Saturday, February 11, 2006 ♡~
haiz... tot dat i could haf a tok wif my dad last nite. But waited for him till ard 12 plus but he is still nt home... he is susposed to finish work @ 10 plus, why 12 plus still nt home... Fishy rite? mum suspected dat he went out wif dat woman again... haiz... wadelse can i sae? stupid me gave stupid reasons like maybe he went out to eat supper or wanna go out walk walk and more... u think my suspicious nature mum will believe in wad i said? 4gt it... fell asleep while waitin for him.
juz nw, i was woke up by my dad's call. he told me to tell my mum nt to stir things up. he said he will nv forgive my mum if she does dat. he warned dat he will whack her severely even if he has to be jailed for doin it. haiz... he asked me to advise my mum and dun let her do anymore stupid stuff.. aft puttin down de fone, i tok to my mum. asked her wad she did. she said dat she did nth. she only smsed her to gif her blessings... diaoz... my dad insisted dat she called his so-called friend. mum was so angry, she is nw on her way to go find de woman to reason out wif her. i tried to convince my mum nt to do it. but she couldn't cool down to think anymore. i tried my very best liao but still... haiz... i am totally lost and confused nw... dunno wad to do... i noe ltr smth bad, very very very very very bad gonna happen. de worst quarrel in history will eva happen. i cryin in moi heart sia... dun wanna cry out, coz i dun wan my sis to see, i scared dat my sis will be scare too. i am tryin to keep myself calm and be prepared on wad could happen ltr. listenin to hymns to keep myself cool.
My prayers
God pls save me... i am totally lost. i dunno wan to do. pls guide me... teach me wad shld i do to prevent something fearsome and bad is goin to happen. Father, pls save my parents frm their conflicts. Take dem away frm evil and let dem cool down and think properly. Guide dem along and pls enlighten dem to live in peace. Father u are de only one who can save us... Pls show mercy, save ur poor suffering children. This I sincerely pray to YOU, Amen...
Realised i am aft all nt dat strong. I am still like any other gurls who oso haf their soft and emotional side. keng so long liao. nw feeling damn tired sia... tired abt life, de unpredictable things and de nonsenses... haiz... update ltr if possible ba...
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