Wednesday, March 29, 2006 ♡~
shld i feel lucky dat dere is nth wrong wif moi medical report or unfortunate dat dey couldnt find de damn cause.
all de doc said is dat she cant do anything to treat it.
all she can do is to prescribe me medication for de itch and review moi situation 2 mth ltr.
de rash need time to go off itself.
for some ple it juz take days for de rash to go off, but dere are some patients whose rash take a few mths and a few yrs.
aft hearin wad she said, i felt like crying sia.
it sadden me alot.
i wondered wad happen if moi case is special, it nv go off den how?
haiz...
becomin depress sia.
many tots ran thru moi mind.
waited at de pharmacy for moi medicine.
kept ponderin stuff in moi mind, felt quite sad.
den suddenly rmb dat i did bought along biblical book, so took out de book to read.
it was abt prayer.
aft readin 1 chapter, i tried to put myself into prayer.
den when i look up to see wad de queue no, i saw an old lady in front wif a BIG bag of mediciation.
Gosh~
dere were like 6-8 different medicine and all are given for a long term de.
so dere will like bundles of pills in dat bag.
OMG!!!
totally freak out.
but kind of think back, i think i shld be lucky sia.
coz i only had 2 types of medicine nia.
but 2 per day.
however, compare to de old lady, i m much fortunate liao.
den while payin at de cashier, dis middle-aged lady in front of me, had a bag of medicine, i think can compare wif dat old lady liao.
but i think de old lady more jialat.
imagine an old lady so old liao, teeth left dat few nia, den gt to swallow so many pills each day.
i think she each day juz eat those pills can liao, no need to eat other food liao, coz too full.
haha... jkjk lah...
but comparin to dem, im much more fortunate man.
maybe dat is wad God wanna tell me bah.
so i dun think im dat depress liao.
but of coz still sad lah.
i think i juz continue pray to God and im sure 1 day he'll answer her lil daughter de prayer de.
=)
went shoppin @ bugis wif moi mum aft dat.
but goin out wif a lady wif outdated fashion sense is really a headache.
dun believe dat she eva worked in fashion industry b4.
yeah~ photobucket can upload video nw.
great feature sia. but sad thing is dey can upload to 60 sec de video, aft dat de will be automatically truncated.
anyway, i'll still try to upload and will update on de class chalet de videos.
=D
"Whoever follows Me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." - John 8:12
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