Saturday, October 01, 2005 ♡~
First day of October liao...
19 more days to go... My BiRtHdAy!!!
But everytime reaching my b'dae, nothing will be smooth for me.
damn swai!! my family todae had a huge quarrel... As usual rite...
haiz!!! i hate my family...
honestly, i dun believe in love liao...
See my mum lyke dat, (sigh) i dun wan 2 be like her.
Haf such a lao gong and 2 fustrating kids.
My family is such a failure.
Have such a zi yi wei shi and da nan ren zhu yi de father, naggy mum and an irritating, character whose exactly worst den her father de sis.
My father happy or nt will cut my finance.
Nw w/o fail of coz cut mine.
This means dat i need to work for my pocket money $$...
My mum as usual will be beside me telling how unfortunate she is, wad she plans, telling me wad to do aft she die and wad eva...
My sis leh, she will throw her tantrums @ me...
Poor me wad to do...
Vent my anger @ where, who?
Luckily, when i log onto de net, God sent Audrey to relieve my anger.
Audrey listened to me.
Ltr in de evening, she will bring me out to East Coast to listen to me.
Haiz... But w her BF.
I find very awkward leh. Like a lightbulb w very high voltage (so bright).
Haiz... She asked me i happy?
hmmm... How 2?
I wanted a gurl talk. Den she brought a guy along, I find it weird leh.
I totally hate my life.
Lookin @ my frenz slowly, one by one, gettin attached.
Mmmeee... Haha... Still single.
Some times of coz i wish someone will be by my side to listen to me, a shoulder for me to rest, to cry, console me and whateva la...
But lookin @ my father and mother, their marriage is utterly a failure.
I dun wan to be lyke dem...
So complicating and contradicting...
Aiyah... Life sucks!!! Depress... Confused... I had enuf liao... DIE?!?
Haiz!!! Loud Sigh...
Skool reopening soon on dis 3 Oct, which is dis MONDAE...
Just got 2 noe dat, Jimmy in PS0105, Karin in PN0111, Angela and Audrey in PG0103.
Hope we can still meet up...
Like in de previous semester, haf breakfast 2gther, joke, share our emotions, go out 2gther and etc.
How I wish time could stop rite dere… Sniff*
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