Busy for de whole day liao... Aft doin hw, i did de agenda and de whateva budgeting stuff and ecotrip thing. Ask de ple to email me de info by 7pm in order i can do de things, but no one reply my mail... Irritated and angry...
When tok to jimmy about the Ghoul trip, my sis kept irritating me. All becoz my dad nv gif her a better hp, she kept disturbing me, scolding me and etc. Aft de chat, i return to de room to tell my dad my sis's silly actions. My dad tok 2 my sis but ended in a quarrel. All becoz my sis throw de money my dad gave her.
Den my dad came into de rm, obviously wif no gd intention. Den my dad kept scolding abt our rm being untidy. As if it is me to mess up like dat, my sis kept pushing de blame @ me. Definitely i nt happy wad. Whoever understands me, noe dat I hate being accused of something i nv do. I went back to my room, and scream back dat it isn't me. My dad ltr threw my sis things. Den he threw her report book @ me. Hey!!! Nt my fault wad!
I screamed @ my dad, why did he thow de book @ me. He blamed me for standin dere. Excuse Me!!! it is ur mistake for hitting de wrong person. If it is really unintentional, den it is right for u to apologize. Isn't it?!? He refused to apologize and kept blaming me for my fault to stand @ de place. My room leh. He oso can see me standing dere wad! He Blind meh?!? Of coz, i m nt happy wif it. If u are angry, do u tok softer or would u tok LOUDER?!? For a normal person, of coz he/she will tok louder. He scolded me... I tok him back dat it isn't my fault he should apologize. Men are egoistic!!! Den he dun wan, wad else can he do, use money to threaten me, use violence and verbally abuse me. Old pattern. He treat me as wad? Wif my character, i dun like 2 be threaten, i told he off straight forward dat I dun need his money (some time gif money some time dun, I am used to it liao). It is his responsibility to raise me up. He is de one who brought me to dis world to suffer. Wadeva... I had enuf, no use to threaten me anymore.
I haf my own pride, worries, thoughts and etc. I am a human being too. I will rather work for de money den to see ur temper to live my life. NV will I be defeated by U... I will nv REGRET... But instead make u regret for wad u haf done.
But I am still very depressed and sad. Wanna 2 tok 2 someone, but no one if dere for me... Tell Kit but she doesn't seem to be bothered. Feel like running away frm home and nv return. I guess de time for me to sae gd bye is reaching soon. Be a flying gurl oso nt bad hor? Die liao, no need to worry abt anything @ all. Maybe in desperation, I may do dat. SO better treasure my time and memories wif u...

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12:58 PM