Saturday, December 24, 2005 ♡~
still sick Sick sick... ⊙﹏⊙
de whole dae only ate 2 meals.
plus de 1st meal i ate for de dae is at 4.30pm...
2nd meal was forced to eat at 6.30pm...
so damn full, plus no appetite.
didn't finish my char siew rice.
stupid parents, noe i sick still order oily food and dry food.
luckily still got bak ku teh. but de bak ku teh taste horrible.
aft eating, i felt like puking sia.
dey wanted to go shop, but coz i nt well, i went home
wish dere will turkey for dis christmas.
miz auntie roslin cooked de turkey.
nice leh... she was de one who taught my mum how to cook turkey de.
but i think dis yr's christmas won't be dat enjoyable and pleasant compare to de previous yrs.
gt to clarify one thing is dat i still haven reconcile wif my dad yet.
although christmas is a season of loving, giving and sharing, my wad my dad did to me, i will nv forget nor forgive him.
somethings are hard to be resolve.
he gave me $60 juz nw, pass thru my sis.
wanna thank him, but u noe i m stubborn.
my heart is soft, yet my mouth is hard and sharp like a blade dat cuts.
dun wanna bother much for nw
living my life day by day.
good or bad? i dun care.
coz even if i plan for the future, something will popped out to to ruin my plans.
no matter how high the kite flies, dere is someone who controls it.
i dun wanna control by anything, de plans nor my family.
wish to be free frm everything, be it being controlled, troubles and wad so eva...
if i feel better tmr, i will be goin church.
today nv go coz sick.
hope everything would be better.
lookin on de bright side, think things will turns out better...
dis reminds me a song: Always Look on the Bright Side of Life ( from Monty Python/ nike's ad)
de lyrics are meaningful.
http://www.ezgeta.com/always.html
Tmr is X'mas, wanna live life better.
So best wishes for everyone. Merry X'mas!!!
Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful. ~Norman Vincent Peale
Christmas is the season for kindling the fire of hospitality in the hall, the genial flame of charity in the heart. ~Washington Irving
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