Wednesday, March 08, 2006 ♡~
yeah~ i really enjoyed myself @ de class chalet.
did many silly things.
LoL...
aft so long, finally drink again...
haha...
i admit i was a lil tipsy on de 1st nite.
but definitely nt drunk.
coz if i am drunk, i wont noe wad i will be doin liao.
been drunk b4, so i noe de diff...
but last nite, i was definitely neither tipsy nor drunk.
i noe wad i was doin and still very conscious...
but dey kept tellin me nt to drink sia...
dey dun let me finish moi bacari breezer.
sobsob...
wanted to numb myself wif a lil alcohol.
recently was really depressed.
aft last nite tok wif froggie, ting, gina and suan, really changed some of moi perspective in life liao.
hmmm, i tot i was rather mature and independent, but maybe i nt dat aft all.
needa to change myself.
feelin damn bad nv go pei zaza, dou and kit dey all...
but i noe i can still meet dem in de future.
but i think it gonna be a rare chance to gather as a class.
when i reached home aft chalet, was called immediately to dad's rm.
he started his bloody sickenin lecture.
was damn tired liao (nv slp well), cum home haven rest yet den still got to listen to him scold ple.
damn sick lor.
in de end, quarrel wif him.
4gt it...
i given up moi hope on him liao.
he damn bloody f**king useless bastard lah.
he dun wanna gif money to de family his prob lah.
dun force me to take legal action.
damn regret for cumin home so early.
dun wanna sae much liao...
i becumin more depressed again...
wanna drink...
i think i really hook onto alcohol liao...
or shld i say, i wanna use de stupid idea of numbin myself wif alcohol...
dat it for today...
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9:20 PM
