Saturday, January 21, 2006 ♡~
haiz... nv go TP open hse today... but shld i change course and skool or nt? TP is nearer to moi hse and de course dat i wanna to be in is de course i wan. RP will be movin to woodland in a few mth time. de course is nt actually i wan. however, de ple ard me kept tellin me dat de future of de course dat i am taking is prospective for me and etc. but i am nt interested. haiz... if i change to TP, i got to study another yr leh and will daddy pay for moi skool fees too? dis is a sickenin prob sia. maybe try DAE for dis yr, den if i gt in and moi parents agree den i gt into TP la. If nt, i remain in RP... sad sad...Despite stayin at hse, i helped mum to prepare de seaweed roll. been cookin it since afternoon to evenin 7 plus... haha... quite fun and it is damn delicious. enjoy de process too. De whole family miz de daes w/o moi sis... since she came back frm camp, she been veri irritatin and disturbin to us. she disturb moi slp and messed up de rm. cuz mum to be angry and etc... she had been a major trouble to us. REALLY, TRUELY miz those peaceful and quiet daes, de neat and tidy rm and freedom i used to had. sob sob...Maybe tmr go cut moi hair, but i can't bear to cut it leh... Shld I or shld I nt? tmr den sae la...Wanna watch memoir of geisha... heard dat it wasn't bad leh. read de story book last yr. de story damn nice. I think dat was de 2nd THICK story book dat i eva read in moi entire life.feelin guilty for wad i did ytd... wad sia.. dunno why i soooo mean and badd too... haiz... i am always like dat de. so hot-headed... do liao den regret... sobsob... when will i change for de good sia? sometime kinda hate myself for doin stupid things and being soooo bad... hope no one will get angry for de stupid things i did... sob sob... >_<
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