Friday, March 10, 2006 ♡~
dis is moi 100th entry in dis blog liao...
is it smth i shld be happy abt it?
100 entries on moi life in de past 2 yrs and de tots and feelings i had.
bloggin is becoming part and parcel of moi life and oso part of moi habits liao.
been thinkin alot these few nites eva since i came back frm chalet.
maybe aft de talks wif moi frenz, i realised how much i distrust luv.
luv seems so unreliable for me. but yet, i am yearnin for it greatly.
i noe i am a gurl who always put on her protective shield and nt lettin anyone in.
no matter wad i will try to put my strong side in front of everyone and tries to hide my inner feelings.
i admit i am fallin in luv wif someone, howeva it is only one-sided bah...
i doubt think he noe either and i dun plan to tell him or wad so eva.
i dun haf dat much of confident and haf nt really gain much of trust in luv yet.
but hope someone can help me change moi opinion on it.
juz wish myself can step out of dis luv trap soon.
been listenin to dis song
迷宮Maze(插曲/演唱:7朵花)
作詞:柯呈雄 作曲:立揚 編曲:林從胤
究竟你想甚麼 但眼淚騙不了人
如果是命定戀人 為何還要對我如此这麼慘忍
記得你曾說過 有個愛情迷宮
只要我們能夠碰頭 就能天長地久
如果真的愛我 就別管怎麼傳說
讓自尊它無情捉弄 管甚麼永恆不永恆
我不要自己一個人 去面對未知的迷宮
眼看著幸福就在前頭 卻無法到手
不要自己一個人 無助的盲目去摸索
愛你 我像個小偷
(我可以裝做不懂 你不愛我)
終於有了選擇 我不是你的晴空 你的心不愛我
只能繼續委屈 做她的替代品
been listenin to dis song.
althrough it sounds quite sad, but it is really nice.
dis song really describes moi current feeling.
esp de lyrics in de chorus.
hope i will really find someone soon, who will really change moi perpectives on luv and let me gain trust on it.
btw, i uploaded de class chalet pics liao...
de file will be valid for dld frm nw to 17 Mar 2006.
so peers frm PS0104 pls dld de pics asap...
de videos are too large liao...
so i cant upload onto leo on any other online file storage websites.
if anyone who wan it, pls msn me.
dat it for today liao...
nitez...
Royal Writes の
11:32 PM
