no fights, nth bad at all.

i can live de way i wan it to be.

Be a princess in moi Lalaland...

but i noe it will nv be true.

guess life is cruel and unpredictable.

sad to sae, maybe i am nt fated to live a pleasant life.

all i wan is a pleasant and peaceful life, is dis wish too much???

startin to doubt my faith.

wonderin is christianity suitable for me?

why God is nt answerin moi prayers?

many qns are appearin in moi mind.

tons of uncertainties, unwillingness to accept de truth and de reality of de world and unhappiness abt moi life.

haiz...

life sucks to de core!!!

tired of living liao.

im really really very tired liao...

i wish, i will juz slp 4eva.

No worries and i can continue to dream.

Royal Writes の
11:24 PM