Friday, December 23, 2005 ♡~
indeed, cum home is equal to goin to hell...
ran away frm home juz nw…
sorry, ah ma, mum, kit, audrey and marcus for being so worried for me and for counseling me.
i will try to ren 忍.
rmb in sec skool gt 1 chinese teacher eva sae: “忍一时风平浪静,忍一事海过天空。”
wad happened?!?
quarreled wif dat old man again.
morning he made noise I went out to kit hse to bi nan den cum home liao, expect some peace.
but haven sit for 10 mins, he started to make noise again.
kept niam and niam me for something I nv do…
ren for a long time liao, den ren wu ke ren, finally I explode liao…
quarreled wif him, he chased me out of de hse.
den I left lor…
went library to read… read 1 and ¼ novels.
den called kit, found out dat my mum called her.
Mum was worried for me, called my close frenz...
haiz...
hate my life sia…
den called mum, meet her at my hse de void deck.
dun wanna return home yet, still veri angry.
but aft much persuasions by mum and some frenz, decided to go home…
feeling better nw… will do my best to control my temper.
nw wad i plan to do is to ignore my dad. Juz greet him and dat all.
de rest dun care so much liao…
planning to get a job ASAP…
so no need to depend on him.
Mum will find a job too, den aft her income stable liao, maybe will divorce wif my dad.
she can’t tolerate my dad’s nonsense anymore either.
aft 17 yrs of our endurance, hope everything will end asap…
promised myself to treat my mum better den my dad.
Haiz… hope life will be better for me in 2006 onwards…
LoL…
记住该记住的, 忘记该忘记的。 改变能改变的, 接受不能改变的。
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